FRUSTRATED MIND

FRUSTRATED MIND

Student
Oct 2, 2023
172
No one in my family doesn't have any idea that I want to catch the bus soon. I know I'm having a sort of existential crisis and depression episodes. I don't seek help, I know that I want to die soon. I've been thinking about it for five years, I'm excited about life. Life is not interesting (having children, wife, support a family, pay bills,etc) I don't want it. Am I alone? Does anyone feel the same?
 
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ipmanwc0

ipmanwc0

I'll wait for you ❤️
Sep 15, 2023
456
I'm OK if he is I would definitely prefer a deity who is openly evil than one who puts on a facade of being good
 
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Suspect_Device

Student
Jul 10, 2022
136
It feels like everything Satan represents is right here right now. Ancient gods were all capricious shitheads, nothing matters.
 
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letmejoindeath

Kill me
Oct 15, 2023
198
No one in my family doesn't have any idea that I want to catch the bus soon. I know I'm having a sort of existential crisis and depression episodes. I don't seek help, I know that I want to die soon. I've been thinking about it for five years, I'm excited about life. Life is not interesting (having children, wife, support a family, pay bills,etc) I don't want it. Am I alone? Does anyone feel the same?
Im trying to ctb because I want all those things but I'm not in control of my life. Will never make enough for any decent woman to want me.

Families deserve the security no one will ever let me provide.
 
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Foreverix

Foreverix

Aeternum Vale
Sep 18, 2023
204
I certainly hope Satan is awaiting me after death. That way I can get the full scoop on how he fell from heaven, and compliment him for being the first example in the Bible of skepticism and critical thought.

animation domination satan GIF by gifnews
 
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MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,628
Can hell possibly be any worse than this shithole of an existence?
 
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ColdPhoenix

ColdPhoenix

Member
Oct 21, 2023
14
I think you'll be at rest for another eternity or so. If you think about it from a physical perspective, your consciousness is dissolved, and can't be created again unless the world itself gets recreated somehow.
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
3,083
I think Satan is coordinating a multitude of agents right now. There will be no time for afterlife torment.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
9,829
If Satan (Lucifer) is a fallen angel- punished by God for eternity, merely for having a different opinion, I feel kind of sorry for them. I reckon it would be kind of refreshing to sit down and have a bitch about God with someone who's known them a lot longer. Haven't you ever done that with people who can dish the dirt on a current or former boss? Hell of course sounds awful but honestly- heaven doesn't appeal either. When I'm dead, I really hope I'm done with any form of living.
 
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Manfrotto99

Specialist
Oct 10, 2023
307
Ending a life is a sin, it simply goes against human nature, therefore suicide is a sin and therefore in my opinion there is a possibility the devil will be waiting. But always know that God is great, that Gods power is immeasurable, that God loves us and forgives our sins if we confess and accept Christ as our saviour. That Christ did not die in vain but died so we may have eternal life with him in heaven. This is what I am most grateful for, even when I cannot find a single thing in my life. Sure we can get angry with God, we can blame God for our miserable existence and not answering our prayers, but we don't know the whole picture and this life is full of so much evil. If I take my life it's to be free of the evil in it, not to meet the devil and be even more enmeshed in it. So I give thanks to God and will continue to always do so. I won't let anyone take that from me even when im dead and buried, no matter what. It's just my take on it, that's all.
 
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Darkover

Angelic
Jul 29, 2021
4,720
Ending a life is a sin, it simply goes against human nature, therefore suicide is a sin and therefore in my opinion there is a possibility the devil will be waiting. But always know that God is great, that Gods power is immeasurable, that God loves us and forgives our sins if we confess and accept Christ as our saviour. That Christ did not die in vain but died so we may have eternal life with him in heaven. This is what I am most grateful for, even when I cannot find a single thing in my life. Sure we can get angry with God, we can blame God for our miserable existence and not answering our prayers, but we don't know the whole picture and this life is full of so much evil. If I take my life it's to be free of the evil in it, not to meet the devil and be even more enmeshed in it. So I give thanks to God and will continue to always do so. I won't let anyone take that from me, no matter what.
do you really accept that the bible was written by god and is true, especially without proof at all, it's pure nonsence the bible is demented writen by demented men It's almost as if The Bible was written by racist, sexist, homophobic, violent, sexually frustrated men, instead of a loving God. Weird
 
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KiraX

Member
Oct 20, 2023
59
I'm a bit of a sexually naughty minded person so my hope is if I see the devil, that I could offer up eternal services to be a succubus for him 🤣
 
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avaruus

avaruus

loser · gone very soon
Aug 17, 2022
560
I hope he is (for me), i think i could get along with that guy. Since he isn't the one who chose to put us through all this suffering, god did.
 
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KiraX

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Oct 20, 2023
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Ending a life is a sin, it simply goes against human nature, therefore suicide is a sin and therefore in my opinion there is a possibility the devil will be waiting. But always know that God is great, that Gods power is immeasurable, that God loves us and forgives our sins if we confess and accept Christ as our saviour. That Christ did not die in vain but died so we may have eternal life with him in heaven. This is what I am most grateful for, even when I cannot find a single thing in my life. Sure we can get angry with God, we can blame God for our miserable existence and not answering our prayers, but we don't know the whole picture and this life is full of so much evil. If I take my life it's to be free of the evil in it, not to meet the devil and be even more enmeshed in it. So I give thanks to God and will continue to always do so. I won't let anyone take that from me even when im dead and buried, no matter what. It's just my take on it, that's all.
If God was great I would be able to walk
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,878
I also just wish to eternally cease existing, having the ability to suffer in this pointless and meaningless existence will always be undesirable. There's nothing appealing about this process of slowly waiting around to die, suicide only feels rational to me as a way to prevent all future suffering and harms.

I don't believe in any God or afterlife, they are just concepts invented by humans unable to accept they are only destined for nothingness. I very strongly believe that consciousness is stored in the brain and once we lose consciousness that is it for us, we are gone.
 
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losing hope

Arcanist
Apr 27, 2022
451
I'm a bit of a sexually naughty minded person so my hope is if I see the devil, that I could offer up eternal services to be a succubus for him 🤣
If three isn't a crowd, I would also be game for that. Maybe we can even create our own little piece of "heaven" in hell?

They say..."mad in the head = bad in bed". Reckon the devil fits that description. :ahhha:
 
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KiraX

Member
Oct 20, 2023
59
If three isn't a crowd, I would also be game for that. Maybe we can even create our own little piece of "heaven" in hell?

They say..."mad in the head = bad in bed". Reckon the devil fits that description. :ahhha:
Hell ya!!! Even better if I get a pair of wings and horns lol fuck it even goat legs or something hahaha
 
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FRUSTRATED MIND

FRUSTRATED MIND

Student
Oct 2, 2023
172
Ending a life is a sin, it simply goes against human nature, therefore suicide is a sin and therefore in my opinion there is a possibility the devil will be waiting. But always know that God is great, that Gods power is immeasurable, that God loves us and forgives our sins if we confess and accept Christ as our saviour. That Christ did not die in vain but died so we may have eternal life with him in heaven. This is what I am most grateful for, even when I cannot find a single thing in my life. Sure we can get angry with God, we can blame God for our miserable existence and not answering our prayers, but we don't know the whole picture and this life is full of so much evil. If I take my life it's to be free of the evil in it, not to meet the devil and be even more enmeshed in it. So I give thanks to God and will continue to always do so. I won't let anyone take that from me even when im dead and buried, no matter what. It's just my take on it, that's all.
You're 💯 right my friend, I agree with your words.
 
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WAITING TO DIE

WAITING TO DIE

TORMENTED
Sep 30, 2023
1,539
I seriously doubt that satan exists because all of the abrahamic religion's are man - made nonsense.
Religion was created to instill fear into us to control us.
 
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FRUSTRATED MIND

FRUSTRATED MIND

Student
Oct 2, 2023
172
I seriously doubt that satan exists because all of the abrahamic religion's are man - made nonsense.
Religion was created to instill fear into us to control us.
Sometimes I think about it, I come from an evangelical family and they might condemn my attitude… anyway I don't give attention to what they, I decided what want for me!
 
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voyager

voyager

Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
965
No, organised religion to me is just a tool to control people in this world and not guide one to the next, if there was such a thing. Am agnostic, so not against faith per se, but I just can't imagine a real God being so viscious as humans made him out to be and if there is a Satan I'm sure he has far worse people lined up for punishment than some poor suicidal who just couldn't take it anymore.
 
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FRUSTRATED MIND

Student
Oct 2, 2023
172
No, organised religion to me is just a tool to control people in this world and not guide one to the next, if there even was such a thing. Am agnostic, so not against faith per se, but I just can't imagine a real God being so viscious as humans made him out to be and if there is a Satan I'm sure he has far worse people lined up for punishment than some poor suicidal who just couldn't take it anymore.
Sometimes I feel the same as you, nothing good happens in my life, this is the reason I'm losing faith to live this lonely hopeless life.
 
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voyager

voyager

Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
965
Sometimes I feel the same as you, nothing good happens in my life, this is the I'm losing faith to live this lonely hopeless life.
Yea, know what you mean. I think that's one's delusions slowly being dismantled. The universe can sometimes let off, but this then leads to everything seeming meaningless. What's the point in suffering and punishment if there is no redemption? It's why I detest hell and heaven. Why even bother if one is damned for all eternity.
 
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FRUSTRATED MIND

FRUSTRATED MIND

Student
Oct 2, 2023
172
Yea, know what you mean. I think that's one's delusions slowly being dismantled. The universe can sometimes let off, but this then leads to everything seeming meaningless. What's the point in suffering and punishment if there is no redemption? It's why I detest hell and heaven. Why even bother if one is damned for all eternity.
I'm sick and tired of living repetitive days. I'm envy of others in my family they're building their future while I'm stopped in time.
 
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