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vergi

vergi

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Aug 10, 2025
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What's the most unreliable/brutal/inconvenient method you can think of, that you'd never attempt no matter the desperation?
My ideal method would probably be SN, or maybe trying to OD on benzos and downing a bunch of vodka in the hopes of making my death seem more like an accident

But is there any specific method you'd never even consider using?
I'm just curious about people's personal feelings and views on certain methods, since I don't think I have many "hot takes" regarding them.
For me personally, I'd do anything to avoid the most painful methods like self immolation or drowning, but that's honestly it.
I might prefer things like ODing or using SN over other methods, but I could also see myself doing something like decapitation by train or jumping if things got extremely messy in my life, even if I'd do almost anything to avoid causing problems for other people who have to deal with recovering my body... I'd still choose being able to ctb effectively over some stranger having the displeasure of wiping my blood off of some train. Firearms would be an easy way out too but I couldn't get my hands on any sadly.. I just want to hear other people's thoughts on the matter
 
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Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
1,654
Generally, throwing myself in front of a vehicle (including trains).
Self-immolation, drowning, taking chemicals that will cause extreme pain (SN, etc., is within my tolerance).
I also have a very serious problem with hanging myself, and I don't think I'd choose that method. I'd have to be very very desperate to try it.
 
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fedup1982

Wizard
Jul 17, 2025
616
I'd never do hanging. The suffering is unreal
 
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The Unanswered Q

The Unanswered Q

Student
Jan 1, 2025
129
People really only do self-immolation to make some sort of statement, highly doubt someone would do it if their goal was to die and nothing else.

To answer the question though, probably jumping, either off a building or in front of a train because you'll end up severely maimed if you survive. Also ODs and cutting because of how ineffective they are.
 
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Liebestod

Liebestod

Death is near
Mar 15, 2025
685
Drowning or intentionally crashing a vehicle.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,173
Anything that would just lead to more suffering instead of me finally being at true permanent peace, I find it so terrifying how trying to cease existing can go wrong and lead to way worse pain and torture as a result.

It's horrific to me how there is no limit as to how much a human can suffer in this existence and I only continue to suffer as I'm so cruelly denied the option to cease existing painlessly that is guaranteed with no more suffering.
 
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Intoxicated

Intoxicated

MIA Man
Nov 16, 2023
1,227
For me personally, I'd do anything to avoid the most painful methods
Sounds like those "most painful" methods chase you and you have to make a huge effort to get away from the pursuit )) I noticed that anti-drowning propaganda is pretty common on this forum, but sometimes it has remarkably weird forms. Well, I wouldn't try to consciously drown myself in boiling water or concentrated hydrochloric acid - this could be really painful indeed )
 
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anonymousperson

Member
Feb 27, 2025
56
I'd never do hanging. The suffering is unreal
Wondering why you think this? All the videos I've seen the person doesn't look in pain amd passes out within seconds.

SN for me, can't deal with waiting and how long it takes.
 
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InTheAbyss

Student
Jul 30, 2024
147
For me things like jumping in front of a vehicle, intentionally crashing a vehicle, self immolation are a no go.
 
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qwert3948

qwert3948

Student
Apr 24, 2023
147
honestly nothing is off the table for me if i'm desperate enough
i probably just wouldn't do a very obviously risky method. i wouldn't throw myself in front of a car, for example. but i might do if it's a train.
i probably would not try to bleed to death either or starve, since it's highly painful methods and you most likely end up tapping out midway
 
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tiredcat

tiredcat

tired
Nov 6, 2023
44
personally, nothing including hanging/firearms. i don't even think i'd have the guts to put myself in front of traffic or jump from anything. if i ever did make the decision it'd have to be in my sleep or something </3
 
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Misanthropic Bastard
Aug 18, 2025
11
Obvious question with an obvious answer: I would not consider any of the methods that have a significant chance of failing and/or resulting in greater suffering or injury. Shouldn't be too hard of a concept to grasp.
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
Here's a short list of methods I would never attempt even if I was given the chance .
Freezing to death
Heatstroke
Electrocution (I tried this as a dumb kid and omfg never again)
Radiation Poisoning
Rat Poisoning
Starvation
Dehydration
Venom poisoning
Self immolation
 
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Unicron

Unicron

Member
Oct 28, 2021
92
Hanging, jumping and drowning all scare me. In fact, almost everything other than OD'ing does.
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
1,695
Drowning. Ever been waterboarded?? Before you want to drown yourself, get 6 of your closest friends together and give it a go. It is horrible. IMHO, of course.
 
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Freedomm

Freedomm

Student
Aug 2, 2025
183
I think there's nothing scarier than fire and water.
 
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Permanoir

Permanoir

Student
Dec 29, 2024
144
Jumping and drowning. I can't mention methods like train, decapitation and self immolation because I don't even think about them.
 
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mirror_mercury

mirror_mercury

Banned
Aug 25, 2025
98
hanging

i've been choked by cousin countless times

it's painful
 
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SomewhereAlongThe

SomewhereAlongThe

Goodbye everyone <3
May 17, 2024
466
A few actually,

I don't know how the few people who were on here and declared they would do this did it, if they did but,

Burning to death

I am NOT going out a failed cooking experiment. No way, like I don't know how a person could muster up the courage to BURN THEMSELVES ALIVE but that's not me... too crazy. The pain would be tremendous and I think you'd be able to smell yourself cooking. Just no.

Then there's the famous

SN

I don't get how everyone chooses this method. I can't imagine willingly ingesting poison into my system, that would take a lot of strength to just do. I worry about the pain and the discomfort of this method, plus the vomiting which I've seen. Maybe I just don't know much about SN but it doesn't seem like it's for me.

Then there's others like:

Drowning - I imagine there's lots of panic involved
Jumping off a Cliff - Don't have the nerve to fall
Jumping in front of a train - I imagine you really feel it
Hanging - Can't stand the idea of being strangled to death


 
shiba

shiba

Student
Aug 6, 2025
97
I don't get how everyone chooses this method. I can't imagine willingly ingesting poison into my system, that would take a lot of strength to just do. I worry about the pain and the discomfort of this method, plus the vomiting which I've seen. Maybe I just don't know much about SN but it doesn't seem like it's for me.
I really don't know why SN is so popular on this site. There are way easier methods that are highly effective. Getting SN is a whole process, and then you need a bunch of drugs to prevent the extreme discomfort. To each their own I guess.
 
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Dusk till dawn

Dusk till dawn

Experienced
Sep 7, 2018
283
Hanging, and especially full suspension hanging
 
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kopebaldy

Dovahkiin
Jul 5, 2025
420
Drowning

Almost drowned twice as a kid. Miss me with that shit.
 
rainwillneverstop

rainwillneverstop

Global Mod | Serious Health Hazard
Jul 12, 2022
1,025
Any method that involuntarily involves other people into the CTB.
So train, cars etc.
 
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westerly_merlin

westerly_merlin

Thought I had moved on, life decided otherwise
Aug 13, 2025
204
Would not choose a method that involves others (train, car crash etc). I want to end my own suffering not inflict it on others.
 
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Hangman.

Hangman.

Experienced
May 22, 2025
207
• Self Immolation
• Car/Train
• Voluntary starving/dehydration
• Overdosing on prescription medications
 
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Misanthropic Bastard
Aug 18, 2025
11
I really don't know why SN is so popular on this site. There are way easier methods that are highly effective. Getting SN is a whole process, and then you need a bunch of drugs to prevent the extreme discomfort. To each their own I guess.
Assuming "SN" here refers to the sleep drug, I don't see how you can levy any complaints against it. It puts you to sleep then cuts breathing. You don't even "know" you're dying. It's just highly illegal and hard to get, and then there is the chance of barfing it up after swallowing. But if you can't eat a slice of bread or follow simple instructions for a peaceful exit . . . I don't know what to tell you except "skill issue."
 
disheartenment.

disheartenment.

The damned boy who keeps sailing aimlessly.
Dec 26, 2024
3
What's the most unreliable/brutal/inconvenient method you can think of, that you'd never attempt no matter the desperation?
My ideal method would probably be SN, or maybe trying to OD on benzos and downing a bunch of vodka in the hopes of making my death seem more like an accident

But is there any specific method you'd never even consider using?
I'm just curious about people's personal feelings and views on certain methods, since I don't think I have many "hot takes" regarding them.
For me personally, I'd do anything to avoid the most painful methods like self immolation or drowning, but that's honestly it.
I might prefer things like ODing or using SN over other methods, but I could also see myself doing something like decapitation by train or jumping if things got extremely messy in my life, even if I'd do almost anything to avoid causing problems for other people who have to deal with recovering my body... I'd still choose being able to ctb effectively over some stranger having the displeasure of wiping my blood off of some train. Firearms would be an easy way out too but I couldn't get my hands on any sadly.. I just want to hear other people's thoughts on the matter
Personally, I think that medications that are easy to buy or over the counter are very risky, in the sense that they may not work or may lead to a more serious problem — and that would not be death.
I will use as an example a medicine that my family frequently buys because of long car trips, this medicine is capable of inducing an absurd drowsiness, but if used excessively it causes dry mouth, severe stomach pain and urinary retention.

There was a time when I thought about throwing myself in front of trains and other vehicles, but I realized that this idea is pathetic because, if I wanted to die quickly, the vehicle would have to be in high speed or being strategically hit in some vital spot directly while high on something or BOTH. Which is really hard for me, especially the high part.

Jumping off a building also sounds easy and simple to do, as long as the building has 20+ floors and I can climb to the rooftop. Which is complicated, since I live in a house and I don't know anyone who lives in a building like that.

Regarding firearms, my country is a bit complicated in this regard. Anyone who has access to them (and it's not political, police or whatever) needs a license and a good reason for doing so. I don't have time, money, psychological report or patience.

Dehydration, starvation, self-immolation = long, painful, easy to report to authorities or some health organization, rarely works and is not a method you see every day (in other words, you can't say it was done unintentionally, only in EXTREME CASES)
 
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Devouring Entropy

Devouring Entropy

Member
Aug 30, 2025
19
Self-Immolation seems fascinating to me, obviously cannot even comprehend how painful it would be but it's very appealing, like cremations of old, fire engulfing the body turning it to ash. Can't be a FromSoft fan without doing it this way, I'll need to post sometime to gather resources from people more knowledgeable than me
 
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Eriktf

Elementalist
Jun 1, 2023
825
first that comes to mind that i wont do:
cutting
fire
by cop tho i have dreamed about it
jumping in front of car/train
 
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