Is SN 'test drive' a dumb idea?

[Q-Q]

Hello, yesterday I did a little experiment with SN after being inspired by one of the threads: (SN blood test section)
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-method-comprehensive-guide-sn-method.121672/
Basically I cut myself a little, collected blood to a container and mixed it with a bit of SN to check for myself how does it react together. I'm quite sure my SN is pure, I did it because of curiosity.

After that I started wondering if I could drink a really small amount of SN, so that I wouldn't CTB from it, but still would be able to experience some of the 'side effects' like fatigue, shortness of breath. I'm also really curious if it's really as salty as people here describe it to be. My question is:

• Would I be able to get better on my own, or is even a very small amount deadly without methylene blue after a certain time?
• Many people claim the poisoning is reversible with proper treatment, would it leave permament effects if I just tried to get better without calling for any help?

It doesn't help that there is contrary information about deadly dosage on the Internet. A thread linked recently in one of the new posts claimed that 2g is enough to CTB, Wikipedia claims something like 5-10g and 'the protocol' recommends between 20-25g? (please, correct me if I'm wrong)

I'm sorry if it's a dumb thread, I just want to get as familiar with the experience as I can, even though you can only CTB once I guess. I feel that by knowing how does it feel like I will be able to better control my SI when the time comes. The more I know the less things can go wrong.

 

[Innereye]

Definitely do not do this. if you decide to ingest any amount of SN. Consider that your CTB.

There are other ways you can test such as aquarium strips.

 

[carnivalforone]

dosages definitely vary wildly, but definetely different upon the use of a antiemitic some people have taken up to 20g without one and just throw it up and experience the worst hangover of their lives

 

[Q-Q]

Definitely do not do this. if you decide to ingest any amount of SN. Consider that your CTB.

There are other ways you can test such as aquarium strips.

Okay, thank you for you response. As I wrote, I'm sure my SN is pure, I bought it from a proper chemical company since it's easy for me to get it where I live.

I was more concerned with learning how my body would react, but I will take into account that any ingestion of SN is potentially the last one.

 

[gbi2]

There is a good account on here from someone who did that and they advised against it because of how close they came even with a smallish amount (compared to recommended).

 

[Deleted member 65988]

No, don't even think about it.

 

[Mateira]

After that I started wondering if I could drink a really small amount of SN, so that I wouldn't CTB from it, but still would be able to experience some of the 'side effects' like fatigue, shortness of breath. I'm also really curious if it's really as salty as people here describe it to be. My question is:

• Would I be able to get better on my own, or is even a very small amount deadly without methylene blue after a certain time?
• Many people claim the poisoning is reversible with proper treatment, would it leave permament effects if I just tried to get better without calling for any help?

It is not recommended. Each body reacts differently, but small amounts can kill... The damage part is still full of controversy, I don't know if it's worth taking the risk...

It doesn't help that there is contrary information about deadly dosage on the Internet. A thread linked recently in one of the new posts claimed that 2g is enough to CTB, Wikipedia claims something like 5-10g and 'the protocol' recommends between 20-25g?

There are different dosage recommendations, but the safest seems to be 25g. Until the 2g post, I calmed down thinking that most reliable sources recommended +20g, now I'm worried and researching several articles about accidental nitrite poisoning... But you need to be careful, sodium nitrite oxidizes over time in contact with air, transforming into nitrate.

 

[Q-Q]

Thank you everyone for warnings.

I will only take SN when actually CTB'ing if it's that dangerous.

 

[impossible]

if it doesn't kill you, you will feel extremely ill (possibly for a few days) and the colour of your lips/skin will look noticeably different due to the lack of oxygen. it isn't just a risk to you but to your SN supply if anyone sees you or checks up on you. if you are concerned about the purity of your SN, buy an aquarium strip and test it that way. I have personally had my SN confiscated, the police got involved and it was one of the worst experiences of my life. do anything you can to avoid that situation.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Thank you everyone for warnings.

I will only take SN when actually CTB'ing if it's that dangerous.

There was a spate of people "testing" sn years ago and yeah, it's not something to try to test out. Here's one experience of someone who took just 2g of sn:

My experience with sodium nitrite

Hi people, I did a test with SN. I wanted to see its effect on me and took around half of a teaspoon, so like 2 grams. I nearly died and if I had taken a bigger dose then I would not be here writing about this. So let me start. All of this happened few days ago, to be exact, the night from 3rd...

sanctioned-suicide.net

I have personally had my SN confiscated, the police got involved and it was one of the worst experiences of my life. do anything you can to avoid that situation.

What did they do to you?

 

[tidal1]

I get where you're coming from, and I have the same urge to test mine, but overall as others have stated, you shouldn't be drinking it if you don't intend to ctb with it yet.

 

[impossible]

What did they do to you?

my apologies for the late reply and for bumping this thread if that is against the rules. the police came to my parents house after my SN supplier got into legal trouble and was forced to give information on all of their customers. I was able to lie my way out of it, but they came back the next day after a post I stupidly made online about it. they read the post to my parents and went through my room to confiscate the SN. it was a very avoidable situation, but I overestimated my anonymity.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

the police came to my parents house after my SN supplier got into legal trouble and was forced to give information on all of their customers

woah, it seems like the sn supplier may have been under the surveillance of the police for sometime before they took action but why did they get in legal trouble? Was there already a fatality from the sn they sold but still continued to sell it anyway because I'd imagine that's one of the ways they could get in trouble. To be in such a situation must've been really stressful for you and I'm sorry you experienced. By the way, are you in the UK because that seems to be the most frequent location related to welfare checks.

after a post I stupidly made online about it. they read the post to my parents and went through my room to confiscate the SN. it was a very avoidable situation, but I overestimated my anonymity.

So they came back after finding an online post of yours about your plan to buy sn? Did they access to your social media or something to find this out. I also must thank you for coming back to share your experience. Welfare checks can really be something scary.

 

[CheekyPhobia]

Yeah its probably not the best idea as the others have said. I did a test a while ago before mine got confiscated at about 2g and its certainly nice to ease the nerves a bit by making it less unfamiliar but it is dangerous. I also think mine may have converted a bit to Sodium Nitrate from me looking at it for comfort semi-frequently and it oxidising. Make sure yours is still vacuum sealed if possible.

 

[impossible]

woah, it seems like the sn supplier may have been under the surveillance of the police for sometime before they took action but why did they get in legal trouble? Was there already a fatality from the sn they sold but still continued to sell it anyway because I'd imagine that's one of the ways they could get in trouble. To be in such a situation must've been really stressful for you and I'm sorry you experienced.

to be honest, I am just assuming they got into legal trouble but I don't know what went down exactly. all I know is that the police suddenly had my order information even though a year had passed since I had bought the SN. during this time, the same thing happened to another SN supplier and multiple SaSu members were suddenly getting police visits.

So they came back after finding an online post of yours about your plan to buy sn? Did they access to your social media or something to find this out.

they first visited for a welfare check; they told me that they were notified someone living at my address had ordered SN; I lied and said I had not ordered anything. after they left, I made a post on this forum sharing my experience. this post caused the police to come back a day later. from what I understand, someone sent my post to the authorities and they were able to track me down from it.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

I am just assuming they got into legal trouble but I don't know what went down exactly. all I know is that the police suddenly had my order information even though a year had passed since I had bought the SN. during this time, the same thing happened to another SN supplier and multiple SaSu members were suddenly getting police visits.

Up to a year later? Damn then they must've probably asked the chemical supplier for names and gave them up to the police, probably also since they were residential addresses or people who didn't have a history of ordering SN or an occupation working with SN. I think the police probably got some kind of tip-off that this specific sn source was being used to purchase for ctb and then went from there to track down people with no prior history of buying the substance, anything that could lead to them potentially finding someone who should not have sn on their hands.

they first visited for a welfare check; they told me that they were notified someone living at my address had ordered SN; I lied and said I had not ordered anything. after they left, I made a post on this forum sharing my experience. this post caused the police to come back a day later. from what I understand, someone sent my post to the authorities and they were able to track me down from it.

So did the police see the post here of the welfare check afterwards and knew it was you and so you could've gotten away with it if you didn't post anything after that. Dammit, so there was someone here who relayed your info to the police. This is not the 1st time I've heard of this happening on here, giving out personal info or anything that may be a hint towards where you are can be used by someone to send to the police. What pisses me off about this is that someone took it upon themselves to say screw your autonomy and took the method from you all in an effort to feel good about themselves in that they "saved" someone.

 

[impossible]

So did the police see the post here of the welfare check afterwards and knew it was you and so you could've gotten away with it if you didn't post anything after that. Dammit, so there was someone here who relayed your info to the police. This is not the 1st time I've heard of this happening on here, giving out personal info or anything that may be a hint towards where you are can be used by someone to spend to the police.

I believe that's exactly what happened. I recall messaging a member with over a thousand posts (I don't remember their username) with somewhat revealing information about the situation. I thought I could trust them because of how active they were on the forums, but I believe it was them who tipped off the police. But that is all conjecture. still, I urge people to be very cautious about giving information to anyone on this website regardless of their reputation or post count.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

I believe that's exactly what happened. I recall messaging a member with over a thousand posts (I don't remember their username) with somewhat revealing information about the situation. I thought I could trust them because of how active they were on the forums, but I believe it was them who tipped off the police. But that is all conjecture. still, I urge people to be very cautious about giving information to anyone on this website regardless of their reputation or post count.

Noted. These sorts of things can happen and it's really tricky to establish who can and can't be trusted on a forum like this where we think majority of us are safe because we share so much here, almost on the verge of revealing information. It's really messed up they chose to put you in that position considering you thought you could trust them and told the police anyway.

 

[Forever Sleep]

It's not just death you need to worry about. Many people may see that as a good outcome but- not taking the proper dose may just maim you and not kill you. You just don't know. You can't control how much is absorbed. People have done all sorts- wandered around, collapsed and smashed their heads on things. Called for emergency services = likely SN is confiscated all together and they get a stay in the psyche ward and a note on their medical records. Other people do seem to have made a full recovery but- you just don't know so- to me it doesn't seem worth the risk.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

It's not just death you need to worry about. Many people may see that as a good outcome but- not taking the proper dose may just maim you and not kill you. You just don't know. You can't control how much is absorbed. People have done all sorts- wandered around, collapsed and smashed their heads on things. Called for emergency services = likely SN is confiscated all together and they get a stay in the psyche ward and a note on their medical records. Other people do seem to have made a full recovery but- you just don't know so- to me it doesn't seem worth the risk.

And that's something that's been vehemently opposed whenever someone "tested" sn by ingesting an even smaller amount than what is considered lethal here. It's simply not worth the risk.

 

[sash]

I believe that's exactly what happened. I recall messaging a member with over a thousand posts (I don't remember their username) with somewhat revealing information about the situation. I thought I could trust them because of how active they were on the forums, but I believe it was them who tipped off the police. But that is all conjecture. still, I urge people to be very cautious about giving information to anyone on this website regardless of their reputation or post count.

Thankyou for saying this too.

"be very cautious about giving information to anyone on this website regardless of their reputation or post count."