Help Is Partial easier with alcohol? I'm probably going to CTB in a few hours

[bFre3]

Edit: Kept on waking up. Filmed myself to see what was going on. After I pass out, my body spasms, and in this moment, I'm guessing some blood flows back, so I manage to push myself up again. (Seeing myself flop like a fish was a bit scary).
Any advice on this? Thank you.

Going today. Hopefully.

Does alcohol decrease SI? I'm not a big drinker, but I have some beer.

 

[dalemar]

Going today. Hopefully.

Does alcohol decrease SI? I'm not a big drinker, but I have some beer.

As far as I have heard, alcohol can help a bit with SI, yes.
Whatever you decide, I hope you are able to be in peace and to fulfill your will! I wish you all the best!

 

[canoekit]

I've seen different takes from here and outside of this website. Generally speaking, alcohol (and other substances) can impair your judgement/physical state, lower inhibition, increase impulsivity and slow down reaction times. Additionally, speaking from my personal experience, it can also increase pain threshold. Although all these don't explicitly mean that SI decreases, I'd imagine they all affect it. It mostly depends on your tolerance and experience with alcohol.
I hope this has been helpful, take care of yourself, and I hope you find peace.

 

[bFre3]

This may or may not be my final message, depending on how much SI manages to stop me (Knowing my past attempts I reckon there's a good chance I could be back lol)

This community really had been a large part in me surviving until now, which seems a bit hypocritical and paradoxical, but is true.
Maybe it was the knowledge that there's others like me? The knowledge that I could choose when to leave?

I really do wish the best for you all. May you find peace, to make decisions that lead to no regrets, whatever it may be.
I hope the world and everyone around us understand us a bit better. I hope the future holds something better for people like us.
Love you all

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

I'm looking for that final push through SI to hang. I've lost everything, I've lost my soul. I don't want to work, I don't want to show my face to anyone, I'm too ashamed to live. Thinking FSH to be sure.

 

[dewdfish]

Yes. Alcohol decreases your SI. I've had many attempts where I was drunk/high. Unfortunately they were impulsive choices so didn't work as desired, but it does help.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I hope you find peace.

 

[darksouls]

good luck,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering

 

[bFre3]

HOW TF DOES SI WORK WHEN YOURE UNCONCIOUS???

I literally fell unconscious and the next thing I know I'm on my knees, heart pumping????

screw everything

 

[bFre3]

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[woofwag]

HOW TF DOES SI WORK WHEN YOURE UNCONCIOUS???

I literally fell unconscious and the next thing I know I'm on my knees, heart pumping????

screw everything

Our bodies have weird ways of protecting us. And at the same time, being surprisingly fragile. I'm sorry you had to wake up like that.