Help Is it common to regret the decision to CTB?

[dogemn]

Is it common for people to regret an attempt after they've already started it and can't reverse it?

 

[SASU-KE]

If I had to guess, I would say yes. Unless it's a quick method where you don't have time to regret your decision. I would say survival instinct bubbling up to the surface would make you regret it too.

 

[Aknu132]

i think it depends on the method, but i think it's common. You can use some benzos to help with this, or alcohol too, depending on the method.

 

[dogemn]

i think it depends on the method, but i think it's common. You can use some benzos to help with this, or alcohol too, depending on the method.

I was thinking of taking 20mg xanax on my SN attempt.

 

[Aknu132]

I was thinking of taking 20mg xanax on my SN attempt.

i think the best is to take the maximum possible that doesn't make you lose consciousness, enough for just to remove the SI to do CTB.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd never regret being at true peace from all future dreadful suffering in this existence that is just waiting to die anyway, to be burdened with this terrible, torturous existence for decades longer just to face the agony of old age will always be an abomination to me. This existence should just never be imposed and for me it'll always be a mistake to suffer in this existence, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, there are no disadvantages to the peace of non-existence yet no limit as to how much one can be tortured as long as they exist.

 

[dogemn]

i think the best is to take the maximum possible that doesn't make you lose consciousness, enough for just to remove the SI to do CTB.

But wouldn't you want to lose consciousness shortly after drinking the SN so that you're not conscious during the process?

 

[Aknu132]

But wouldn't you want to lose consciousness shortly after drinking the SN so that you're not conscious during the process?

The problem is the higher chances of vomiting, but i don't really know if it is better to take enough to remove SI or take a lot after drinking SN, you will need to do your research on that.