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ölmezdim

ölmezdim

New Member
Jan 24, 2026
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Please forgive my ignorance, I'd like to ask you a few questions.

The sodium nitrite I ordered last week arrived. In Turkey, it's generally sold in 500-gram and 1kg packages, and I was able to buy it online without any questions but I have some concerns. The product I received is very clumpy and I'm a very suspicious person. I used a Nescafe cup (250ml â„®) and a cardboard cup (185ml â„®), filled them halfway with tap water, and added one tablespoon of sodium nitrite. I've uploaded photos of the mixture's color. I don't have a scale right now but I have one at work and I will use it; as far as I know, 25-30mg of sodium nitrite is about one tablespoon. I licked the edge of the spoon from my mixture and it really tasted like seawater which pleased me quite a bit as someone who loves the sea, lol.

I'm just afraid it might not work and might harm me, that it won't save me from this cursed life. As for how I'm going to do it, I'm actually planning to fast for 8 hours without eating and 4 hours without liquids. I'm planning to take 3 x 10 mg domperidon (domperidon maleate) and then 25-30 mg sodium nitrite mixture after 45 minutes later. I don't plan to use any things such as sedative.

I'd like to hear your thoughts.
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DĂĽr Ktulhu

DĂĽr Ktulhu

Member
Dec 20, 2025
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Recently, a wonderful girl was about to make that leap of faith, that transition...
I mentioned to her that she should take valium or another benzodiazepine to preserve her resolve, saying that fear and anxiety are the main enemies on this long night. She didn't listen. But she was so positive, merely glancing at it - just like you -and I thought, maybe she really doesn't need it. I thought about her all night; I was happy for her. But she got scared. So... Have you ever actually seen someone die from SN?