Venting Is it worth it if there is little hope left?

[XdragonsoulX]

Is it worth it to help myself out of a rock bottom mentality if outside my current life situation I have no care left for sticking around, when even if I help myself out there is still the chance of losing everything…?

If I can fix myself he could still leave… but if I fix myself maybe he will trust me again… but he is looking for a way out.. is it too late? Am I too late to save what I have left? When will the spiral end?

 

[GoSan1]

As long as hope is alive, there is always a chance.