
DefiedOdds
Member
- Nov 15, 2022
- 24
Failed attempts, I havn't messed around a crazy amount but this all started around a month and a Half ago. Mostly from crap information and being unintelligent from rushing myself and not spending the time researching on the methods I tried.
So far I have tried inert gas Helium as well as The Night Night method.
I've come to realize I'm clearly ready to CTB and have closed my eyes in hopes of not reopening them. But coming across SS I have come to accept that I am not ready in the resource department.
I want a painless and easy way to CTB hence the inert gas attempt which failed as I didnt have enough and the flow rate was wrong. Realizing after research that obtaining it where I live will be extremely difficult same as N I have backed away from this method. And then there's drowning, jumping, etc. all scare me too much. The anxiety of it all freaks me out. Even with the night night method the sound of the ratchet behind my ears gave me the shakes.
But I still did it and attempted to go dark.
The one method I hope to be able to try is SN but with the hype around it and the restrictions being placed on it. I'm unsure as to where to obtain SN while living in Canada. Is this still possible to obtain or is my hopes in CTB on this method lost?
So far I have tried inert gas Helium as well as The Night Night method.
I've come to realize I'm clearly ready to CTB and have closed my eyes in hopes of not reopening them. But coming across SS I have come to accept that I am not ready in the resource department.
I want a painless and easy way to CTB hence the inert gas attempt which failed as I didnt have enough and the flow rate was wrong. Realizing after research that obtaining it where I live will be extremely difficult same as N I have backed away from this method. And then there's drowning, jumping, etc. all scare me too much. The anxiety of it all freaks me out. Even with the night night method the sound of the ratchet behind my ears gave me the shakes.
But I still did it and attempted to go dark.
The one method I hope to be able to try is SN but with the hype around it and the restrictions being placed on it. I'm unsure as to where to obtain SN while living in Canada. Is this still possible to obtain or is my hopes in CTB on this method lost?