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Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
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It's only 4 or 5 hours you have to not be found for? So it could work yeah?
 
Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
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I don't see a problem, i'am gonna do it when they are at work as well
It's risky cuz what if they try texting you like "someone's coming over to check X" or whatever. Or they come home early.

When in the nighttime, no one expects you for anything.
 
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Widow39

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If they are at work and text you and you don't answer, they will likely stay at work and just believe that you are busy or so... It's after the work they will have the "surprise". In my opinion the worst part to do it at home is the trauma for the family member who will find your body, it's horrible. But this, night or day, changes nothing.
 
Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
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If they are at work and text you and you don't answer, they will likely stay at work and just believe that you are busy or so... It's after the work they will have the "surprise". In my opinion the worst part to do it at home is the trauma for the family member who will find your body, it's horrible. But this, night or day, changes nothing.
I don't care about their trauma. I'm tired of suffering every single day, while it's sunshine and roses for them.

I just think it's okay for me to be selfish this once.
 
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Widow39

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Ofc if you don't like your family and are upset with them... But for sure the one who will find your body will stay with his image forever, it will be the last image he/she will have of you.
 
Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
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Ofc if you don't like your family and are upset with them... But for sure the one who will find your body will stay with his image forever, it will be the last image he/she will have of you.
I like my family but I just don't think it will make as big a difference as you think.

Being dead is going to hurt them more than anything… seeing be dead isn't going to change their pain.
 
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Widow39

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It's your opinion, I respect it, but imo if finding your daughter/sister dead, cold blueish body with foaming mouth surrounded by puke and maybe soaked trousers (for you to have the image) isn't something that gives a life trauma, honnestly, then I don't know what would give it...
 
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Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
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It's your opinion, I respect it, but imo if finding your daughter/sister dead, cold blueish body with foaming mouth surrounded by puke and maybe soaked trousers (for you to have the image) isn't something that gives a life trauma, honnestly, then I don't know what would give it...
Being dead would be a more traumatic event then seeing someone dead.

People die all the time. People have heart problems and die and their family finds them. It's no different.
 
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Widow39

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Seems you are very "light" regarding how a dead body can be shocking. And seeing a random dead body (I also saw some) is easy, but seeing one of someone you loved, it's very different. Whatever as long as you find peace.
 
Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
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Seems you are very "light" regarding how a dead body can be shocking. And seeing a random dead body (I also saw some) is easy, but seeing one of someone you loved, it's very different. Whatever as long as you find peace.
So people get in car accidents and the body looks wayyyyy worse than what SN death would look like. And their family is with them in the car too btw so it's not random people.

So should people stop driving?
 
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Widow39

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Because you think the people who saw the body of a relative dead in a car accident aren't shocked? And if you speak about other people, not family, as I said, seeing a dead a person you don't know isn't shocking as it's with someone you know. That's exactly why a mortican can do this job "easy" as long as the dead isn't a close friend or family.
 
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Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
226
Because you think the people who saw the body of a relative dead in a car accident aren't shocked? And if you speak about other people, not family, as I said, seeing a dead a person you don't know isn't shocking as it's with someone you know. That's exactly why a mortican can do this job "easy" as long as the dead isn't a close friend or family.
Yes they are shocked. They are more shocked than seeing just a blue body in bed. Because their head and body gets brutally dismembered.

What I'm saying is, there's just some things in life that you can't control, such as car accidents.

I can't control where I CTB, I cannot go to a hotel.
 
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