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Vegrau

Wizard
Nov 27, 2018
665
I'm not sure if I'll try this method again
I couldn't even stand up straight after the effects kicked in and landed on the floor a couple times. It was quite a scary experience though. It's not a quick form of CTB, but prolly dont need any sedatives as it knocked me out.
So antiemetics ( I didn't get meto as I don't have access to it, but it was medical grade and around 50mg, didn't feel like throwing up at all), tagamet and SN should be all you need.
Took around 20 to 30 minutes to kick in though. You'll probably panic like me so at least you'll need around 2~3 hours alone time.

Thats good to know as long as it knock us out its good. 20-30min is perfect.
 
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Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,705
still alive and kicking
I managed to force myself to vomit a fair bit last night (fingers down throat)
it was nitrite, probably I might have had a small amount since I'm underweight and petite so the effect might be more prominent
not sure if I can pass this off as an accident
so checked myself out in the mirror, my lips are usually pale so I can't tell if they are still blue
my arms ache because uh when i passed out I went all hulk and yanked a clothing rack off its hinges. Now i understand what Banner feels after being hulk. No visible blue parts on my body
About the medical attention part I really don't know how to phrase my wording to the doctors

If you still feel bad please go to a doctor. You can say a hunter friend is curing meat and you accidentally ingested some of his SN. Please take care of yourself - just because we're going to ctb doesn't mean we have to be a mess when we get aboard.
 
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Halo13

Halo13

Wizard
May 9, 2019
671
If you still feel bad please go to a doctor. You can say a hunter friend is curing meat and you accidentally ingested some of his SN. Please take care of yourself - just because we're going to ctb doesn't mean we have to be a mess when we get aboard.
Exactly this. The doctor doesn't have to know it was intentional. Please get yourself checked out. Speaking from stubborn experience, there's no need to live with more problems on top of everything else. Hope you're doing okay.
 
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Vegrau

Wizard
Nov 27, 2018
665
Hmm so I just dissolved around 15g SN in water.
The SN I have looks legit right color powered form etc.
I'm sampling a bit and it's weird - there's no taste, it's like drinking salt water, but there's this weird sweetness that comes through in the end
Any of you experienced this :notsure:

Yes it taste like ion sports drink. Like pocari sweat.
 
Oblivion

Oblivion

Wizard
Aug 2, 2018
610
Why is everyone insisting he goes to a doctor? SN doesn't do any brain damage in case of failure
I'm not sure if I'll try this method again
I couldn't even stand up straight after the effects kicked in and landed on the floor a couple times. It was quite a scary experience though. It's not a quick form of CTB, but prolly dont need any sedatives as it knocked me out.
So antiemetics ( I didn't get meto as I don't have access to it, but it was medical grade and around 50mg, didn't feel like throwing up at all), tagamet and SN should be all you need.
Took around 20 to 30 minutes to kick in though. You'll probably panic like me so at least you'll need around 2~3 hours alone time.
Why? it sounds like it can work really well, what's the problem with this method? scary experience? well it causes death, don't you want that?
 
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NoOneKnows

NoOneKnows

Specialist
Sep 12, 2018
323
what to do if I vomit and i wont be able to stand up and make another dose or anything, will I die? Im pretty sure I would vomit cuz my stomach is damaged, I vomit regularly, even if I take antiemetics. last time I took them for3 days and I vomited anyway, but I have many issues. Im relying on this method
 
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spanishguy22

Enlightened
Apr 9, 2019
1,003
Why is everyone insisting he goes to a doctor? SN doesn't do any brain damage in case of failure

Why? it sounds like it can work really well, what's the problem with this method? scary experience? well it causes death, don't you want that?
SN could indirectly cause brain damage by inducing shock, a heart attack or cardiac arrest. It's highly unlikely though but it's a risk of the high methemoglobinemia (causes arrhythmias)
 
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Kaladin

Member
May 11, 2019
33
what to do if I vomit and i wont be able to stand up and make another dose or anything, will I die? Im pretty sure I would vomit cuz my stomach is damaged, I vomit regularly, even if I take antiemetics. last time I took them for3 days and I vomited anyway, but I have many issues. Im relying on this method
you will most likely die, it will just take a lot longer. make extra doses beforehand.
 
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Halo13

Halo13

Wizard
May 9, 2019
671
Why is everyone insisting he goes to a doctor? SN doesn't do any brain damage in case of failure

Why? it sounds like it can work really well, what's the problem with this method? scary experience? well it causes death, don't you want that?
He didn't take enough SN to ctb. He became sick from testing it. He admitted he did not follow the instructions. While blacked out, he trashed his place of residence and hurt himself in the process. Not following the regiment and simply taking a test dose is not likely to kill someone but it will make them very sick. We advised him to seek medical attention not because he was dying but because he was ill from the SN - nauseous, sweating, shaking, blue lips and in a panic. I, for one, do not condone someone already suffering to suffer more in such a way - a way that was not resulting in ctb. It sounds like you missed the point here. SN can work very effectively when it is done correctly - this was done without a beta blocker or the recommended antiemetics.
 
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memento_mori

Student
Mar 28, 2019
190
He didn't take enough SN to ctb. He became sick from testing it. He admitted he did not follow the instructions. While blacked out, he trashed his place of residence and hurt himself in the process. Not following the regiment and simply taking a test dose is not likely to kill someone but it will make them very sick. We advised him to seek medical attention not because he was dying but because he was ill from the SN - nauseous, sweating, shaking, blue lips and in a panic. I, for one, do not condone someone already suffering to suffer more in such a way - a way that was not resulting in ctb. It sounds like you missed the point here. SN can work very effectively when it is done correctly - this was done without a beta blocker or the recommended antiemetics.
thank you for your kind words. I wasn't nauseous but yes to all the other symptoms. I'm female btw. This may still be my go to method as other ones aren't working for me, just not in a good mental state to ctb at the moment, want to be calm when I do things.
 
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Halo13

Halo13

Wizard
May 9, 2019
671
thank you for your kind words. I wasn't nauseous but yes to all the other symptoms. I'm female btw. This may still be my go to method as other ones aren't working for me, just not in a good mental state to ctb at the moment, want to be calm when I do things.
I'm sorry lol everyone else said he, not she. I was just trying to stick up for you here without overstepping because the other user didn't understand. There's only so much info online about taking SN without death so your post was actually really helpful so others can know what will happen without the regiment. Plus, there's nothing wrong with changing your mind :hug: Ctb can be scary.
 
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memento_mori

Student
Mar 28, 2019
190
I'm sorry lol everyone else said he, not she. I was just trying to stick up for you here without overstepping because the other user didn't understand. There's only so much info online about taking SN without death so your post was actually really helpful so others can know what will happen without the regiment. Plus, there's nothing wrong with changing your mind :hug: Ctb can be scary.
thank you, very much appreciated. I've never really been this close to death with my previous ctb attempts and even though I was pretty calm and prepared beforehand, I was in panic once the effects kicked in. Now knowing what I'm going to experience will definitely help when I go for it again.
 
offshoreserver

offshoreserver

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May 13, 2019
33
thank you, very much appreciated. I've never really been this close to death with my previous ctb attempts and even though I was pretty calm and prepared beforehand, I was in panic once the effects kicked in. Now knowing what I'm going to experience will definitely help when I go for it again.
i'm sorry it was such a negative experience for you. i get what you mean when you say you want to be calm. if i get to book my ticket then i want to have as nice a trip as possible since the rest of it has been so fucking awful. probably why doing it in "peace" is the goal for many. this shit just sucks
 
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Strangeasangels

Student
May 23, 2019
110
What is SN. Can someone educate me?
 
KnightOfEnceladus

KnightOfEnceladus

Lost child in time
May 20, 2019
231
Sodium nitrite, used ordinarily to cure meats. It turns haemoglobin into methaemoglobin, which has such a strong affinity for oxygen that it is unable to release said oxygen, causing death by hypoxia. Seems to need metoclopramide or another strong dopamine-blocking anti-emetic, lest you throw it all back up.
 
Xaphous

Xaphous

hikikomori
Nov 11, 2018
550
I have Sn but I don't know if I could go through with it. Seems like a horrible experience that may or may not work.