SettingYourself
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- Oct 23, 2023
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(The story is long and it's only vent/asking for advice) I am in college (20 years old now) and I have a gay best friend (this is important to the story), I myself am a lesbian and when we started hanging out we both knew about each other sexualities. We were so good together, like siblings. We always bursted out laughing no matter what we were talking about. It lasted for 2 months. I finally had a friend after long 20 years of loneliness. But he lately is acting very cold towards me, passiv-agressive and he often ignores me and my messages. When it's morning and I'm waiting for him, he passes me like nothing happened. It hurts me so much but no matter what he does I always forgive him, because sometimes he talks to me normally and it's enough to get me delusional. Out mutual friend and twin sister absolutely hate him for this. Not to mention his personality, he is egoistic, arrogant and probably sees me as his toy, since my friend and sister are done with his shit. My friend, let's call him Kyle for the sake of story, he told me that (let's call him david) David was talking A LOT of shit behind my back. I am so stressed because I don't know what the fuck is going on. My therapist, mom, sister, friend. All fucking hate him, but I love (not romantically) him so much and I can't live without him. My therapist and friends and family say that I have shtokholm syndrome or some shit, but I think it's not real. I talked to him today about all of this but he just said that I am dramatic. He always says something hurtful and they sugarcoats his words so I will forget about it. I feel like all of this is my fault but at the same time he is kinda manipulative. Idk honestly.
