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outandabout

Member
Jun 3, 2026
7
I don't know where to start

So I live with family in the Philippines. Is there a way to procure this without them finding out? Any site or supplier? I don't want to die by partial hanging or other methods because I don't want to be found in a traumatizing way. I'm hoping they find me looking semi-peaceful after a drug-induced protocol

How do I find suppliers for benzodiazepines, SN, etc.?
 
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adamantc

Student
Mar 29, 2026
162
I don't know where to start

So I live with family in the Philippines. Is there a way to procure this without them finding out? Any site or supplier? I don't want to die by partial hanging or other methods because I don't want to be found in a traumatizing way. I'm hoping they find me looking semi-peaceful after a drug-induced protocol

How do I find suppliers for benzodiazepines, SN, etc.?
It's arguably easier for you in some ways, as the Philippines impose less strict import guidelines.
 
p.punk!

p.punk!

may you never forget me • he/him
Aug 5, 2026
17
im also from the ph, ncr. and also looking SN. let me know if you found some.
 
evrlastingsea

evrlastingsea

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Aug 2, 2026
48
i dont live in Philippines, but i live in ina. at least here, SN is kinda easy to get as long as you can test the purity of it. I tried two links and it all has enough purity thingy to ctb. as for benzos, it's a bit harder, actually? at least here and in my experience. unless you go to the psychiatrist and can somehow ask them to prescribe you one. that's what i did at least. I can just use t0k*pdia (a marketplace similar to sh*#pee) and look for a chemical store that sells them, so maybe you can check those sites too? it's usually hidden in plain sight. but again, i am not from there so i might be wrong.
 
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