Is there a day you plan to CTB that has special meaning to you?

[kingkong57]

Ideally I'd have liked to go on my dads death anniversary but that's over 6 months away. I have everything I need now and the impulse is so strong.
I'm excited… little nervous.
I didn't want to do it at home but id never drive under the influence under any circumstances and I have no where else to go.
Todays the day for me. Slave to my human needs and self destructive thoughts no more.
I love you all and I'm so sorry there's so much suffering in our reality. Or, I'm sorry you all are experiencing it so intensely.
Don't hurt loved ones around you, if you can! I've lost too many and the heaviness weighing on me never leaves.
Peace and love is what we need. In my view.

Oh, I said I wouldn't leave a note… guess this will do!!

 

[FuneralCry]

Not really, I'm not sure I would ever be able to stick to a specific date. I will likely just ctb when I get desperate and the pain of living gets too much. I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.

 

[Atraxa]

I was thinking my birthday, just because I'm sick like that

 

[kingkong57]

Not really, I'm not sure I would ever be able to stick to a specific date. I will likely just ctb when I get desperate and the pain of living gets too much. I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.

ditto!

I was thinking my birthday, just because I'm sick like that

Is that soon? Mine is too far away.:. Would be a fitting day to leave the world though 🕊

 

[Elegy]

Not a date, so much as a place. If I can choose, I would like to die in the same place I was happiest. Many times I have considered returning to that magical place, to end my life.

 

[Insomniac]

Dec31 but won't last till then unfortunately. I'm st my limit

 

[erdbeeren]

I am considering ctb in the morning of my birthday before anyone wakes up (since i still live with my parents).

 

[Rayzieka]

Newyears eve.
Maybe not this one but it would be pretty funny if I died a minute before seeing a new year.

 

[Iwantodiepleasehelp]

Any day is a special day if i CTB

 

[clown_17]

I don't pick dates. How I feel is pretty unreliable so I'll chose to go when I feel it's the time and not on a set date. By the time that day came I'd probably feel like I didn't need to ctb

 

[Treeline589]

I was going to on my birthday, I figured no better day. Sadly, it has past a few months ago. There is no way I am going to make it another 10 months so now I have no specific date.

 

[BlankSpace]

Christmas Eve.

I've always thought about my death like it would be a gift, and so I think it would be nice to ctb on the day just before you give gifts. Bonus points if the body is found on Christmas day.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

I have to do it on my birthday

 

[Wrennie]

The date of my first attempt, maybe.

At one point I really wanted to do it on Halloween because that used to be my favorite holiday and my family doesn't really celebrate or "get into" it as much as I once did, so I didn't think I'd totally "ruin" the holiday for them (but I guess in hindsight it still would).

 

[peepo]

My birthday. I think it will lessen the amount of pain for others. I tried to ctb on 31st of December but failed. Good thing that I failed because there are many birthdays and anniversary around that time and I dont want it to be ruined because of me.

 

[Cats26]

My date is July 26th. I chose this date because my father died in July near this date, and 26 is my favorite number for multiple reasons.