steppingoff
Experienced
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FuneralCry
She wished that she never existed...
- Sep 24, 2020
- 34,456
Would be relieving if it is, it would be a relief for me if I had the means to reliably free myself from the hellish, futile imposition that is existence. But sadly that's just not the reality in this world where suicide is cruelly made so inaccessible, it truly would be beautiful to fall asleep eternally, I find beauty in how ceasing to exist prevents unnecessary suffering.
INTJme
Epeolatrist
- Mar 22, 2024
- 336
ctbcat
Yes, the everlasting contrast.
- Jul 14, 2023
- 183
... i didn't know it was a common month. interesting.
hopefully. the reason i've extended it to april is out of sentimentality, for me. certain person died in april. i think it would be nice to go out on a day close to that. like i said, only sentimentality - they never knew me, and it's not like it really has meaning. i was meant to die in february but i pussied out of buying rope
hopefully. the reason i've extended it to april is out of sentimentality, for me. certain person died in april. i think it would be nice to go out on a day close to that. like i said, only sentimentality - they never knew me, and it's not like it really has meaning. i was meant to die in february but i pussied out of buying rope
Yeah, they've done studies and found suicide rates increase in the spring so April is quite the popular month to ctb.
I have a trip planned first week of May and I actually want to go on it so I'm waiting.
I have a trip planned first week of May and I actually want to go on it so I'm waiting.
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T.S. Elliot said in a poem that April was the cruelest month. I was born in April. Guess he was right.
Illegal Preclear
Skull Skylight Installation Specialist.
- Sep 6, 2022
- 120
April is great month for death! Anniversary of the sinking of the Titanic, Oklahoma City Bombing, Waco Siege, Columbine and much more! Choose April as your CTB month and you'll be in good company with many who escaped this Prison Planet via CTB or not. Also April is the 4th month - the number 4 is regarded in China and Japan as representative of Death.
I got a high quality rope, tied my first slipknot today, put it over my head and squeezed - it felt absolutely wild and I still feel woozy from it. I'm actually taking steps to do this and I can see myself going through with full suspension. April might actually be my month!
I got a high quality rope, tied my first slipknot today, put it over my head and squeezed - it felt absolutely wild and I still feel woozy from it. I'm actually taking steps to do this and I can see myself going through with full suspension. April might actually be my month!
rottenflesh
Member
- Jan 8, 2024
- 61
woah this actually scared me because im ctbing in the second week of april and i have a feeling this time it will work
wiinterfrost
it only gets worse..
- Oct 8, 2023
- 116
huh, so i did a quick scan of a few websites and apparently springtime is more common for suicide.
theories included:
-people (proven in people who are bipolar) tend to be more manic when spring arrives, resulting in destructive behaviour
-as more people connect as it gets warmer, those who are still depressed feel left behind and sad
-allergies?
fascinating.
theories included:
-people (proven in people who are bipolar) tend to be more manic when spring arrives, resulting in destructive behaviour
-as more people connect as it gets warmer, those who are still depressed feel left behind and sad
-allergies?
fascinating.
sserafim
they say it’s darkest of all before the dawn
- Sep 13, 2023
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steppingoff
Experienced
- Jan 18, 2024
- 201
I am inclined to think the same. In some ways, don't pick a month let a month choose you.
It's definitely a month think that bare feet should be dangling below you as you sway in the gentle Spring breeze.
My choice is to hang as well. You reminded me how that first noose around my neck - it felt like a step in the direction of liberation from life.
Good luck to you - and may you find what you need
It's a Contrast Between Expectations and Reality. we look for new flowers to blossom but we just end up with life
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Illegal Preclear
Skull Skylight Installation Specialist.
- Sep 6, 2022
- 120
It absolutely felt like a step in the right direction, and certainly liberating. Having the rope around my neck and pressing against my arteries finally made it feel REAL. Like I'm finally ready to go through with this and jailbreak the hell off this Prison Planet.
Fausse
New Member
- Mar 25, 2024
- 3
theboy
Visionary
- Jul 15, 2022
- 2,854
druggedonsurvival
Student
- Feb 8, 2024
- 194
Tentatively planning for May but it's not set in stone. I will only do it when/if the moment comes that I feel ready. Maybe that moment will never come, or maybe it will come next month, but I'm self-aware enough to know that I cannot do it and it isn't worth trying if I don't feel ready. Still, I will take the time to practice and prepare so everything will be in place if that moment comes.
