Ending a life is a sin, it simply goes against human nature, therefore suicide is a sin and therefore in my opinion there is a possibility the devil will be waiting. But always know that God is great, that Gods power is immeasurable, that God loves us and forgives our sins if we confess and accept Christ as our saviour. That Christ did not die in vain but died so we may have eternal life with him in heaven. This is what I am most grateful for, even when I cannot find a single thing in my life. Sure we can get angry with God, we can blame God for our miserable existence and not answering our prayers, but we don't know the whole picture and this life is full of so much evil. If I take my life it's to be free of the evil in it, not to meet the devil and be even more enmeshed in it. So I give thanks to God and will continue to always do so. I won't let anyone take that from me even when im dead and buried, no matter what. It's just my take on it, that's all.