Is there anything in this world that would keep you from killing yourself?

[Valon]

And if so, what would it be? Sex? Love? Money?

I think for me, I would want to die no matter what because I hate society. Maybe if this world was different, I'd want to live. Being a billionaire or something sounds nice, but I'm sure I'd off myself once the novelty of being rich wore off.

 

[WornOutLife]

As for a living being, yes: my dad.

As for things... ummm nope, nothing could keep me here. I've loved, hated, had money, been bankrupt and so on and it's all the same to me.
Being a billionaire would help but there are cases in which they CTB anyway so a rich's life is not the definite solution certainly.

 

[Jojo81]

Bring on that Billion dollars.. I will be happy...

 

[Ghost2211]

I think just financial security and not complete dependence. It's a bit scary knowing your survival is based on someone's good graces.

 

[Ardesevent]

Money, maybe. But I don't see it making me happy for very long, if at all.

 

[DJJE]

And if so, what would it be? Sex? Love? Money?

I think for me, I would want to die no matter what because I hate society. Maybe if this world was different, I'd want to live. Being a billionaire or something sounds nice, but I'm sure I'd off myself once the novelty of being rich wore off.

Billionaires are empty vessels.
You can't get that rich if you give a shit about other people
If you don't give a shit about other people then no one will give a shit about you.
If everyone surrounding me was only there due to the size of my bank account then life wouldn't be worth living.

 

[Good4Nothing]

And if so, what would it be? Sex? Love? Money?

Yes.

 

[Worthless_nobody]

At this point a literal reset of life. No mental/physical issues, no trauma and abuse, no heartbreaking set backs... essentially erasing the past and my memory.

 

[Deleted member 19654]

A billion dollars would be nice but I would love for there to be a way for me to restart my life. Unfortunately we can't go back in time.

 

[Ko9]

Nothing, no.

 

[foxdie]

I don't know actually. I don't think there's anything that would change my mind right now. But I'm so dead inside and lost my spark a while ago and I don't know if there's anything out there to reignite it. Possibly love or money. I'd lean towards love. That aspect of my life has been steeped in failure tho, so it could possibly change my mind if it wasn't. To be honest, I really don't want my mind to be changed. I feel so done with this planet.

 

[Deleted member 94]

And if so, what would it be? Sex? Love? Money?

I think for me, I would want to die no matter what because I hate society. Maybe if this world was different, I'd want to live. Being a billionaire or something sounds nice, but I'm sure I'd off myself once the novelty of being rich wore off.

Not anything but anyone, but that anyone is deceased now and has been for the last three years, I was still suffering but that person saw me through many bad times. The person was my mum and she sailed through many storms in my life, when others abandoned ship.

 

[Rockman]

Not disordered family when i grew up.

 

[BipolarGuy]

Long-term I'm not sure.

 

[lostangel]

I don't think anything long term would work. I could ask for money, sex love. But they'll all wear off eventually. Maybe if I forget the idea of suicide and that it never returns.

 

[MrBlue]

I think if I was able to form friendships and relationships like an actual human being I might at least reconsider ultimately ctb. Even if it was just to give myself enough time to develop an opinion of them. I might bloody hate it and decide to ctb anyway, but as it is I know that I'm worse off for not being capable of being loved/liked by anyone outiside my immediate family.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I want to love someone and for that someone to love me back. I think the only way to truly rid my urge to CTB for good though is if nothing bad ever happened to me ever again.

You hear that, pro-lifers? Time to put your money where your mouth is. If you really wanna save lives just make sure nothing bad ever happens to me ever again.

 

[Silenos]

Bring on that Billion dollars.. I will be happy...

I'll do you one better.

How about...

 

[TheEndisNear121200]

The only thing that could keep me from killing myself is a life reset like someone already said.
I wish I could change my past but because this is impossible, I would say that there is nothing in existence that can keep me going.

 

[Deafsn0w]

Short term happiness - Money
Long term happiness - Heaven (I believe in God) or restart my life.

 

[NomadicWolf382]

Walking up in the hospital after my first suicide attempt, only to find out that the past 18 years have been nothing but a vivid coma induced nightmare.

 

[Superdeterminist]

A new reality, one where suffering doesn't exist.

 

[BPD Barbie]

Money. Plain and simple at this point.

 

[Meditation guide]

Yes! Having a bottle of nembutal just so I know I can go on with my life the best possible way
and not be afraid of being helpless and in unbearable pain without any relief. I would continue
to pay attention to my health needs, try to get some recreation, figure out how I can continue on
living. It would relieve my anxiety and allow me to create the best possible life for myself.

Instead I am left to hang on this site, fearful and dreading what may happen to me.

 

[Cherrypea]

My children do.. Every day.

Walking up in the hospital after my first suicide attempt, only to find out that the past 18 years have been nothing but a vivid coma induced nightmare.

I often think similar. Tried to explain it to someone recently and they just couldn't get it. I'm glad I'm not alone with these thoughts.

 

[Mr2005]

In this world? Probably not. Unless the future involves time travel. That's the only way I could look forward. Look forward to going back. Or if they'll be able to erase/implant memories. It's not really the world I have a problem with, it's me but the way technologies advanced but not in any way that would help me makes it worse

 

[Xocoyotziin]

A new identity, a new brain, being someone else. Maybe I still would be but for better reasons than being a pathologically toxic waste of space. As far as it stands suicide is objectively the correct option for me aside from hurting my mother. I don't know anyone but her who would contradict that statement in earnest and not as a gut reaction against suicide in general, and maybe she wouldn't either. I'm neurologically wired to be evil or at least obnoxious and the process of changing that would be painful and humiliating and something that most people don't understand or have to deal with. I would throw this trash in a bin in a heartbeat if I weren't so afraid of hell, and the world would be an ever so slightly better place. Killing myself would be my one and only good deed. But if I wasn't trash, maybe not.

 

[Masonfight]

Nothing would change my mind

 

[lost guy]

Her taking me back so I can be home with our pets and the kid.

 

[Deleted member 4418]

Romantic love that doesn't involve insane amounts of emotional abuse.