Eyler
Cingulomania spark
- Aug 11, 2023
- 49
After hard long years, I feel so acutely at peace. Peacefully drained to the point it hurts physically and mentally for me to do anything anymore.
I don't know what methods to do, I need easy ones. Anything. Overdose usually doesn't work; from what I've seen, so I'm not heading for that route.
The most easiest and avaible option there is for me is a knife from the kitchen. And just go for it, but even I know it'll so goddanm much.
Is it worth it? I just don't want to do anything with the outside or inside world.
Do I need a sharp knife? How sharp does it need to be? How rough or hard am I supposed to do it? Just wing it?
I'm drowning so fkn bad.
I don't know what methods to do, I need easy ones. Anything. Overdose usually doesn't work; from what I've seen, so I'm not heading for that route.
The most easiest and avaible option there is for me is a knife from the kitchen. And just go for it, but even I know it'll so goddanm much.
Is it worth it? I just don't want to do anything with the outside or inside world.
Do I need a sharp knife? How sharp does it need to be? How rough or hard am I supposed to do it? Just wing it?
I'm drowning so fkn bad.