Help is running away the same as suicide?

[manasa]

i have already tried overdosing myself but i have failed and i am traumatised by it

i am a final year cs engineering student in bengaluru,India and all i have done in the past three years is to rot in my room and waste time watching shit on my mobile

now i am a 100% sure i will not be placed or get a job and continue to be a load on my parents.but this is not the reason for me thoughts of suicide the real reason is i am all alone in this, feeling very lonely with no friends. i am unable to process the things going on with me

i am unable to commit to end myself so is running away from everything after the things my parents have sacrificed to get me here same as suicide

 

[Forever Sleep]

To them, it might feel like it but for you- it would be the start of a new life- for better or worse.

 

[dearlydeparted44]

No.

 

[charlavail]

no, people will try to find you. it's incredibly hard these days to just runaway, especially with digital footprint, tracking, atms, phone signals, cctv. plus, there is truth in the saying "wherever you go, there you are"

 

[Isac7385]

No

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

I think you're being unnecessarily hard on yourself. I'm not so sure your parents (or anyone else for that matter) are judging you as harshly as you're judging yourself. If there is any chance for any kind of a better life anywhere, what can it hurt to try?

 

[PanaxMan]

i have already tried overdosing myself but i have failed and i am traumatised by it

i am a final year cs engineering student in bengaluru,India and all i have done in the past three years is to rot in my room and waste time watching shit on my mobile

now i am a 100% sure i will not be placed or get a job and continue to be a load on my parents.but this is not the reason for me thoughts of suicide the real reason is i am all alone in this, feeling very lonely with no friends. i am unable to process the things going on with me

i am unable to commit to end myself so is running away from everything after the things my parents have sacrificed to get me here same as suicide

Pretty much wether you live in the 3rd world or the 1st world.