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drune11

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Other than randomly walking around pharmacies in Latin America. It's a lost cause at this point right?
 
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Unless you have personal connection or have a lot of money and thick skin walking around South America getting rejected, it's a pipe dream.

Some people are still plausibly finding it here or there, especially in rural areas, but your chances of actually finding it are slim versus the financial costs of traveling.
 
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Unless you have personal connection or have a lot of money and thick skin walking around South America getting rejected, it's a pipe dream.

Some people are still plausibly finding it here or there, especially in rural areas, but your chances of actually finding it are slim versus the financial costs of traveling.
Is there any explanation for why it has dried up so much in recent years?
 
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Is there any explanation for why it has dried up so much in recent years?
Foreigners coming and dying or taking the drug back to their country is bad for business. Local governments cracking down. Shopkeepers don't want to lose their businesses over a relatively small amount of money.
 
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Looks like that Dignitas video really riled some people up. Including me as well.
 
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Is there any explanation for why it has dried up so much in recent years?
Massive posting here about the source of n or sn . In late 2021"I got N from D ". Then " I got N in Peru" etc one by one I've seen every source of N or sn as soon as they become mainstream here soon gone forever.

If u have a trickle of people buying from a source it might remain as they did for 20 years. But if u have a lot people buying or killing themselves with that source they are going to catch on
 
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I'm out of the loop. explain?
This was just posted,

 
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wyo777

When life is a nightmare...
May 18, 2024
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Other than randomly walking around pharmacies in Latin America. It's a lost cause at this point right?
No it is not. It is still possible to get it.
Unless you have personal connection or have a lot of money and thick skin walking around South America getting rejected, it's a pipe dream.

Some people are still plausibly finding it here or there, especially in rural areas, but your chances of actually finding it are slim versus the financial costs of traveling.
The chances are not slim, money talks. And if U got source then it is easy as buying a candy.
Foreigners coming and dying or taking the drug back to their country is bad for business. Local governments cracking down. Shopkeepers don't want to lose their businesses over a relatively small amount of money.
Not true, smuggling it back to country it is not bad for there business. Small money for You but 1000 soles is a big money for shopkeeper.
Massive posting here about the source of n or sn . In late 2021"I got N from D ". Then " I got N in Peru" etc one by one I've seen every source of N or sn as soon as they become mainstream here soon gone forever.

If u have a trickle of people buying from a source it might remain as they did for 20 years. But if u have a lot people buying or killing themselves with that source they are going to catch on
Partly true, of course source should be a secret and only handled to trusted person but also please be aware that source is not always agrovet. There are factories where this product is manufactured and if couple bottles will go out with false paperwork nothing will happen. Also soirce wouldn't be compromized if people would take labels off before ctb. No one in Peru will be making an investigation, checking cctv etc. Only way to compromize a source is not ripping off the labels with serial numbers.
 
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Also soirce wouldn't be compromized if people would take labels off before ctb. No one in Peru will be making an investigation, checking cctv etc. Only way to compromize a source is not ripping off the labels with serial numbers.
good advice. funny how a simple thing can make so much difference.

I'll make sure to do this if I ever get my hands on N.
 
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May 2, 2023
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I gave up and got fentanyl from the darknet. Just as reliable.
Is there any explanation for why it has dried up so much in recent years?
The prudish western attitude to drugs has infected the third world unfortunately. My friend was denied otc benzos in Laos in 2020.
 
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wyo777

When life is a nightmare...
May 18, 2024
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I gave up and got fentanyl from the darknet. Just as reliable.

The prudish western attitude to drugs has infected the third world unfortunately. My friend was denied otc benzos in Laos in 2020.
South America is not a third word, Lima is a modern, huge city. Peru is beautyful. Everything depends how You can interact with people.
 
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BadChanges

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Sep 23, 2019
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I can get it in my country through a crooked doctor. N and injectable fentanyl that are about to expire. Well, a friend of mine can get it.
I got lucky.
 
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drune11

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The chances are not slim, money talks. And if U got source then it is easy as buying a candy.
But doesn't this in a way make it impossible? Finding a source in 2025. I have the money to spend, but have no way of finding a source.
 
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quietwoods

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May 21, 2025
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The chances are not slim, money talks. And if U got source then it is easy as buying a candy.

Not true, smuggling it back to country it is not bad for there business. Small money for You but 1000 soles is a big money for shopkeeper.
Buddy, I'm sorry but your experiences just don't add up. I've seen you post about this many times previously, and it conflicts with post after post of people on here in the past year traveling to SA and getting turned away or even yelled at by shopkeepers to get out of their store. This is even after offering significant bribes.

Trust me, I was planning a trip down there until I read endless posts of failures.

I think you are pushing your singular lucky experience a year+ ago off onto everyone else and trying to pretend the reality is different than it actually is. Things are dramatically different in 2025 than they even were in 2024.

Yes, is it possible. No, it's not likely. As I have already said, it requires luck or connections. You are in the first group it sounds, possibly both. Most here don't have the thousands of dollars to blow hoping to get lucky. Most here don't have the social skills and connections to finesse a deal.

There have been no known successful purchases of Nembutal in SA or Mexico in 2025. Only failures. You are the only successful purchase of Nembutal in SA that I know about since the early 2020's.

I think you mean well, but you're just giving false hope to people at this point, or giving unhelpful advice, which is kinda cruel.
 
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wyo777

When life is a nightmare...
May 18, 2024
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Buddy, I'm sorry but your experiences just don't add up. I've seen you post about this many times previously, and it conflicts with post after post of people on here in the past year traveling to SA and getting turned away or even yelled at by shopkeepers to get out of their store. This is even after offering significant bribes.

Trust me, I was planning a trip down there until I read endless posts of failures.

I think you are pushing your singular lucky experience a year+ ago off onto everyone else and trying to pretend the reality is different than it actually is. Things are dramatically different in 2025 than they even were in 2024.

Yes, is it possible. No, it's not likely. As I have already said, it requires luck or connections. You are in the first group it sounds, possibly both. Most here don't have the thousands of dollars to blow hoping to get lucky. Most here don't have the social skills and connections to finesse a deal.

There have been no known successful purchases of Nembutal in SA or Mexico in 2025. Only failures. You are the only successful purchase of Nembutal in SA that I know about since the early 2020's.

I think you mean well, but you're just giving false hope to people at this point, or giving unhelpful advice, which is kinda cruel.
First at all in Peru a brand name is Halatal, not Nembutal. If You will be asking about Nembutal then You not gonna find it. Second at all did i have connections one year ago? No i took a risk. I have been there one month and even without this source that i gain from here i would find it anyway. All people who has been there was focusing only on agrovet shops. Big mistake. It can be purchased in agrovet shop but only with bribe and You have to be lucky to find a person who is not afraid to sell it. I know a guy whu bought it was false script as well, so this is also an option. But main thing is that not agrovet shops are a priority to look. I have plenty times was giving tips here. Think about it as drug class A and think where You can buy it. Peru is a country where drug dealers are going straight to prison for selling coke. They are risking for 10 dollars, cause this is a price of it there, believe me they will get it for You for good price and im not talking about thousands. Risky? Yes it is risky, but life is a risk. It is all about money and how you can interact with people.
Buddy, I'm sorry but your experiences just don't add up. I've seen you post about this many times previously, and it conflicts with post after post of people on here in the past year traveling to SA and getting turned away or even yelled at by shopkeepers to get out of their store. This is even after offering significant bribes.

Trust me, I was planning a trip down there until I read endless posts of failures.

I think you are pushing your singular lucky experience a year+ ago off onto everyone else and trying to pretend the reality is different than it actually is. Things are dramatically different in 2025 than they even were in 2024.

Yes, is it possible. No, it's not likely. As I have already said, it requires luck or connections. You are in the first group it sounds, possibly both. Most here don't have the thousands of dollars to blow hoping to get lucky. Most here don't have the social skills and connections to finesse a deal.

There have been no known successful purchases of Nembutal in SA or Mexico in 2025. Only failures. You are the only successful purchase of Nembutal in SA that I know about since the early 2020's.

I think you mean well, but you're just giving false hope to people at this point, or giving unhelpful advice, which is kinda cruel.
Btw im not the only one, believe me there was more people. Im the only one who has changed his mind!!!!!!! You got no idea how many people purchased it succesfully but are not longer with us. I know only one case of Pierre who was unable to get it. If he would act as normal person he could meet with me as i was still there, but he preffered to be rude so that's what you got.
I will tell You also that one person from here is in SA right now and this person can get it whenever he wants. He changed his mind in last days and im happy about it, same as i changed mine mind. I think this is how SA can save Your life.
 
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quietwoods

Easypeazylemonsqueezy
May 21, 2025
312
First at all in Peru a brand name is Halatal, not Nembutal. If You will be asking about Nembutal then You not gonna find it. Second at all did i have connections one year ago? No i took a risk. I have been there one month and even without this source that i gain from here i would find it anyway. All people who has been there was focusing only on agrovet shops. Big mistake. It can be purchased in agrovet shop but only with bribe and You have to be lucky to find a person who is not afraid to sell it. I know a guy whu bought it was false script as well, so this is also an option. But main thing is that not agrovet shops are a priority to look. I have plenty times was giving tips here. Think about it as drug class A and think where You can buy it. Peru is a country where drug dealers are going straight to prison for selling coke. They are risking for 10 dollars, cause this is a price of it there, believe me they will get it for You for good price and im not talking about thousands. Risky? Yes it is risky, but life is a risk. It is all about money and how you can interact with people.
We know it's called Halatal, everyone's read the PPH. Nembutal is just common name we use to discuss it here.

Again, you're just confirming the luck/connections stuff.

I'm glad it worked out for you, but please try to be more constructive in the future than just vaguely telling people yes it can be found and being disagreeable. We all know it still can be found. The chances of finding it are tough, though.

Most people here aren't going to be able to afford travel, let alone navigate a foreign country with a language they don't speak, talking to random people and forging connections until they manage to stumble upon Nembutal.
 
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wyo777

When life is a nightmare...
May 18, 2024
261
We know it's called Halatal, everyone's read the PPH. Nembutal is just common name we use to discuss it here.

Again, you're just confirming the luck/connections stuff.

I'm glad it worked out for you, but please try to be more constructive in the future than just vaguely telling people yes it can be found and being disagreeable. We all know it still can be found. The chances of finding it are tough, though.

Most people here aren't going to be able to afford travel, let alone navigate a foreign country with a language they don't speak, talking to random people and forging connections until they manage to stumble upon Nembutal.
We are using N as a shortcut, not Nembutal. N is a shortcut for both. Nembutal is a brand name, same as Halatal. By using Nembutal you are confusing people and later they will be asking about Nembutal in agrovet which is already a failure.
I went there not alone, i went there with a person from here. Basicly without money. I do not speak spanish as well and english is my second language. Luck? Yes it was a little bit of luck of course. But most important is how You are interacting with people. Before i went there i spoke with many many people from here and this source is from person from here.
Anyway i'm very close to give up and probably will go back there and for sure i will not go alone. So that means im not giving an empty hope. I'm actually giving a big opportunity to go with me.
I understand what You mean by saying what You saying and i am aware that many people are unable to travel, but in my every each post You will find that i'm saying clearly it can be done only there, i'm not fooling people that it can be shipped, cause it can not be. Actually this also can be done by seafreight but it involves connections with ship crew, which is out of my possibilities.
Luck? No need anymore as source is active and never been compromized thx to me that i did not sold it or share it.
Money? Yes, traveling is expensive, but let's be ownest loans exists. But yes of course i also realize that some people are unable to do that.
For sure i can agree that is not easy but i will say one more time. It is possible and for me it is worth it, cause it is only way of CTB that im accepting.
Buddy, I'm sorry but your experiences just don't add up. I've seen you post about this many times previously, and it conflicts with post after post of people on here in the past year traveling to SA and getting turned away or even yelled at by shopkeepers to get out of their store. This is even after offering significant bribes.

Trust me, I was planning a trip down there until I read endless posts of failures.

I think you are pushing your singular lucky experience a year+ ago off onto everyone else and trying to pretend the reality is different than it actually is. Things are dramatically different in 2025 than they even were in 2024.

Yes, is it possible. No, it's not likely. As I have already said, it requires luck or connections. You are in the first group it sounds, possibly both. Most here don't have the thousands of dollars to blow hoping to get lucky. Most here don't have the social skills and connections to finesse a deal.

There have been no known successful purchases of Nembutal in SA or Mexico in 2025. Only failures. You are the only successful purchase of Nembutal in SA that I know about since the early 2020's.

I think you mean well, but you're just giving false hope to people at this point, or giving unhelpful advice, which is kinda cruel.
Can i ask You how it is possible that You are reffering to people from 2020 and there history with N when actually You joined this forum in May 2025?
I know 5 people from from2024 who succesfully purchased it.
 
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quietwoods

quietwoods

Easypeazylemonsqueezy
May 21, 2025
312
We are using N as a shortcut, not Nembutal. N is a shortcut for both. Nembutal is a brand name, same as Halatal. By using Nembutal you are confusing people and later they will be asking about Nembutal in agrovet which is already a failure.
Eh, not sure I agree. N and Nembutal are very interchangeable. By the same logic people would go into agrovet and ask for N. If someone doesn't do enough research to ask for Halatal, that's on them.
I went there not alone, i went there with a person from here. Basicly without money. I do not speak spanish as well and english is my second language. Luck? Yes it was a little bit of luck of course. But most important is how You are interacting with people. Before i went there i spoke with many many people from here and this source is from person from here.
Anyway i'm very close to give up and probably will go back there and for sure i will not go alone. So that means im not giving an empty hope. I'm actually giving a big opportunity to go with me.
Wait I'm very confused, I though you said you had it but you now say you are going back to find more?

Can i ask You how it is possible that You are reffering to people from 2020 and there history with N when actually You joined this forum in May 2025?
I know 5 people from from2024 who succesfully purchased it.
I think what I said was misinterpreted. I meant before 2025, I have only ever seen people get nembutal. There is actually one person from 2025 I just found.


Idk. I'm still contemplating a trip. There's a lot of smaller towns and tourist areas with industrial areas and agrovets. Even if it's expensive, thousands of dollars of travel is worth nembutal.
 
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wyo777

When life is a nightmare...
May 18, 2024
261
Eh, not sure I agree. N and Nembutal are very interchangeable. By the same logic people would go into agrovet and ask for N. If someone doesn't do enough research to ask for Halatal, that's on them.

Wait I'm very confused, I though you said you had it but you now say you are going back to find more?


I think what I said was misinterpreted. I meant before 2025, I have only ever seen people get nembutal. There is actually one person from 2025 I just found.


Idk. I'm still contemplating a trip. There's a lot of smaller towns and tourist areas with industrial areas and agrovets. Even if it's expensive, thousands of dollars of travel is worth nembutal.

Eh, not sure I agree. N and Nembutal are very interchangeable. By the same logic people would go into agrovet and ask for N. If someone doesn't do enough research to ask for Halatal, that's on them.

Wait I'm very confused, I though you said you had it but you now say you are going back to find more?


I think what I said was misinterpreted. I meant before 2025, I have only ever seen people get nembutal. There is actually one person from 2025 I just found.


Idk. I'm still contemplating a trip. There's a lot of smaller towns and tourist areas with industrial areas and agrovets. Even if it's expensive, thousands of dollars of travel is worth nembutal.
I have changed my mind there, later want to smuggle it back to UK but panicked and come back empty handed. I was posting couple times about it. Now i regret it.
 

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