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Marawa

HereButNot
Dec 30, 2018
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These former members spring to mind and include verified sources.
@Crest33
@BurningLights
@Eden2k
@MexicanTravels
@Minudah
@therhydler
@Wantingpeace
@ReadyasEver
@Jupiter
@SiArc

I'm sure there are many more, I just can't think of them at the moment.
@Minudah
passed?
I seem to remember ppl taunting her while she struggled with SN something about a fly in her liquid. Am I wrong?
I kind of want the support of the community here but stuff like that scares me. Hope this isnt a thread jack sorry if so
 
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EddieAllenPoe

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Here is where I think there is some value to actually having obituaries. For all we know, SN is causing a lot of people to wind up seriously injured. It doesn't seem to be the case... But you honestly can't tell. Most of us don't actually know that @Minudah passed away after taking SN but some people seem to know somehow.
 
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CoolGuy9

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Mar 5, 2019
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Kind of sad to see these people gone and kinda odd to support that decision.
 
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overandout

Experienced
Feb 28, 2019
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Here is where I think there is some value to actually having obituaries. For all we know, SN is causing a lot of people to wind up seriously injured. It doesn't seem to be the case... But you honestly can't tell. Most of us don't actually know that @Minudah passed away after taking SN but some people seem to know somehow.
This is the problem. You either show it publically which therefore proves it was successful but it isn't appropriate. Of course you can research it for yourself but not everyone does and then false statements about sodium nitrite are made and increased confusion. It's unfortunate really because mixed messages are being received about this method.
 
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dandan

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Feb 18, 2019
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Someone ctb tonight thread is alive
 
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snowman626

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Surprised to hear minudah is gone.
 
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lululoo

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@Minudah
passed?
I seem to remember ppl taunting her while she struggled with SN something about a fly in her liquid. Am I wrong?
I kind of want the support of the community here but stuff like that scares me. Hope this isnt a thread jack sorry if so
Yeah I think she got accused of being a scammer too. The accusations were really getting out of hand.

Don't be afraid to seek support here but if you do post about immediate plans to CBT and/or live blog it here you may be met with suspicion and accusations.
 
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Marawa

HereButNot
Dec 30, 2018
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Yeah I think she got accused of being a scammer too. The accusations were really getting out of hand.

Don't be afraid to seek support here but if you do post about immediate plans to CBT and/or live blog it here you may be met with suspicion and accusations.
Well that's kind of what I wanted support during,
 
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dandan

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One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
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Kind of sad to see these people gone and kinda odd to support that decision.
Why do you think some of us are here?

From what I read this is not a pro-life support group, you might be in the wrong place.

Or is it me?
I'm sad but also relieved that some people may have found peace.
 
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lululoo

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Dec 15, 2018
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Well that's kind of what I wanted support during,
Well you could try to find one person to private message with. Or you could post here but just know that if you say anything unusual there may be some people that won't be nice about it. Sorry that's not very helpful. Just my take on it.
 
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Marawa

HereButNot
Dec 30, 2018
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Well you could try to find one person to private message with. Or you could post here but just know that if you say anything unusual there may be some people that won't be nice about it. Sorry that's not very helpful. Just my take on it.
it is helpful info. I find ii hard to get support from one on one setting because as you get to know ppl you don't want to see them ctb.
I can't understand why taunting would be allowed or even what someone gets out if. it's a suicide forum and even if you think you're the expert bs detector you need to mind your fcking business. Alerting the mods should suffice if you feel you must intervene.
But to openly mock a person who despite what your superior wisdom tells you, might actually be attempting ctb is disgusting. if that young lady really passed in the midst of mockery you should be ashamed.
I want the support of the board but based on this alone I will not be seeking it.
 
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Mar 5, 2019
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Why do you think some of us are here?

From what I read this is not a pro-life support group, you might be in the wrong place.

Or is it me?
I'm sad but also relieved that some people may have found peace.
I think you misunderstood my point. I know that this isn't a pro-life support group and I understand that this is a website for those looking to end their own lives. I originally found it when trying to kill myself. I understand why some people want to kill themselves and I believe that this is a decision that everyone has a right to make. My point was just that even if it's better for these people to find peace, it's still a bit sad.
 
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lost_soul83

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Jan 7, 2019
638
sort of difficult when I relate more with people I meet on here than with who I see irl ... meh such is life... I'm at least lucky to interact with you all while I can...
That word you used, meh, just made me think of my brother that ctb by intentional OD almost 6 months ago......I miss him more than words can express. This was the proverbial straw that broke the camel's back for me and made me get serious about ctb myself. I hope to see him very soon.
 
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TiredHorse

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Nov 1, 2018
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I understand why some people want to kill themselves and I believe that this is a decision that everyone has a right to make. My point was just that even if it's better for these people to find peace, it's still a bit sad.
I know several users who have left the forum because of the emotional conflicts/trauma they have experienced from having become close to people here eventually ctb. This is part of why I'm now limiting my time here on the forum after being very heavily involved a few months ago. Losing BurningLights definitely rattled me me. I've lost 14 (?) IRL friends and family to suicide, and BurningLights still hit me harder than any of them. Eden2k was difficult for me, too. A couple people here I still PM with are on their way to the bus stop, which is saddening --and I know if my recovery fails and I ctb, it'll be difficult for them in turn.

For all that we are pro-choice, for all that we invite Her into our thoughts and conversations and deliberately include Her in our future plans, Death is not an easy companion.
 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
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Here is where I think there is some value to actually having obituaries. For all we know, SN is causing a lot of people to wind up seriously injured. It doesn't seem to be the case... But you honestly can't tell. Most of us don't actually know that @Minudah passed away after taking SN but some people seem to know somehow.
Here's the link to the confirmation of @Minudah it's a pdf posted by the synagogue she attended. If people want to know what happened to others it's not too difficult to put the pieces together from their posts.
Pdf file
Yeah I think she got accused of being a scammer too. The accusations were really getting out of hand.
The member who instigated that wild proposition is no longer a member of the site and asked to have all trace of their activity here removed.
 
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Karangel25

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Mar 9, 2019
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So the sun method does work.
Sn*
 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
3,129
So the sun method does work.
Sn*
I don't know where this doubt regarding the effectiveness of SN sprung from, SN is essentially toxic to humans at the correct dose. From the original list I posted earlier, four were with SN.
 
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whatever1111

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Feb 16, 2019
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has justaboutdone ctb? her leaving was shocking and painful for me
 
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EddieAllenPoe

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Mar 19, 2019
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It took me a while to find @Eden2k. She had planned on taking SN. Not trying to drag up the past but I know other people might want to view it. -> https://funeral-notices.co.uk/North...anchester/death-notices/notice/MORGAN/4662768


While I don't know if she was ever a member of SS, I did also see last night that there was a young woman named Ximena who CTB'd using SN. She was mentioned in an Exit international post. I'm starting to doubt less and less that SN is effective. She's also mentioned in a few other dutch news sources.

 
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Cookiedough8956

Wowzers
Feb 24, 2019
636
sorry if im dumb but you mean you think SN is 100% effective right?
Yeah i was a little confused abou that.

But SN seems pretty good.
Well it better be...im taking it soon :I
 
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EddieAllenPoe

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Mar 19, 2019
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I have about 20g mixed up in a little bottle of water. I feel a little bit... off... like a stunned ghost. I'm tired of living and I don't see the point of going on but I haven't done it yet. I keep waiting for some kind of miracle to change my mind.
 
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Cookiedough8956

Wowzers
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I have about 20g mixed up in a little bottle of water. I feel a little bit... off... like a stunned ghost. I'm tired of living and I don't see the point of going on but I haven't done it yet. I keep waiting for some kind of miracle to change my mind.

You can do that??
I wanted to also mix it and keep it. But thought it'd spoil..
 
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I have about 20g mixed up in a little bottle of water. I feel a little bit... off... like a stunned ghost. I'm tired of living and I don't see the point of going on but I haven't done it yet. I keep waiting for some kind of miracle to change my mind.
why do you have it mixed already?
 
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EddieAllenPoe

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Mar 19, 2019
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You can do that??
I wanted to also mix it and keep it. But thought it'd spoil..

I'm no chemist but what little chemistry knowledge I've acquired, I don't have any reason to believe Sodium Nitrite is going to magically change into another substance just because it's suspended in water. Salts just dissolve into water but typically stay the same chemical.
 
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Walilamdzi

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When opened, Sodium Nitrite becomes Sodium Nitrate in open air, because it... oxidises maybe? Isn't there still some oxygen in water, so it would change into another substance? I don't know though.
 
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EddieAllenPoe

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Mar 19, 2019
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I'm actually not sure now. I'd love if somebody would answer this with a source. Obviously, it has to still be Sodium Nitrite for a little while if people are drinking it. But I am seeing some places online (like Quora) where people are saying it changes to Sodium Nitrate. I don't think that's true.
 
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Cookiedough8956

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When opened, Sodium Nitrite becomes Sodium Nitrate in open air, because it... oxidises maybe? Isn't there still some oxygen in water, so it would change into another substance? I don't know though.

How long until it oxidizes and becomes nitrate?
I'm no chemist but what little chemistry knowledge I've acquired, I don't have any reason to believe Sodium Nitrite is going to magically change into another substance just because it's suspended in water. Salts just dissolve into water but typically stay the same chemical.

Yeah but idk..keeping it in water for too long? Maybe its just my paranoia lol
 
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