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nightdriveecstasy

nightdriveecstasy

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Feb 9, 2026
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I'm a small asian girl, maybe around 5'3 and 45-47kg. Im pretty sensitive to hard liquor (like vodka) and since alcohol is a poison in itself, i want to die by alcohol poisoning. Ive read that if im able to down vodka fast enough, it can shoot my BAC high enough to be fatal, but so far its been really hard to achieve as the taste of vodka is not the nicest.

Is anyone out there trying this method as well, and does anyone know a perfect dose / timing to achieve this?
 
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Apr 27, 2026
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Probably hard to pull since bodies will force them out by throwing up.
You can however starve and dehydrated yourself before drinking, and mixed it with caffeine so you can last a bit longer. Chug fast and this probably are better done with like 70% alcohol rather than alcohol in drinks.
 
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crybarr

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Apr 20, 2026
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I'm strongly considering an alcohol enema, coupled with hypothermia and/or drowning. I've known plenty of people who've boofed alcohol, it's a quick way to injest a lot of alcohol with less of a chance of vomiting. Seems nasty though and I've never boofed anything, so I'll have to practice with water.

It's still an idea in progress. I want to have all the details sorted out before actually attempting, that way I can be more likely to succeed. But yeah, I'm thinking to probably take some pepto beforehand to reduce nausea, maybe immodium too to reduce diarrhea, then drink as much as I can beforehand (a cocktail of bourbon, vodka, and an energy drink, just cuz I like the taste and buzz), then an enema of straight everclear.

Like the previous commenter said, abstaining from food for a good twenty four hours would be a good idea. Water can be a little trickier to try avoiding for so long, but if ypu practice enough self-restraint, I'm sure it's possible. I've definitely been able to pull off a fast for over twenty-four hours before (the extreme depression and ED probably helped, lol). Maybe even do a colon cleanse the day before? Like taking a laxative to clear your body out even more.

Those are just some ideas, again, I'm still working out the process myself.
 
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bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
595
This method will be slow and painful. Excruciatingly painful. I understand being desperate and having lack of more comfortable methods but I think you should really think this through and try to search for less painful methods. There is a whole thread somewhere here dedicated to explaining different types of methods. I hope you can find your peace with whatever you do. ❤️
 
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VegasLyra

VegasLyra

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Jan 16, 2021
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This method will be slow and painful. Excruciatingly painful. I understand being desperate and having lack of more comfortable methods but I think you should really think this through and try to search for less painful methods. There is a whole thread somewhere here dedicated to explaining different types of methods. I hope you can find your peace with whatever you do. ❤️
(not encouraging OP to go through with this method as I don't know nearly enough about it) Would it really be painful? I'm under the impression that the person would be unconscious as alcohol is a CNS depressant. As in blacked out
 
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bl33ding_heart

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Jun 24, 2025
595
(not encouraging OP to go through with this method as I don't know nearly enough about it) Would it really be painful? I'm under the impression that the person would be unconscious as alcohol is a CNS depressant. As in blacked out
That is possible but it's unlikely you'll die instantly upon blacking out. Alcohol poisoning can be a long and painful process that lasts hours and induces vomiting, severe pain, seizures and possibly heart attacks. The reason it usually lasts so long is because you would throw up continuously. And that would get some of the alcohol out of your system.
 
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nightdriveecstasy

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Feb 9, 2026
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Thanks for your input. What would be your method of choice? Is SN just really the only option left?
That is possible but it's unlikely you'll die instantly upon blacking out. Alcohol poisoning can be a long and painful process that lasts hours and induces vomiting, severe pain, seizures and possibly heart attacks. The reason it usually lasts so long is because you would throw up continuously. And that would get some of the alcohol out of your system.
 
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Sparkly rainbow

Broken person
Nov 28, 2025
11
When I was 18 (2 years ago), I started drinking alcohol to get used to the acidic taste vodka. I tried to CTB by taking anti nausea pills and sleeping pills dissolved in the vodka until the vodka could not dissolve anymore due to the excessively high concentration. However, when I got to half of the bottle, my hands were shaking and it felt like my throat was closing in. My stomach and throat felt like it was on fire. My body physically stopped me from putting the bottle in my mouth to drink. I ended up vomiting and then getting a hangover when I woke up.
 
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FrustratedMTFtrans

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Apr 17, 2026
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I'm strongly considering an alcohol enema, coupled with hypothermia and/or drowning. I've known plenty of people who've boofed alcohol, it's a quick way to injest a lot of alcohol with less of a chance of vomiting. Seems nasty though and I've never boofed anything, so I'll have to practice with water.

It's still an idea in progress. I want to have all the details sorted out before actually attempting, that way I can be more likely to succeed. But yeah, I'm thinking to probably take some pepto beforehand to reduce nausea, maybe immodium too to reduce diarrhea, then drink as much as I can beforehand (a cocktail of bourbon, vodka, and an energy drink, just cuz I like the taste and buzz), then an enema of straight everclear.

Like the previous commenter said, abstaining from food for a good twenty four hours would be a good idea. Water can be a little trickier to try avoiding for so long, but if ypu practice enough self-restraint, I'm sure it's possible. I've definitely been able to pull off a fast for over twenty-four hours before (the extreme depression and ED probably helped, lol). Maybe even do a colon cleanse the day before? Like taking a laxative to clear your body out even more.

Those are just some ideas, again, I'm still working out the process myself.
I have injected 2 loads of vodka into my rectum without it being expelled by the body. It went directly into my bloodstream via the mucous membrane of the rectum, avoiding the stomach, so I immediately got drunk, without any taste or vomiting problem. Increasing the amount and switching to pure ethanol instead of vodka should increase the effect. There was a pleasant warm feeling for several seconds when it went in, as the vodka attacked the mucous membrane, making it more permeable. Drinking some vodka in addition, but not enough to vommit, would get more alcohol slowly released into the bloodstream, adding to the amount received via rectal injection. Swallowing certain medicines (with alcohol instead of water) should boost effects of both the alcohol and the medicines.
 
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k.mihaaa

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I'm a small asian girl, maybe around 5'3 and 45-47kg. Im pretty sensitive to hard liquor (like vodka) and since alcohol is a poison in itself, i want to die by alcohol poisoning. Ive read that if im able to down vodka fast enough, it can shoot my BAC high enough to be fatal, but so far its been really hard to achieve as the taste of vodka is not the nicest.

Is anyone out there trying this method as well, and does anyone know a perfect dose / timing to achieve this?
I haven't really considered since I'd probably puke not even a quarter in
I have injected 2 loads of vodka into my rectum without it being expelled by the body. It went directly into my bloodstream via the mucous membrane of the rectum, avoiding the stomach, so I immediately got drunk, without any taste or vomiting problem. Increasing the amount and switching to pure ethanol instead of vodka should increase the effect. There was a pleasant warm feeling for several seconds when it went in, as the vodka attacked the mucous membrane, making it more permeable. Drinking some vodka in addition, but not enough to vommit, would get more alcohol slowly released into the bloodstream, adding to the amount received via rectal injection. Swallowing certain medicines (with alcohol instead of water) should boost effects of both the alcohol and the medicines.
This sounds scary to me Idk why but dawg💔