Is there something that you would still like to accomplish before you go?

[nirvana]

I actually am quite Ready to leave but sometimes i think how nice it would be to still visit some places or get married or living on a farm with animals for some time or make sure that my mother is in a safe place and is taken care of.


When it comes to getting married , i probably would never do that cause i would feel too bad to leave that Person behind (but then again there are People who even get married to their Partners on their deathbeds just for the sake of it, and it think thats Kind of romantic, cause then that Person that is going to die had the Chance to experience somebody conciously choosing them no matter what).
Of all These things making sure that my mother is doing okay is the most important one for her, since i basically only am still here for her. If it wasnt for her, i would have been gone a Long time ago..

 

[Alchemist]

Sometimes I'd like to get eveb with those who made my life hell, but I know that's not going to happen. So mostly I just want to leave everything.

 

[Memento Mori]

money
travels
drugs
investments
throwing all my leftover money and weed out of a my window before i die
one last kiss from her
buying N sucessfully

i would add peace but its not achievable

 

[Walilamdzi]

I don't have ambitions anymore, really. I wish that I could find something fulfilling, a sustainable purpose in life but I don't see that happening.

 

[YukiFox]

I want to be married someday. I never live with another person on intimacy and loving each other.
Also I want to publish some books before my passing away. Whatever if they are commercial success or not, I want to share my fiction to others.

 

[Empty Smile]

As much as I'd like to, I would like to hike the Appalachian Trail once more. But it's at least a 6 month hike, and I don't think I can wait that long. Although it has crossed my mind to go hike and ctb while I'm out there.

 

[Empty Smile]

Hoping on the AT one last time would be awesome!

It would be! I hiked the trail in 2008 and loved it!

 

[Empty Smile]

Awesome! The PCT is great too!

Did consider the PCT at one time, but it never fell into place. I had even thought about doing the ADT, but I don't think I'd ever finish that one.

 

[Empty Smile]

Well, I wish you the best. Try doing the AT again if you can. You've got nothing to loose.

It's been crossing my mind these last few weeks. Being in the woods is the only place I seem to find my peace since I've not successfully gotten on the bus.

 

[silentsinger]

I'm not going to get the chance but I would love to have had my own family. Maybe marriage but definitely a partner and children.

 

[Worthless_nobody]

Everything I wanted is gone now and there is no way to bring it back because while I can experience something similar I cannot bring back a unique individual that I foolishly lost. I have nothing but apathy and anhedonia at this point.

 

[Quinlor]

I don't know if I want or need accomplish something before ctb because mind don't work very well lately
but the truth is that when go nothing will matters anymore

 

[VikingWinger]

I would love to finish my fantasy manuscript and try and get it published. I'll be there soon, but suicide is also creeping up on my at a record speed it feels.

 

[TAW122]

Getting laid just once (mostly for the educational purposes and also removing the label of 'virgin') and then pushing for legalization of assisted suicide for more countries around the world. The latter part being that if I live long enough to see the fruits of labor and actually getting change to go about. Other than that, I'm pretty much mostly ready to 'go' especially if things suddenly took a turn for the worse, sudden poverty and homelessness with no safety net, cancer or other terminal illness, or severe physical disability, etc.