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AJC
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- Sep 29, 2020
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I've decided that I'm going to finally go through with it. I haven't attempted since 2016 and after failing that time and spending over 70 days in a mental hospital I really don't want to fuck it up again. I also don't want to leave a body behind so I think maybe it might be worthwhile to sail out onto the ocean and shoot myself into the water. I already decided on a gun. I live in SC so it's not hard to get one. A 12 gauge with a 00 Buckshot to the brain stem should be way more than enough to guarantee I don't survive (which should make it even more apparent why I don't want to leave a body). My only problem is, idk how to go about getting onto the ocean. I thought about buying one of those intex inflatable rafts, the like $200 ones and using that but I don't know a lot about boating so I'm not sure of that would even work. I live in Myrtle Beach if that information matters too