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Suicide_vampire

Suicide_vampire

In Vino Veritas
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So I'm just curious if there is anything that could change in your life that would make you want to live?
 
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sadgirl2002

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My true love coming back to me.
 
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xBrialesana

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I've said this before, and I know it's shallow, but if I woke up beautiful I feel my life would change.
 
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If I could make reverse time and change every missed opportunity and mistake I've done.
 
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Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Stan coming back from the grave (go to it vampire)
All my medical and mental health issues cured.
I hit the lottery.
I suddenly got friends and family
 
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Feb 6, 2020
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A miracle cure for my migraines and for my ex to give us a chance.

Neither is going to happen.
 
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Having doctors listen to me and not just dismiss me.
Being able to leave the house.
Getting more than one hours sleep at a time.
Not being chained to the toilet.
Not being in pain.
Being able to trust my family.
Having a place I could call home.
Being able to work.
Having a dog.

Sorry, what a rant! You did ask...
Actually, I don't want to die and I'm trying to live. It's just not working. I fight the fight knowing that I've already lost.
 
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Suicide_vampire

In Vino Veritas
Feb 11, 2020
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Having doctors listen to me and not just dismiss me.
Being able to leave the house.
Getting more than one hours sleep at a time.
Not being chained to the toilet.
Not being in pain.
Being able to trust my family.
Having a place I could call home.
Being able to work.
Having a dog.

Sorry, what a rant! You did ask...
Actually, I don't want to die and I'm trying to live. It's just not working. I fight the fight knowing that I've already lost.
Get a dog that's not so hard,mines is what keeps me alive for now
View attachment IMG_20191225_151138.jpgthat's mine.... Oreo
 
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If I knew that my mental illness would never affect my life and my thoughts would leave me... I would still CTB, because I already gave myself one chance, there should not be any space for another. Even If I won a million in a lottery, I would leave myself around 5 grand and would CTB as soon as possible joining a suicide tourism. Even if my mental health problems disappear, the regrets won't fade away and the lost opportunities won't be back. The vanity of existence will still be present, embracing me
 
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Awww. I can't. Big responsibility and I can't look after myself. Couldn't walk a dog or even afford one, so it wouldn't be fair.
Sorry to hear that, they can be an amazing lifeline. She's what gets me up in the morning and forces me to be present, she's a bit of an attention seeker and loves to be in my face 24/7
 
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Sorry to hear that, they can be an amazing lifeline. She's what gets me up in the morning and forces me to be present, she's a bit of an attention seeker and loves to be in my face 24/7
I know. I love dogs. I hope they rise to ascendancy after we are extinct :blarg:
 
Suicide_vampire

Suicide_vampire

In Vino Veritas
Feb 11, 2020
426
Thank you so much, what about you? What would make you want to live? I hope you get the things that would make you want to live :)
For me it would need to be the end of my mental illness, I know the minute I lose my dog, my best friend I will ctb. She's all I live for right now and she's 10 so getting on.
 
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faust

lost among the stars
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I know. I love dogs. I hope they rise to ascendancy after we are extinct :blarg:
Yes, dogs are very smart, monkeys have a good reaction and memory and dolphins have big brains. So I could assume there three species could prosper after we reach a plateau of extinction.
 
omoidarui

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if we never aged XD

i refuse to live past my prime, which is why i want to ctb now, in my 20s. time is the enemy
 
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Yes, dogs are very smart, monkeys have a good reaction and memory and dolphins have big brains. So I could assume there three species could prosper after we reach a plateau of extinction.
You mean next Tuesday then?
 
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In Vino Veritas
Feb 11, 2020
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Yes, dogs are very smart, monkeys have a good reaction and memory and dolphins have big brains. So I could assume there three species could prosper after we reach a plateau of extinction.
Can you image a cross species of dog monkey and dolphin. That would be awesome
 
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Oct 24, 2019
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Some thirty years ago
 
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Can you image a cross species of dog monkey and dolphin. That would be awesome
A monkey with flippers and barking like a doggy. Or a dolphin with fur and able to jump from one tree to another heh
 
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Sorry, what will be next Tuesday?
Well time is relative but we can't have that long left. Our extinction I meant.
I for one welcome our new Tree Dolphin overlords.
(Sorry I always use that line)
 
faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
Well time is relative but we can't have that long left. Our extinction I meant.
Right, I thought it would be nice to call it Saturday morning, everything is tired after a horrendous hangover called life.
 
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Suicide_vampire

In Vino Veritas
Feb 11, 2020
426
Also I think if I could find love, I hate being alone. I'm the type of person who doesn't function well alone.
 
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The name says it all
Feb 20, 2020
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Being able to travel back in time. But then again according to some theories i could really screw stuff up worse.
 
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