Yeah, a messy room will be nothing, the heartache of loss will be all that matters to them
I assure you, your parents will not care about your dirty room. They'll be devastated from losing you. Your room won't matter to them, because their world will never be the same without you in it. I'm sorry you're depressed and not feeling great right now. :( *Hugs*
Yeah, obviously they won't
care about his messy room. They'll be too busy being devastated ofc.
But they're still gonna have to be the ones to clean it...
having to clean out your dead child's room would fucking suck. that would be fucking horrible. So if we're gonna put them through that experience, let's try and make it as quick and easy (as painless) as possible for them.
@byebyebyebyebye go clean your room right now.
I get that it's fucking hard. Sometimes it is fucking impossible. But is it impossible right now, or is it just really fucking hard?
You asked:
so should I give up anyways?
and the answer is: obviously not.
Obviously leaving a clean room is
better than leaving a messy room. So strive for what is
better. Try and be
better...
Clean your room. you don't even
have to do it for yourself (a clean room will help you). in this case, you can literally just do it for your parents.