
TheLastGreySky
Arcanist
- Nov 24, 2023
- 462
I know it's weird to ask, but I'm at the end of my custody battle and I would like to confess every terrible thing I've done in my entire life.
I think I've probably been one of the worst human beings who has ever lived, and if it wasn't that my children needed me I would of hung myself by now.
I'm crushed right now, and I don't think there's really a choice of God showing me any more mercy. I never deserved his grace and now that I've seen the consequences of sin I am facing a guillotine. I'm not afraid of it, far from it... But because there is no way for me to atone I would like to at least respect God at least for a moment before I erase myself (should my children become orphans).
I'm not a Catholic because of differences in the way I perceive some of the scriptures. However sincerely what the hell do I know?
The only thing I think I can say is that I have been an abomination and I'm not here seeking the salvation of my soul, but I want to repent in hopes God will protect and walk with my children in my absence.
I think I've probably been one of the worst human beings who has ever lived, and if it wasn't that my children needed me I would of hung myself by now.
I'm crushed right now, and I don't think there's really a choice of God showing me any more mercy. I never deserved his grace and now that I've seen the consequences of sin I am facing a guillotine. I'm not afraid of it, far from it... But because there is no way for me to atone I would like to at least respect God at least for a moment before I erase myself (should my children become orphans).
I'm not a Catholic because of differences in the way I perceive some of the scriptures. However sincerely what the hell do I know?
The only thing I think I can say is that I have been an abomination and I'm not here seeking the salvation of my soul, but I want to repent in hopes God will protect and walk with my children in my absence.