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Thisonetime

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Sep 26, 2023
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I want my death to look like an accident, something no one could've forseen or prevented. I've been thinking about different ways to achieve that, but I was wondering if there's a way to catch a disease that would slowly but surely put an end to my life.

Something I can eat, some fumes I can inhale or anything I can do to make it happen

It would be the perfect scenario honestly, I would wait for the disease to take hold in my body then go to the doctor that would then tell me that there's nothing else he can do and that my days are numbered. No one would be to blame and it would simply become a "I wish we had detected it sooner"

I would have the time to say goodbye to my loved ones and then peacefully leave this world

Any help would be greatly appreciated
 
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Thisonetime

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Please, I could really use the help
 
dreamingofrest

dreamingofrest

so, so tired
Nov 7, 2023
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This would be nice, wouldn't it? I'm sure there are some ways to put yourself in danger to catch certain diseases and sicknesses but I'm not aware of any that would have a good chance of actually working and many may be painful.
 
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oneeyed

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Oct 11, 2022
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Problem with this is that it may take a very very long time to manifest. Really there's no way of knowing. Lung cancer can be quite deadly and things like asbestos may cause mesothelioma. It's not like you can buy a bag of asbestos and huff it lol. Depending on the disease, this will also be very painful and definitely not a peaceful passing.
 
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Gonnerr

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HIV , when i was young there was no treatment and it was sure death but nowadays there is a cure, but if you doesn't take the cure, you can die in a few years or less than 1 year depending on people.


Two ways to get it , unprotected sex with somebody who have it or exchanging syringe with other junkies who have it.
 
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LeWantsToDie

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Nov 28, 2023
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I get you so much - I fantasized about this a lot because of how it would minimize the pain I'd leave behind but it's probably not going to work. First off, not many diseases are incurable anymore. Modern medicine has come a long way. Diseases that are incurable are very hard to get, either because they arise from multiple factors or because they are purposely made extremely hard to get. For example, cancer is hard to purposely get because there's also a genetic component and even if you expose yourself to all the mutagens you can, the results (if any) only show up after like half a decade or so. Alternatively, you could try to get ebola but that falls under the "purposely incredibly hard to get category". Anyway, both of these are painful - I don't think you're going to get a peaceful passing through a deadly disease.
HIV , when i was young there was no treatment and it was sure death but nowadays there is a cure, but if you doesn't take the cure, you can die in a few years or less than 1 year depending on people.

HIV can be painful though right? I've heard that the joint pain can be particularly severe for some people. Also, HIV also has a stigma attached to it (which is honestly just wrong but it is what it is) and I'm not sure how OP's friends and family would react.
 
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foxgirl

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Nov 15, 2023
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I know how you feel. Sometimes, I think about taking myself to a bad part of town and actively trying to get myself killed by someone. Wish I could provide some insight for you- it's a fucked up world we live in to wish these kinds of things on ourselves as a means to get out, isn't it?
 
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notherenotnow

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Oct 7, 2023
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Rabies - extremly deadly if you wont get help and rather easy to get as most animals (i cant remember the word, but you know, the ones living in parks forests etc, without owners) have it
 
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KSZ

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I would definitely say, go out and have sex unprotected with some women. HIV can be deadly if not found a cure, as mentioned in the other comment.
 
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Jolene79

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Jun 16, 2023
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Honestly, I would look at other ways than this. I have learnt that there is absolutely no end to the level of physical suffering ones body can endure and still keep going. Most people suffer on and on in a most horrific manner yet don't die easily. In this situation you'll end up begging for help and will most likely be kept alive by whatever help you have sourced in hospital. It's really not easy.

Regards HIV, I think that would be a prolonged drawn out and horrific demise. It would not just kill you quickly. I think you'd rather do something horrible to yourself that took minutes than this. I speak from experience of severe agonising physical suffering and multiple hospitalisations
 
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Anon7b8

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Your best bet would be rabies, unvaccinated dogs or cats can be carriers, squirrels, raccoons, and it's easy for people to neglect it. Though it might take you 3 to 4 months... If you have a low immune system and haven't been vaccinated, theres covid still tho that's more of a gamble.
 
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Nov 24, 2023
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I want my death to look like an accident, something no one could've forseen or prevented. I've been thinking about different ways to achieve that, but I was wondering if there's a way to catch a disease that would slowly but surely put an end to my life.

Something I can eat, some fumes I can inhale or anything I can do to make it happen

It would be the perfect scenario honestly, I would wait for the disease to take hold in my body then go to the doctor that would then tell me that there's nothing else he can do and that my days are numbered. No one would be to blame and it would simply become a "I wish we had detected it sooner"

I would have the time to say goodbye to my loved ones and then peacefully leave this world

Any help would be greatly appreciated
Depending how much of a people pleaser you are, there's always the options of taking raw back shots at the local cinema's gloryhole...
HOWEVER, I will say cotton balls might be something looking into (or so I hear)
 
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Thisonetime

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Sep 26, 2023
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HIV isn't a viable option since medecine has progressed so much there's a lot of way to keep it in check and stop it from getting too bad.

Rabies is out of the question for how god awful it is, wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy

Isn't that crazy how people seems to get cancer out of nowhere when they didn't ask for it yet it's so difficult to actually get on purpose
 
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IluvSparky

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Sep 28, 2023
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I was thinking i would mess with my garage so it won't open, then use my remote start and have the door to the house open. Or be obviously on my phone not noticing the garage was closed.
 
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delayedcactus

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Nov 27, 2023
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I know how you feel. Sometimes, I think about taking myself to a bad part of town and actively trying to get myself killed by someone. Wish I could provide some insight for you- it's a fucked up world we live in to wish these kinds of things on ourselves as a means to get out, isn't it?
I have had the same fantasies. Thought I was alone lol
Your best bet would be rabies, unvaccinated dogs or cats can be carriers, squirrels, raccoons, and it's easy for people to neglect it. Though it might take you 3 to 4 months... If you have a low immune system and haven't been vaccinated, theres covid still tho that's more of a gamble.
I have thought about this as well but how would you purposely get bitten or scratched by any one of those animals? It would be hard where I live in North America as rabies cases are rare, but obviously fairly easy in a developing country where there are a lot of street dogs.
 
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hi-okbye

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Rabies - extremly deadly if you wont get help and rather easy to get as most animals (i cant remember the word, but you know, the ones living in parks forests etc, without owners) have it
rabbid, ferral
 
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rustinpeacepolaris

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Apr 28, 2023
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HIV/AIDS. I would look into bugchasing.
Depending how much of a people pleaser you are, there's always the options of taking raw back shots at the local cinema's gloryhole...
HOWEVER, I will say cotton balls might be something looking into (or so I hear)
cotton balls?
 
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hi-okbye

7.7.2023<3
May 5, 2023
658
talking about dying naturally though. yes that has been a long time wish of mine, i have since considered it unreliable though. one method i heard was AKF (acute kidney failure), it's a bit rough to go through, but it can kill you if not caught soon enough, and no replacements are avalible. how to get it? your piss (or moreso lack of). there are people who have gotten it from continually holding in pee for too long, because when your body can't get rid of the bacteria, it spreads. also having your kidneys mostly shut down, then putting them through a lot of work. it's less reliable, but not drinking for days on end, then drinking a lot can wear down your kidneys causing them to fail if put through too much. honestly i recommend the first one though. it's said that you can go about 9 hours without peeing before it becomes a problem. i would say litterally just hold it in as long as physically possible. and don't just do this once, do it several times, as much as you can over months. eventually you might start feeling/seeing effects. good luck i guess?
 
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Yaffle

Life’s a bitch
Nov 9, 2023
398
Not a natural death I know but the only undetectable CTB I'm aware of would be nitrogen gas, except you'll be found wearing an exit hood.

If you're lucky enough to have a friend who would remove the evidence after your passing it would be the ideal method; I certainly don't have anyone I could ask even if I wanted to.

This would seemingly be a perfect method if a terminally ill person wanted to CTB with the blessing and help of their family for example.
 
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