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abirbul60024

abirbul60024

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Feb 17, 2024
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After many "right" attempts, I decided to try to do everything as wrong as possible and I think I found the point. I start to feel the weakening of my limbs, I start to tremor and convulsions (I move like a snake and can not control it) there is a lot of nonsense in my head like I start to fall asleep, weird euphoria.I tried 40 seconds (got up because of SI) did not lose consciousness, but when I took off the loop this state lasted a few seconds after.
Is this it?
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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Seems about right. Those are some of the reported symptoms right before unconsciousness, but the 40 seconds could mean some blood was still able to pass through to your brain? Maybe that is why you didn't pass out, not enough pressure or noose not tight enough.
 
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