Is suicide something we might regret?

[Captive of Mind]

Sure, there are things to be missed but those things don't outweigh the bad.

 

[Sleepysam25]

Sure, there are things to be missed but those things don't outweigh the bad.

This is true, I might just be feeling a bit sentimental with my date to ctb approaching. You are right. :)

 

[grungeCat]

I find it impossible to regret anything without a working brain.

 

[Captive of Mind]

This is true, I might just be feeling a bit sentimental with my date to ctb approaching. You are right. :)

That is normal. But honestly, if those thoughts are persistent, then you might not be entirely ready.

I'm actually surprised that I haven't been having those sentiments. My only thoughts about regret are if I mess it up, so I am trying to take every measure to do things right.

 

[Sleepysam25]

That is normal. But honestly, if those thoughts are persistent, then you might not be entirely ready.

I'm actually surprised that I haven't been having those sentiments. My only thoughts about regret are if I mess it up, so I am trying to take every measure to do things right.

Actually, I am excited to be ctb and can't wait to just close my eyes and rest. Most of my sentimental feeling are for my nieces and nephews because I've played a huge role in their lives since day 1 so my departure will be very painful for them. And tbh this is eating me up inside but I have to be selfish this 1 time and put myself and my own happines first. Do you mind telling me your method and plan?

 

[Captive of Mind]

Ah fuck, that must make things way more difficult for you. Even though it will be sad for them, none of this will matter a few hundred years from now. No one will even have a memory of us. And in my case, I will have done more harm than good by staying here. I've tried my best to be a good person but failed.

Lucky me, I don't have anyone in my life in a significant way other than my mom and she only involves herself with me on a surface level, so I don't have much of that problem.

Hopefully I will be getting N soon, but if not I will go with SN. I have meto and tagament and will have two glasses of 25mg in 50 ml of water each. The hardest part about this whole thing is finding a location where I won't get caught.

 

[Sleepysam25]

Ah fuck, that must make things way more difficult for you. Even though it will be sad for them, none of this will matter a few hundred years from now. No one will even have a memory of us. And in my case, I will have done more harm than good by staying here. I've tried my best to be a good person but failed.

Lucky me, I don't have anyone in my life in a significant way other than my mom and she only involves herself with me on a surface level, so I don't have much of that problem.

Hopefully I will be getting N soon, but if not I will go with SN. I have meto and tagament and will have two glasses of 25mg in 50 ml of water each. The hardest part about this whole thing is finding a location where I won't get caught.

Wow getting N is the dream lol and I hope you succeed because having that would ease so much anxiety and stress. Hey we are kinda busy hijacking someones post I wish you all of the best! hopefully we will both have a easy ride once the time comes.

 

[Weary Soul]

Even if our life is not going well, do you believe there's a chance of regret?

For me, the regret and pain of living far outweighs leaving this life.

While I wont regret leaving, I am sad to walk away from the feeling of the sun warming my skin, not seeing another snowfall, the beauty of light sparkling off a lake, the crash of the ocean, the smell of spring.... the simple beauty of life on this earth; however, that is only a present sadness as I see it.

When my brain is gone, I will be too and for me, there is peace in that.

<3

 

[SuicideBoys93]

You must mean in the moments before passing...? Absolutely, there may be.

I did some reading where the brain in your final moments floods itself with dopamine to help you cope with your demise. I think it's simply amazing how powerful the brain is, attempting to help you up until the very last breath. Such a powerhouse that left us here on this site with zero hope in life. Almost makes me wonder about my quality of life if the chemical imbalance wasn't thing for me.

 

[Weary Soul]

I did some reading where the brain in your final moments floods itself with dopamine to help you cope with your demise. I think it's simply amazing how powerful the brain is, attempting to help you up until the very last breath. Such a powerhouse that left us here on this site with zero hope in life. Almost makes me wonder about my quality of life if the chemical imbalance wasn't thing for me.

I have read the same regarding dopamine flood. I was there for my father's death and witnessed this first hand.

I also experienced the same (at least I think it was the same) when I almost died from anaphylactic shock.

What gets me though, is that I have seen and experienced things throughout my life that I cannot explain - the brain is truly powerful.

<3

 

[LastFlowers]

If we survive and end up severely hurt or hospitalized then probably.

Yea, the only thing I would regret would be failing.

 

[LonelyDude15]

I'm really scared of this and panicking in the last moments, however after you're dead the point is kind of mute, don't you think?

 

[Green Destiny]

Speaking for myself but I'd probably feel some regret in the last moments of CTB, but I'd rather deal with that than living for many more decades with the regret I already have and will no doubt continue to grow over that time. I'd rather be dead soon than dealing with such pain.

 

[Ghost2211]

I'm still here because the images of my children's faces and who they will grow up to be would flood my mind as I'm dying. Once dead we can't regret anymore, but those several minutes it takes to die would be self torture. I would rather live with pain than die with regret. That is why I'm waiting to see if all hope will be lost, as regret will die when purpose does.

 

[MegurineLuka]

I hear a lot of stories, maybe real maybe fake, about people jumping and in the middle of the fall regretting it, or taking something and regretting it in the hospital. Personally when I ended up in the hospital I spent the week there waiting for that regret to come. It didn't, except maybe regretting wasting all my pills and feeding a line to my doctors and boyfriend to be able to get out

 

[muffin222]

You can't regret it once you don't exist anymore

 

[Adamsnolife]

If I use my beachy head cliff jump. As I fall I won't regret falling and not pulling out. Probably think that this is the best ride ever

 

[I screwed up]

My only worry and regret is if I fail ... Then it will be hell for me to pay ...

 

[Symbiote]

I was thinking the same when I was playing through Divinity Original Sin 2, game takes forever, if you're exploring and trying to loot stuff. I'll be dead before I complete that game.

 

[Meditation guide]

I regret that I'm forced to ctb. I am practical. The rate things are going downhill for me physically means it's the only logical thing to do even though I still get enjoyment from my limited life.

 

[chrisbate7]

I regret that I'm forced to ctb. I am practical. The rate things are going downhill for me physically means it's the only logical thing to do even though I still get enjoyment from my limited life.

I feel forced as well. I think that makes overcoming SI even more of a bitch. Because we still prefer to live but feel like we have no choice. I guess most suicidal people probably feel forced though

 

[AutoTap]

Even if our life is not going well, do you believe there's a chance of regret?

I worry that an afterlife is real and I'll condemn myself to hell bc of ctb

 

[I screwed up]

Hell no ... No regrets

 

[Meditation guide]

I feel forced as well. I think that makes overcoming SI even more of a bitch. Because we still prefer to live but feel like we have no choice. I guess most suicidal people probably feel forced though

I suppose they do although many seem very eager and do it without hesitation as soon as they get their SN or whatever method they are choosing. I don't feel eager. I wish there was some way I could continue on only without the pain. Maybe I will get to that point of being eager and want to do it immediately.

 

[homesick28]

Ive regretted every other desicion I have ever made. Whats one more

I suppose they do although many seem very eager and do it without hesitation as soon as they get their SN or whatever method they are choosing. I don't feel eager. I wish there was some way I could continue on only without the pain. Maybe I will get to that point of being eager and want to do it immediately.

Isnt that the only point to get at. where it's total impulse

 

[Deleted member 24006]

I have tons of regrets, but CTB won't be one of them and agree with others that no life = no regret.

 

[OrdinaryDay]

You will be dead how can you regret anything when you're dead? If you survive and cause additional complications to your situation in this case yes you will regret.

 

[Toptock]

Sometimes i feel odd knowing I do in fact intend to CTB, just not knowing when. Like Guide said, I'm not eager, but when I know, I'll know. I want it to be beautiful, i want to be at peace and ready.

It honestly blows my mind people can plan theirs so well sometimes, i get scared planning a lunch.

 

[kokosnight]

no, because you will be dead. there won't be a 'you' no more.

wow

 

[Nicebuddimtim]

No because if you succeed you'd be dead... No chance for regret, hopefully anyway, if there is no afterlife.