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Alpenglow

Alpenglow

Never really there
Mar 5, 2024
48
You can add a hypothetical of the world ending in a couple months/weeks if the person is uncomfortable with suicide.
 
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Ozzyno

Ozzyno

Lovely loner.
Oct 10, 2024
121
Definitely one comes to mind… I would like to spend time with a person that I've met online and that I never saw.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
10,061
No. Isn't that awful?!! I've gotten to the point where I don't want to be around people. Here's different for some reason. Maybe because there's no real obligation to one another. We may be sad to see each other go but, ultimately we're pro choice and have known it was always going to be a possibility.

There are some places I'd like to visit (alone) before I go though.
 
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Overwhelmed52

Student
Dec 3, 2024
142
I want the feeling that everything that seems to matter now is getting further and further away and will go on just fine without me. There's not someone I'd want to spend the time with, because I want to be okay with the distance.
 
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CogitoMori

Student
Oct 21, 2024
172
The only person that ever made me feel human. I'm hoping I'll be a ghost or something and get to watch over him after I ctb. I've always wanted to be a ghost
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,305
If I wouldn't risk them getting arrested by authorities due to their mere presence counting as them "aiding or abetting" my suicide, there is one person on here who I trust and feel comfortable enough to share my last days with. I feel safe around them as they actually understand me which is super rare
 
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-nobodyknows-

-nobodyknows-

Mage
Jun 16, 2024
503
I don't know. Honestly I don't think I should pursue such things once every starts falling into place.
 
Sarros

Sarros

Student
Sep 2, 2021
114
I've met a partner here after trying for awhile. I hope we can leave together and enjoy each other's company in our last moments.
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,781
No . Nothing matters except avoiding unbearable pain and my suicide asap

Nobody can convince me that anything else objectively matters or is valuable or important

I don't see any reason why I have to live another minute or why I have to want to live or why I have to do anything
 
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LostLily

LostLily

Why do I exist?
Nov 18, 2024
297
Would I like to hang out with my friends one last time but I would be scared that the guilt would consume me and blurt out how suicidal I am.
 
APeacefulPlace

APeacefulPlace

Member
Dec 2, 2024
19
Would I like to hang out with my friends one last time but I would be scared that the guilt would consume me and blurt out how suicidal I am.
Same...
 
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NotSalmon

NotSalmon

Asocial Impulse Poster
Dec 9, 2024
37
Not close enough to anybody for such to be possible, maybe a friend or two but I wouldn't want to alarm them with hanging out with them for a bit then boom suddenly I'm gone
 
LostLily

LostLily

Why do I exist?
Nov 18, 2024
297
There are also other friend I have lost touch , I would love to see them one last time. But they are always so busy
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
875
One of those old dudes that lives in a cabin in the middle of nowhere because he's done with society. He's been around a while and seen some shit so when I say "fuck the world, I hate this place" he just nods in agreement. When my day finally comes, he gets it and doesn't try to stop me as I wander off into the woods to give myself back to the Earth.
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
427
My brother. He's just about the only one I would want around in my last days. I know when I CTB alone I won't feel at peace the way I would if he were there.
 
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SmoolPepe

SmoolPepe

No longer human
May 30, 2023
37
I don't have anyone of my own; friends, family or otherwise.
But if someone out there wanted to cuddle with me for a few moments before CTB , I wouldn't say no to that.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2024
3,331
Tom Hardy
 
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OptingOutSmiling

OptingOutSmiling

Student
Nov 25, 2024
107
The only person I would want to be with is also the reason why my world is ending. If this person could be with me, I would not want the world to end.
 
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Tig

Tig

Member
Oct 17, 2024
97
Hypothetical situations, I would have died with my Wife, hand in hand and tangled up together, peacefully.
That was always our plan, I loved her infinitely.
She was at our home in Oregon the day she died, I was unfortunately working in New York, helping other people, to make money.
I've never forgiven myself for her death, alone.....

During the past 3 1/2 years I have tried to partner up with people on this site, I've spoken with many, I don't want to die alone.

It's heartbreaking every time one of them CTB,s by herself, alone, as XxxxxXxxx did.
I miss her so much, truly, "a very special soul".

I would spend my last days with, Xxxxx, "A heart of pure gold" or Xxxxxxx "A rare find, in an uncommon world" in heartbeat though.
You both know who you are.
 
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