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I doubt it but there is a minute chance if you are very heavy.
 
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if you don't follow the regime exactly, yeah. If you drink 1 liter of water for example. yeah i survived like that
 
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if you don't follow the regime exactly, yeah. If you drink 1 liter of water for example. yeah i survived like that
Really?! Was it beyond the recommended dosage and a liter of water? What was your experience?
 
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Really?! Was it beyond the recommended dosage and a liter of water? What was your experience?
It was not a liter of water but i drank way too much water. I was already experiencing the SN poisoning effects (dizzyness) but then I drank a lot of water and the effects faded away. That's why it is important to only use 50ml or just as little as possible.

And I already had too much water with my SN and then drank afterwards too.

So yeah, I was about to pass out bc of the dizzyness but the effects faded bc of too much water
 
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It was not a liter of water but i drank way too much water. I was already experiencing the SN poisoning effects (dizzyness) but then I drank a lot of water and the effects faded away. That's why it is important to only use 50ml or just as little as possible.

And I already had too much water with my SN and then drank afterwards too.

So yeah, I was about to pass out bc of the dizzyness but the effects faded bc of too much water
Thank you. Did you vomit or sorry for the word, pee it out? Else the water might have diluted the SN in your system that it lessened its concentration to ineffectivity.
 
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Thank you. Did you vomit or sorry for the word, pee it out? Else the water might have diluted the SN in your system that it lessened its concentration to ineffectivity.
I didn't vomit. Idk about peeing lol.

But I can say that the effects were really pleasent and I was about to lose consciousness without any pain or anything like that. It was really really peaceful and I am currently waiting for my new SN to arrive so that I can go that route again.
 
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I didn't vomit. Idk about peeing lol.

But I can say that the effects were really pleasent and I was about to lose consciousness without any pain or anything like that. It was really really peaceful and I am currently waiting for my new SN to arrive so that I can go that route again.
Thanks. <3 ill take note of that. Can you describe in detail how pleasant it was and what happened entirely? Im curious because I have mine prepared already. :))
 
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Thanks. <3 ill take note of that. Can you describe in detail how pleasant it was and what happened entirely? Im curious because I have mine prepared already. :))
Well, the thing is I used oxycodon as painkiller, so I was also feeling slightly euphoric.

My regime was:

-60mins: 20mg Oxy

-45mins: 3mg Xanax

-30mins: 20mg Oxy, Some random antacid.

-15mins: 3mg Xanax

-0mins: 25gm SN (but had too much water with it)

I'm on antipsychotics so didn't have to use meto. The xanax are just to make me less anxious but not necessary.
A normal pain killer would be enough.

A few minutes after drinking the SN (which didn't taste that bad but that was probably because I drank it with too much water) I was feeling dizzy and about to pass out. Then I drank a lot of water and the effects faded away and that's it pretty much.

The main reason for it being very pleasent for me was prob because I was on oxy and xanax and that shit makes you feel good af.

This regime is perfect for me btw. It could be bad for others without a benzo tolerance for example.
 
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Well, the thing is I used oxycodon as painkiller, so I was also feeling slightly euphoric.

My regime was:

-60mins: 20mg Oxy

-45mins: 3mg Xanax

-30mins: 20mg Oxy, Some random antacid.

-15mins: 3mg Xanax

-0mins: 25gm SN (but had too much water with it)

I'm on antipsychotics so didn't have to use meto. The xanax are just to make me less anxious but not necessary.
A normal pain killer would be enough.

A few minutes after drinking the SN (which didn't taste that bad but that was probably because I drank it with too much water) I was feeling dizzy and about to pass out. Then I drank a lot of water and the effects faded away and that's it pretty much.
Thanks a lot. This will really help everyone here including OP. so there should really be only less amounts of water else SN will be diluted. Water helps the lungs to be hydrated afterall thus help in the oxygen levels. I am surprised you didnt vomit with the amounts of water you drank but I think thats because the SN has become so diluted with the water that your body didnt think of it as poison already.

Edit: Btw, the taste was bearable? I am planning to down a kiddie chocolate drink to help with the aftertaste. I say kiddie because its so small not too big to make me full that it might make me vomit and just small enough to drink a few sips to mask the saltiness.
 
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if you don't follow the regime exactly, yeah. If you drink 1 liter of water for example. yeah i survived like that

if you don't follow the regime exactly, yeah. If you drink 1 liter of water for example. yeah i survived like that
Just curious to know how all of this unraveled for you? Did you call for help or did someone else find you and do it? Did you spend any time in the hospital or did you recover on your own? Any lasting effects or damage?
 
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Just curious to know how all of this unraveled for you? Did you call for help or did someone else find you and do it? Did you spend any time in the hospital or did you recover on your own? Any lasting effects or damage?
No lasting effects or damage. I pretty much just washed all the SN down with a lot of water.

That's also why you need to fast beforehand and don't drink water until 2 hours before. Or just a little bit if you really need to.
 
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Well, the thing is I used oxycodon as painkiller, so I was also feeling slightly euphoric.

My regime was:

-60mins: 20mg Oxy

-45mins: 3mg Xanax

-30mins: 20mg Oxy, Some random antacid.

-15mins: 3mg Xanax

-0mins: 25gm SN (but had too much water with it)

I'm on antipsychotics so didn't have to use meto. The xanax are just to make me less anxious but not necessary.
A normal pain killer would be enough.

A few minutes after drinking the SN (which didn't taste that bad but that was probably because I drank it with too much water) I was feeling dizzy and about to pass out. Then I drank a lot of water and the effects faded away and that's it pretty much.

The main reason for it being very pleasent for me was prob because I was on oxy and xanax and that shit makes you feel good af.

This regime is perfect for me btw. It could be bad for others without a benzo tolerance for example.
Last question regarding the meds used. Is oxycodone OTC? I want to feel euphoric too but all I have here is paracetamol for painkiller. As for xanax, I believe that is for prescription only. Still looking for an OTC equivalent to rapid heartbeat.
 
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Last question regarding the meds used. Is oxycodone OTC? I want to feel euphoric too but all I have here is paracetamol for painkiller. As for xanax, I believe that is for prescription only. Still looking for an OTC equivalent to rapid heartbeat.
Xanax and Oxys are not OTC sadly.
Still looking for an OTC equivalent to rapid heartbeat.
There might be some but idk sry. I usually just use my benzos as they are the best.
 
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Xanax and Oxys are not OTC sadly.

There might be some but idk sry. I usually just use my benzos as they are the best.
Thank you so much for your honest replies. Lots of hugs to you <3
 
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Well, the thing is I used oxycodon as painkiller, so I was also feeling slightly euphoric.

My regime was:

-60mins: 20mg Oxy

-45mins: 3mg Xanax

-30mins: 20mg Oxy, Some random antacid.

-15mins: 3mg Xanax

-0mins: 25gm SN (but had too much water with it)

I'm on antipsychotics so didn't have to use meto. The xanax are just to make me less anxious but not necessary.
A normal pain killer would be enough.

A few minutes after drinking the SN (which didn't taste that bad but that was probably because I drank it with too much water) I was feeling dizzy and about to pass out. Then I drank a lot of water and the effects faded away and that's it pretty much.

The main reason for it being very pleasent for me was prob because I was on oxy and xanax and that shit makes you feel good af.

This regime is perfect for me btw. It could be bad for others without a benzo tolerance for example.
is there any doubt about the purity of your sn?
 
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is there any doubt about the purity of your sn?
Nope I also made a blood test. And the poisoning effects were just as stated. I'm 100% certain my SN was at least 95%+ pure.

And I bought it from the same source were some other members successfully ctb't with.
 
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Nope I also made a blood test. And the poisoning effects were just as stated. I'm 100% certain my SN was at least 95%+ pure.
i'm sorry for asking questions. it should have been so traumatizing to thinking you're dying but nothing happens.
i'm just trying to make a sense to what happened in my mind. because i didn't think drinking water after the sn could really make it not work at all.
can i ask if you were blue in some part of your body or you experienced just dizziness?
 
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i'm sorry for asking questions. it should have been so traumatizing to thinking you're dying but nothing happens.
i'm just trying to make a sense to what happened in my mind. because i didn't think drinking water after the sn could really make it not work at all.
can i ask if you were blue in some part of your body or you experienced just dizziness?
I don't remember if I have been blue... sorry... It kinda makes sense, that's why it clearly says in Stans guide to use 50ml or as little as possible.

It wasn't traumatizing at all haha dw. I was high af on the oxy and xanax lol.
 
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I don't remember if I have been blue... sorry... It kinda makes sense, that's why it clearly says in Stans guide to use 50ml or as little as possible.

It wasn't traumatizing at all haha dw. I was high af on the oxy and xanax lol.
thank you so much for being helpful in explaning your experience. it will help many.
i was gonna follow the sn guide carefully anyway. i just wanted to learn more so no one will do the same mistakes.
 
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I didn't vomit. Idk about peeing lol.

But I can say that the effects were really pleasent and I was about to lose consciousness without any pain or anything like that. It was really really peaceful and I am currently waiting for my new SN to arrive so that I can go that route again.
omg as i suspected SN is the one!

SN ....
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