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Anyone else getting frustrated trying to find them? This thread is more for empathy than anything else. I currently lack benzos and an antacid. I don't know how to use the darkweb to get them and don't really want to. I am going to the doctor on Monday to try and get some benzos. May try and go tomorrow. I want to follow stan's method exactly and he uses tagamet. If anyone know a source for it,( no darkweb,) then please pm me. I really just want to get it over with and all this meds prepping is tiring and demoralising. Anyone in the same boat?
 
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Andross01

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It's not just the meds. Getting SN is really difficult in the first place.
 
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Even once you've got that you need so much other stuff to fulfil the method. Just read that my order of meto has been cancelled because they couldnt verify my age. Arrgh. Will have to go to my doctor
 
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Tagamet is the brand name for Cimetidine. In most countries this is available as an OTC medication.
 
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It's not just the meds. Getting SN is really difficult in the first place.
Same here. I'm in the UK and the only place I can find online want proof of use and will only sell to account holders.

I've not tested how easy it is to blag - I've a feeling that might attract attention.
 
nopride86

nopride86

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Mar 16, 2022
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The benzos or anything like it is the main challenge for me.

It's not like I can walk into a clinic and be like "hello I have a mental problem, please prescribe me specifically benzos" and walk away happy. I can barely get doctors to give me the medication that I actually do need to take.
 
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lionetta12

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Anyone else getting frustrated trying to find them? This thread is more for empathy than anything else. I currently lack benzos and an antacid. I don't know how to use the darkweb to get them and don't really want to. I am going to the doctor on Monday to try and get some benzos. May try and go tomorrow. I want to follow stan's method exactly and he uses tagamet. If anyone know a source for it,( no darkweb,) then please pm me. I really just want to get it over with and all this meds prepping is tiring and demoralising. Anyone in the same boat?
Sorry for the hazzle you are going through to get everything in order. If I'm not wrong, antacids can be optained OTC in most places, but I'm not sure how that is in other countries. Benzos should be easy to get, just push the anxiety stuff when you speak to the doctor. If they recommend something else or are hesitant, maybe mention that a family member also has anxiety and that they got a lot better when they take their benzo meds. Hope you are able to get it all!
 
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I used to be prescribed diazepam for anxiety but there was a big drive to stop giving them to people. My doctor changed them for beta blockers that do sweet f a.

Although, one doctor (a locum) did prescribe them when I had an acute neck strain. I spoke to a nurse friend who said this is the norm for bad cases.
 
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Sorry for the hazzle you are going through to get everything in order. If I'm not wrong, antacids can be optained OTC in most places, but I'm not sure how that is in other countries. Benzos should be easy to get, just push the anxiety stuff when you speak to the doctor. If they recommend something else or are hesitant, maybe mention that a family member also has anxiety and that they got a lot better when they take their benzo meds. Hope you are able to get it all!

Obviously I can't speak for all parts of the world. But from a medical point of view, benzos sure are not something you would prescribe in bigger quantities just because you feel like it. Then again, they are not too helpful for suicide itself, they just take anxiety and fear in this regard.

I would not focus too much on bzd.
 
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I've been accumulating ingredients so to speak the past few months. I don't have a beta blocker or an h2 blocker so will try to get those next. I have hypertention so could maybe use that as an escuse to get propranolol. It is demoralizing, but actually going through with it will be difficult
 
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I've been accumulating ingredients so to speak the past few months. I don't have a beta blocker or an h2 blocker so will try to get those next. I have hypertention so could maybe use that as an escuse to get propranolol. It is demoralizing, but actually going through with it will be difficult
I will soon have all I need. I'm not using SN, but I do need meto for my method. I'm close to having everything, and it's suddenly getting very real. You're not alone… CTB won't be easy, I just hope it's relatively peaceful.
 
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Shrike94

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I will soon have all I need. I'm not using SN, but I do need meto for my method. I'm close to having everything, and it's suddenly getting very real. You're not alone… CTB won't be easy, I just hope it's relatively peaceful.
Thank you. Which other method needs meto?
 
wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
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Thank you. Which other method needs meto?
I think most overdoses (pills, salts, N and SN) recommend Meto to prevent vomiting up whatever your body considers "poison".
 
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Foresight

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If anyone has issues getting benzos for mental health I know it's common in the US to give a few pills for dental work. Or if a psychiatrist is funny about long term you can say you have a flight or something big and you just need a few.
 
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FrozenMango

Hello from the other side
Aug 16, 2022
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I honestly started to think that the war on peaceful suicide methods has nothing to do with saving lives. There are 2 conspiracy theories in my mind:

- religious people want suicidal people to suffer and die in pain
- government agencies like cia and fbi want to use suicidal people for their own good
 
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