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No. There is no PPH vendor. You can try the DW, but they look like straight up scams.

It doesn't even taste that bad. It tastes caustic to me, but not undrinkable due to that.
 
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I saw some from one seller on the DW but simply could not trust this to be genuine and the person had zero feedback.
I saw him, or another one too. He required you to buy a ridiculous amount too. It was an obvious scammer.
How caustic? What's the closest common taste to N you can think of?
Moderately caustic.

Its taste is tough to describe but it's bitter and it almost tastes like biting into an SSRI pill and tasting it. The taste stays with you. On a scale of 1-10, with 10 being unbearable, it's a 3 or 4.

100% doable for me.
 
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I saw him, or another one too. He required you to buy a ridiculous amount too. It was an obvious scammer.

Moderately caustic.

Its taste is tough to describe but it's bitter and it almost tastes like biting into an SSRI pill and tasting it. The taste stays with you. On a scale of 1-10, with 10 being unbearable, it's a 3 or 4.

100% doable for me.
Yeah he wanted you to buy 5 lots. I noticed that as a minimum amount.
 
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Moderately caustic.

Its taste is tough to describe but it's bitter and it almost tastes like biting into an SSRI pill and tasting it. The taste stays with you. On a scale of 1-10, with 10 being unbearable, it's a 3 or 4.

100% doable for me.
Thanks.
 
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I've seen a few on dnm's too. Not all were highly priced or required a minimum purchase amount but ultimately I too don't see any that are showing enough trustworthiness.

It's surprising though because its apparently easy to sythesise and there is clearly demand for it. It can be used recreationally too. There are many drugs that were once popular but got phased out by 'safer' meds like benzos etc. Qualudes were once held in high regard. If you could get genuine qualudes now you would pay an enormously restrictive price for them. There is a seller advertising a product as qualudes but it is not actually genuine qualudes. More a synthesised modern mimic.

I think there's always the possibility of N powder showing up again in the future but there's just as much chance that it won't. On the vendors side there is probably a pretty high legal risk and I'm not sure how financially rewarding it would be.

There are a few issues in there. It's not like anyone can leave a review after successfully using it to ctb. Then there's the need for the buyer to get it tested/authenticates which is a long winded process that most people desperate to ctb don't have the time for or are too ill to have the ability to do.

Too many barriers.

But we can hope.
 
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It's surprising though because its apparently easy to sythesise and there is clearly demand for it. It can be used recreationally too.
Wish I could synthesize them but I'm clueless when it comes to chemistry.
 
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I've seen a few on dnm's too. Not all were highly priced or required a minimum purchase amount but ultimately I too don't see any that are showing enough trustworthiness.

It's surprising though because its apparently easy to sythesise and there is clearly demand for it. It can be used recreationally too. There are many drugs that were once popular but got phased out by 'safer' meds like benzos etc. Qualudes were once held in high regard. If you could get genuine qualudes now you would pay an enormously restrictive price for them. There is a seller advertising a product as qualudes but it is not actually genuine qualudes. More a synthesised modern mimic.

I think there's always the possibility of N powder showing up again in the future but there's just as much chance that it won't. On the vendors side there is probably a pretty high legal risk and I'm not sure how financially rewarding it would be.

There are a few issues in there. It's not like anyone can leave a review after successfully using it to ctb. Then there's the need for the buyer to get it tested/authenticates which is a long winded process that most people desperate to ctb don't have the time for or are too ill to have the ability to do.

Too many barriers.

But we can hope.
A few years ago in the AB market days, there was a vender selling pressed "methaqualone". I am almost certain it wasn't legitimate ludes, though. Probably just a research chemical of some sort.
 
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A few years ago in the AB market days, there was a vender selling pressed "methaqualone". I am almost certain it wasn't legitimate ludes, though. Probably just a research chemical of some sort.
Yeah, there's somebody doing it now too. Very tempting but ultimately not worth the risk and/or disappointment.

It could well be the same person tbf. I've seen them on a couple of markets when I checked recon. I probably shouldn't mention their name here though.
 
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FWIW: I was told to use some of hard booze to help wash it down.
 
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FWIW: I was told to use some of hard booze to help wash it down.
I'm doing that & 1 final bong rip.

I was thinking about smoking a final cigarette, but I don't want to catch the place on fire by falling asleep with it lit. I could imagine being the idiot saved because he needed a cigarette and caught the apartment on fire.
 
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I'm doing that & 1 final bong rip.

I was thinking about smoking a final cigarette, but I don't want to catch the place on fire by falling asleep with it lit. I could imagine being the idiot saved because he needed a cigarette and caught the apartment on fire.

Ha - fucken rock n roll! I feel you need some appropriate epic music in the background to complete it.
 
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I usually drink beer being a basic bro (my last drink might otherwise be Red Stripe), but I might get some Laphroaig for my final drink.
 
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I usually drink beer being a basic bro (my last drink might otherwise be Red Stripe), but I might get some Laphroaig for my final drink.
Absolutely get that for yourself.

I'm going to get some expensive ass bourbon, most likely.
 
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Nice! What kinda bourbons you considering? Just curious
1792 full proof or Maker's 46. They are both only about 50 bucks, but it's more then the Kentucky Gentleman and shit I drink otherwise. :)) Unless I drink it before in days leading up, it's only going to have a big shot missing, anyway. They don't make miniatures of good liquor that I know of, possibly pints.

I could honestly get a REAL bottle of bourbon for over $100 too, it all depends how impulsive I am and such.
 
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1792 full proof or Maker's 46. They are both only between $35 an $45 bucks, but it's more then the Kentucky Gentleman and shit I drink otherwise. :))
Step up from Wild Turkey? :-P
Here in Australia booze is super expensive - f&**en nanny state!
 
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Go classy - get some pre-mixed1 :-P
 
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