WinterFaust

WinterFaust

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Apr 13, 2020
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I'm in bed (as always) but I'm up! Just ordered some food and browsing.
 
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WinterFaust

WinterFaust

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Apr 13, 2020
412
Ay... 04.47 here to. Late night gang.
Just doodling some comisions on my sketchpad to pass the time.
(see attached). Will prolly end up dumpstering them and starting over.
Those are so gorgeous!!! So much talent
 
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KleinerWolf

KleinerWolf

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Apr 30, 2020
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I agree. I cut down a few mnths ago. Went from a pack a day to about five now. Nothing like a ciggie with a coffee, even at night. Coffee doesnt affect my sleep.
Things good in moderation. They are way too expensive nowadays anyway.
 
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Mgl91

Mgl91

Nothing is real
Feb 16, 2020
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Do you like the snow or the sun
snow and night. I am a kind of vampire, I worked locked up for a long time in the day and lived at night xD
 
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sadstuffie

sadstuffie

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Aug 11, 2020
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yep. night time is relaxing for me, but also hauntingly sad. Makes me scared of tomorrow & how I'm a waste of space.
 
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Serenity

Serenity

Another Broken Spirit.
Feb 8, 2020
79
Actually at my desk right now, but I spent the vast majority of my time in bed. I just feel safer and more comfortable there.
 
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Mgl91

Mgl91

Nothing is real
Feb 16, 2020
193
yep. night time is relaxing for me, but also hauntingly sad. Makes me scared of tomorrow & how I'm a waste of space.
if the bad thing about the night is thinking a lot. but lately I get worse sleep I am having very depressing dreams and the worst thing I wake up remembering what I dream
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

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Dec 1, 2019
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yep. night time is relaxing for me, but also hauntingly sad. Makes me scared of tomorrow & how I'm a waste of space.
I feel you here. I like the quietness of it but as soon as I fall asleep and wake up again I get this crushing feeling in my chest when I realise I'm still alive and haven't died in my sleep.
 
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WinterFaust

WinterFaust

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Apr 13, 2020
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yep. night time is relaxing for me, but also hauntingly sad. Makes me scared of tomorrow & how I'm a waste of space.

This is incredibly relatable. I've always felt so much more comfortable at night. It's so peaceful and I like the feeling of being the only one in the world. But the feeling of being the only one in the world is also frightening and lonely especially when all I have is my thoughts to keep me company.
 
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Mgl91

Mgl91

Nothing is real
Feb 16, 2020
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So funny, but the first time I saw this pic I just noticed the snow, now im seeing the ciggie ha ha. Bet its cold having that outside?

I am very cold tolerant. I was smoking in a shirt xD
 
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StellaArtoix

StellaArtoix

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Jul 25, 2020
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OMG, couldnt do that myself. Your alot braver than me.
 
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Adamsnolife

Adamsnolife

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May 5, 2020
394
Yes . Still in bed here. What else is there to do really. 08:23 on a Sunday UK morning.

Woke up peacefully but I wish for the perfect peace to come. Depressing when I wake up that I have to eventually do things when being dead you don't ever have to wake up again
 
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