Is there anyone (or plural) that makes you more suicidal?

[CTB Fella]

For me, it's any so called mental health "professional."

Those fuck heads don't know anything, and have given up on me.

Just hearing them speak, makes me want to kick them off of a cliff.

You?

 

[aing2]

Perfectly timed thread for me.

Maybe not the answer you were expecting, but just people with normal lives. Im a person with gender dysphoria and seeing people with normal lives fills me with envy. As if GD wasnt enough, I live with 4 other family members in a kinda small house. I dont have my own room and space its so mentally draining.

I know comparison is the thief of joy but why was I dealt such a bad hand compared to literally almost everyone I know?

 

[CTB Fella]

Perfectly timed thread for me.

Maybe not the answer you were expecting, but just people with normal lives. Im a person with gender dysphoria and seeing people with normal lives fills me with envy. As if GD wasnt enough, I live with 4 other family members in a kinda small house. I dont have my own room and space its so mentally draining.

I know comparison is the thief of joy but why was I dealt such a bad hand compared to literally almost everyone I know?

Group hug coming at ya .

 

[josephk]

Seeing people that commit violence & atrocities on innocents makes me more determined to leave this world. Having to share the air I breathe with the majority of my fellow creatures leaves me suicidal. I can't CTB at the moment. I dont want to pass my trauma on to people that I do love , ones that aren't old enough to understand

 

[Deleted member 31858]

Society

 

[SoftWorries]

Humanity makes me suicidal. While I love humans I hate humanity. I don't enjoy being this animal very often.

I've cut everyone in my life that made me more suicidal out. Unfortunately/fortunately this means that I live with only my boyfriend and take online classes.

Hopefully when I'm done my degree I'll mostly be able to do remote work. Long term goal is to move into a remote area.

 

[Sweet Tart]

My mom. She has never liked me and has always tried to change who I am. She loves the idea of being a perfect mother and has conveniently forgotten the cruel things she did that damaged me as a kid. No remorse or responsibility for her actions. Seeing her have a happy, carefree life in retirement is the icing on the cake.

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case existence in general makes me wish to ctb, simply just being aware of how humans create so much suffering automatically means that non-existence is the most desirable option, it's horrific how humans have created so much harm all throughout history and how they continue to procreate despite this reality undeniably being so hellish.

Humans are the worst species to me, I especially despise those who have anti-suicide beliefs, being against the right to die and wanting to force people to suffer is just so incredibly inhumane.

 

[CTB Fella]

In my case existence in general makes me wish to ctb, simply just being aware of how humans create so much suffering automatically means that non-existence is the most desirable option, it's horrific how humans have created so much harm all throughout history and how they continue to procreate despite this reality undeniably being so hellish.

Humans are the worst species to me, I especially despise those who have anti-suicide beliefs, being against the right to die and wanting to force people to suffer is just so incredibly inhumane.

Man's worst enemy is man.

 

[meowingnomore]

i get really painfully jealous of people who had normal well adjusted childhoods, basically every day someone says or does something to remind me i was never afforded the chance to be like everyone else around me

 

[Kerrtu]

My father - just thinking of him makes me want to walk into oncoming traffic.

My brother and SIL - similar reaction.

Current psychiatrist doesn't make me want to CTB, just makes me feel incredibly nauseous and uncomfortable to the point I dread the building where the office is itself. Knowing of an upcoming appointment with this psychiatrist almost causes me to revert back to childhood, wanting to find any place, any place at all to hide.

 

[smpkie]

The way my family treats me makes me want to CTB. My friends don't take me seriously regarding my suicidal thoughts either, they just joke about them.
I wish people appreciated me still being here with them.

 

[animetal]

My mom , abuser , ex , myself

 

[Archness]

Mother, altho she only sped up the most-probable outcome, she is a good reason why I'm suicidal now. Without her I may have lived comfortable, non-suicidally, as a NEET, for a while but I'd still become suicidal eventually, just postponed for less then 10 years.

Tho without her since the very begining, the variation of possible timelines would be massive and wide, becoming a suicidal faileure is still the most overwhelmingly likely outcome for someone such as myself.

 

[soft-flower345]

A lot of people are saying their mother, me too. I rarely speak to her anymore, but when I do I think "she's gonna learn to be kind and compassionate, it'll be different this time" and then my dumb ass has the nerve to be suprised when she says some abhorrently degrading thing about me or my sister with no remorse or apology. I usually have to drink or smoke or hurt myself after interacting with her because she's so fucking causticly abusive.