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Spitfire
Enlightened
- Apr 26, 2020
- 1,273
You are not stupid. I can tell and you might not know it?You remind me of what I did, last year I tried to use charcoal after hanging failed. I locked myself in a apartment room. I didn't research about charcoal suicide that time and I didn't know people usually used *smokeless* charcoal. I bought a normal charcoal and then started to burn it in my room. I sealed the door, window and try to sleep. It was hard because the smoke is covering the whole room and no where to go out. The room turned really hot and I'm basically suffocating, forcing myself to sleep. And guess what,I actually did manage to fall asleep and wake up after an hour. I didn't die, I started to feel headache and I can't withstand anymore. I tear the tape away that sealed the gaps of the door and ran out. Opening all window. At the moment, I can't even walk. It's like everytime I took a step, the world starts spinning and I feel like vomiting. That is the time I realise how stupid am I, never research before I take action to suicide. Now among those suicide method, using charcoal is never my option ANYMORE.