Discussion is anything stopping you from ctb?

[coldkittypaws]

suicide (to me at least) honestly feels like such a reliving way to go for the most part because you get to normally choose how you want to go & when instead of your life being unexpectedly or forcefully taken from you.

but i get anxious at the thought of death (although i know ill have to die one day) because we don't know what happens.

i believe in God but my relationship with him— not so good unfortunately & of course since im a human i struggle heavily with it but this isn't a religious post so yeah enough of that.
but regardless i rely on faith & prayers that God is real & i dont mind this because i don't necessarily need proof BUT since there obviously isn't proof in a sense, we still don't know what happens after death.

thats really the only thing holding me back.
oh and a plan too lol i have no plan.

 

[FoxSauce]

Fam. Dad ,sisters and freinds

Thats it and try to give a chance before I go or If or impulsively.


I'm a coward and afraid of death. Well wbat comes after.

 

[thrim]

Mostly fear and I tend to want to do so much before going through with anything that I end up getting too tired/sleepy to even want to keep on and just sleep it off and procrastinate T_T however I've concluded that it's just a sorry excuse I've made for myself,,,
It's also the fear of failing. Recovery sounds like hell if I were resilient enough to survive!!! I also don't want to leave my cats behind just yet (；′⌒`)

 

[coldkittypaws]

Fam. Dad ,sisters and freinds

Thats it and try to give a chance before I go or If or impulsively.


I'm a coward and afraid of death. Well wbat comes after.

me too me too

Mostly fear and I tend to want to do so much before going through with anything that I end up getting too tired/sleepy to even want to keep on and just sleep it off and procrastinate T_T however I've concluded that it's just a sorry excuse I've made for myself,,,
It's also the fear of failing. Recovery sounds like hell if I were resilient enough to survive!!! I also don't want to leave my cats behind just yet (；′⌒`)

& thats okay because theres really no rush when it comes to committing. for most people its kind of a big deal because planning, time and date, area, if ur gonna be found or not things like that.
and.. CATSSS :3

 

[vyvanceandvodka]

i'm a coward but my hard deadline is 2027. if i can't graduate college at 27 then i give up on life.