SanctionedSquad
Infinite Child
- Mar 4, 2023
- 148
Hello.
I did some research and I am pretty sure that I will use inert gas for my last day.
What I like about it is that it is as far as I know the most painless method which is important.
The problem is that I have to hyper ventilate and place a mask on my head and sit in a chair, this doesn't feel like going to bed at all.
When I go to bed I sleep without a mask and I am not in a chair and I breath normally and I go into sleeping slowly instead of going unconscious directly.
I already tried to cbt in the past by an heroin overdose, I liked it that I would have "the best feeling on the world" before death as many people have stated, the problem was it wasn't feeling like heaven at all, everything just got blurry and I slept and woke up in a hospital later, it would have been painless but it wasn't feeling like heaven or sleeping normally.
I snorted the heroin instead of injecting, maybe that is why I didn't feel "heaven".
Inert Gas wouldn't give me a special high and doesn't feel like going to bed.
I thought about using nembutal and I found a seller who sent proof with his email name written on paper sheet next to his nembutal bottles but I still don't know if it is scam and I don't think I could swallow something bitter and the capsules could fail.
Prehaps I could smoke a bit of heroin before cbt with inert gas to feel the like the warmth of a blanket when I die?
But then I am worried that I would nod off and survive.
When I tried to cbt in the past I took 4mg xanax before it, it killed most of my survival instinct, I had an instinct to end my life, I just snorted the heroin powder, I didn't even bother one second.
But with xanax I am worried that I would be too numb to cbt.
I just want my cbt to feel like I am lying in my bed with no worries and then sleeping in and never waking up.
Is there no way to do inert gas in bed and with a face only mask to make it feel more like that?
Do you know anything I could do to make it feel the most like sleeping?
I did some research and I am pretty sure that I will use inert gas for my last day.
What I like about it is that it is as far as I know the most painless method which is important.
The problem is that I have to hyper ventilate and place a mask on my head and sit in a chair, this doesn't feel like going to bed at all.
When I go to bed I sleep without a mask and I am not in a chair and I breath normally and I go into sleeping slowly instead of going unconscious directly.
I already tried to cbt in the past by an heroin overdose, I liked it that I would have "the best feeling on the world" before death as many people have stated, the problem was it wasn't feeling like heaven at all, everything just got blurry and I slept and woke up in a hospital later, it would have been painless but it wasn't feeling like heaven or sleeping normally.
I snorted the heroin instead of injecting, maybe that is why I didn't feel "heaven".
Inert Gas wouldn't give me a special high and doesn't feel like going to bed.
I thought about using nembutal and I found a seller who sent proof with his email name written on paper sheet next to his nembutal bottles but I still don't know if it is scam and I don't think I could swallow something bitter and the capsules could fail.
Prehaps I could smoke a bit of heroin before cbt with inert gas to feel the like the warmth of a blanket when I die?
But then I am worried that I would nod off and survive.
When I tried to cbt in the past I took 4mg xanax before it, it killed most of my survival instinct, I had an instinct to end my life, I just snorted the heroin powder, I didn't even bother one second.
But with xanax I am worried that I would be too numb to cbt.
I just want my cbt to feel like I am lying in my bed with no worries and then sleeping in and never waking up.
Is there no way to do inert gas in bed and with a face only mask to make it feel more like that?
Do you know anything I could do to make it feel the most like sleeping?