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artpopbestalbum

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Nov 8, 2022
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ok so I have acess to this, it's very cheap, and I am not afraid of taking it.

but my question here is, will I suffer to death?

Or will I just slowly run out of oxygen, passing away?

Like people who breath CO²?

Because I read that people that kill themselves by taking Cyanide, which causes celular hipoxia, suffer a lot before they actually die.

Can someone help me?

Please be honest and tell the truth.
 
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regal20

regal20

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Sep 19, 2022
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You can read conflicting information on the forum about the painlessness of SN. You may experience moderate headache, tachycardia, nausea and also vomiting which will definitely not be pleasant. Despite this, the SN method is considered to be relatively peaceful.
 
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FallFadesIntoWinter

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Apr 25, 2022
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Not sure where you live but if you had access to purchase CBD oil (in capsules or even tincture), that might make you feel warm and fuzzy along the way too.

I have zero idea though if CBD oil is a good idea to take with SN or the other antiemetics, I'm def not a scientist or even medically proficient when it comes to mixing substances together.

I've taken CBD capsules in the past though (for sleeping) and you def drift off into this beautiful and deep sleep within 20-30 after consuming them.
 
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Disappointered

Enlightened
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ok so I have acess to this, it's very cheap, and I am not afraid of taking it.

but my question here is, will I suffer to death?

Or will I just slowly run out of oxygen, passing away?

Like people who breath CO²?

Because I read that people that kill themselves by taking Cyanide, which causes celular hipoxia, suffer a lot before they actually die.

Can someone help me?

Please be honest and tell the truth.
I have also wondered about this because, as you point out, the process by which SN delivers one from this evil world seems to overlap with the process of deliverance after taking cyanide and I've also heard cyanide is painful. Was the "cyanide is painful" buzz phrase a lie to stop people from using cyanide to catch the bus or is SN significantly different from cyanide?
 
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freelifexit

freelifexit

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Nov 7, 2021
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but my question here is, will I suffer to death?

Or will I just slowly run out of oxygen, passing away?
Some cases are painful, some cases are peaceful. Everybody reacts different.

In this document where failed attempts collected most cases are relatively painless and some of them really discomforting (tachycardia, headache, one case of blindness that recovered and one case couldn't move or talk). Recommend you to read this.

Here is the worst cases from forum members:

Post in thread 'I've tried SN & it's not for me. Been researching. First post btw!'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...researching-first-post-btw.96193/post-1681369

"Excruciating headache, vomiting, felt like my heart was gonna beat out of my chest - like my pulse from my neck felt like it was gonna burst. Not peaceful at all. Not how they say. I also couldn't walk & needed help."

Thread 'Snorting sn'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/snorting-sn.86951/

"I tried s n it was the most pain I've ever been in
In my life so much vomiting and pain if I snort it instead will it go straight into my blood stream I can't go through that pain again when it didn't even work"

Thread 'It seems that SN is not peaceful'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/it-seems-that-sn-is-not-peaceful.73804/

"Moonicide: 25g in luke warm water drank - after 10 minutes breathing heavily, gasping for air, sounds like choking.

Chat room: 25g, burning throat, breathing slowly, 20 minutes after ingesting vomited violent, sounds indicated it became a very tough experience, horrible respiratory sounds, really distressing,

Kukubananas : cannot breathe

timetogo:, throat warm, heaving but not vomiting, do not feel nauseous, hands falling asleep, pain, vomiting swallow back, cannot breathe.
"

Post in thread 'It seems that SN is not peaceful'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/it-seems-that-sn-is-not-peaceful.73804/post-1383070

"So I went to bed thinking I would fall asleep and ctb but instead I went through 4 hours of hell like suffocating. I didn't throw up at all a bit nauseous was all. I took 1000 mg naproxen before but at the end I got the worst headache of my life."

Post in thread 'Sources and scam megathread'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sources-and-scam-megathread.94434/post-1728298

"Our friend passed away last week with SN. He suffered terribly and had a terrible death struggle even though he followed the guide."

It is obvious that following a regime (pills) does not guarantee a peaceful death, but somehow this is a common misconception.
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
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SN is quite safe and has been proven peaceful enough for many people. It's more peaceful than cyanide, peacefulness score nitrite vs cyanide = 7/10 versus 5/10.

Also, what's more important to me, I would take the chance for a mild suffering for probably 30-40 minutes before losing consciousness, rather than continuing this stupid and horrible existence full of pain for next 30-40 years.

SN fatal rate 60:16

with gratitude to all members who have documented SN attempts... using the list compiled by @neville1 and a couple of other cases, i've created two publicly accessible google documents: SN "successes" and SN failures. both detail members' methods and experiences as extensively as i could from the details provided. i've included most questions from other members and the attempters' answers to them; most applicable in the failed-attempts document.

basically, i thought this might make a useful resource to people looking for (ostensibly) real-life SN-attempt methods and experiences in single documents rather than searching through the forum.

the reason i place quotes around "successes" is that, in most cases, there's no substantial verification of success. i did notice a couple of cases do have verification, but i haven't highlighted those (like the vomiters) yet.
i apologise to the (inevitably many) members i've missed/overlooked. gah, just realised i forgot ShawnShatto! i'll do that tomorrow. please feel free to add your own or suggest other accounts of attempts, or remove your record for any reason.

I'm listing names of those attempting with SN since my last post and some missed.

Despite the uncertainty of the veracity of the testimonials, I'm inclined to believe most. Many departed devoted much time and effort to the forum and it seems unlikely that they gave up their accounts to fake death.

I'm using @quarty00's choice of words. The word "success" was never intended to convey celebration of the attempt. The circumstances that result in someone making this choice are tragic for families, friends and members of the board.

I relied on posts by @Living sucks on @notjustyetagain's thread for many recent ones.

My thanks to all of those who have given their testimony and my condolences to all those grieving for the departed.

Peace and hugs to all.

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@PwincessStepford
@iceiceice722
@EBEN30
@Oofeditup
@hellboy
@Chocolover15
@theergorthdies
@Chronic pain
@FailedWoman
@Amossoma543
@SNistheway
@phezel
@LostBoy33
@Finding_Peace
@SuicideByBelt
@BlueWidow
@martin8383784
@Alcal
@iasbics
@aramir
@NotGoneButNotHere
@dunkelheit
@Toosoon
@teddybear1403
@former<redacted>
@Lostnotfound
@error_ratio
@18andlife
@Yes
@roor
@ninja_daryl
@Egddios
@welshie84
@jimbob1000
@VolatilePotato
@Kibblesummer
@Circlingthedrain
@Ilikeshrimp


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@VoloFataliDoce
@MysticPerception
 
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Jan 17, 2021
78
Because I read that people that kill themselves by taking Cyanide, which causes celular hipoxia, suffer a lot before they actually die.
Really? Because I watched the movie Downfall and it showed Mrs.Goebbels putting Cyanide capsules in each of her children's mouth, and each of them died peacefully within 2 seconds. Looked like the best method of suicide anyone could wish for. Was I lied to by a movie? :pfff:
 
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Shadowlord900

Seeker of Darkness
Sep 29, 2022
918
I wouldn't trust movies. I've been warned they make cyanide pills look painless and much quicker than they actually are.

I once read a article about a guy who was found guilty at a court and took a cyanide pill before they could take him away. It took about 2-5 minutes before passing away (can't remember the full details), and I don't think the security could do anything to save him because of how fast acting it was, but he was apparently in a lot of terrible pain for those last few minutes of his life.

Below wasn't the same article I've read before but it does have some the details on cyanide poisoning I remember from before:

 
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