Help Is there any method that I can try besides the frequently mentioned ones?

[riel439]

(Disclaimer: My english might be bad because it's not my first language and I apologize for that ).)

My first attempt was me overdosing olanzapine. I took 10 pills of it. I just felt drowsy and my whole body felt tingly after it and I was taken to the hospital and was admitted to a psych ward for almost a month. It was such a bad experience.

I have also tried ligature strangulation and tourniquet method but unfortunately, I can't compress my carotid arteries properly. Everytime I try doing these methods, my head always feels like it's gonna explode. I never pass out from those methods.

I can't do any type of hanging because our house doesn't have any sturdy object where I put my scarf, belt or anything that can be used for hanging.

I don't want to jump from a high building or jump on a train because I don't want to traumatize other people.

I can't do the inert gases method and sodium nitrite method because those are not easily accessible in my country. Also, I'm broke.

I just want to die and I feel so stupid and helpless because I can't find a method that will 100% kill me. Does anyone here know any other method that are successful and quick? Thank you.

 

[BrokenByTheSystem]

Sometimes I think using a gun is the only way. It's fast and reliable.

The problem is difficult access to it, especially if you're not from US. I sometimes think about trying to steal a cop, if I succeed I get the gun, if not, I get shot anyway.

 

[TheTwelthRootOfTwo]

(Disclaimer: My english might be bad because it's not my first language and I apologize for that ).)

My first attempt was me overdosing olanzapine. I took 10 pills of it. I just felt drowsy and my whole body felt tingly after it and I was taken to the hospital and was admitted to a psych ward for almost a month. It was such a bad experience.

I have also tried ligature strangulation and tourniquet method but unfortunately, I can't compress my carotid arteries properly. Everytime I try doing these methods, my head always feels like it's gonna explode. I never pass out from those methods.

I can't do any type of hanging because our house doesn't have any sturdy object where I put my scarf, belt or anything that can be used for hanging.

I don't want to jump from a high building or jump on a train because I don't want to traumatize other people.

I can't do the inert gases method and sodium nitrite method because those are not easily accessible in my country. Also, I'm broke.

I just want to die and I feel so stupid and helpless because I can't find a method that will 100% kill me. Does anyone here know any other method that are successful and quick? Thank you.

Not sure what to say, but I tried the same thing with Olanzapine in 2009, but I took more than 10. It was a very unpleasant experience. I slept for almost 3 days.

 

[BrokenByTheSystem]

Not sure what to say, but I tried the same thing with Olanzapine in 2009, but I took more than 10. It was a very unpleasant experience. I slept for almost 3 days.

Why unpleasant? Besides sleeping I assume, because sleeping is good isn't? At least you kind of forget about existence.

 

[TheTwelthRootOfTwo]

Why unpleasant? Besides sleeping I assume, because sleeping is good isn't? At least you kind of forget about existence.

Unfortunately, I wasn't totally asleep the whole time. I had several moments of lucidity and that was where things got unpleasant. I kept having this weird, unexplainable feeling inside my body that made me feel like I needed to jump out of my skin. It was like having "Restless Leg Syndrome", but 100X worse and ALL OVER my ENTIRE body. Awful.