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Polka

Polka

Student
Oct 6, 2019
135
Well I am sorry to learn you have young children. It's going to be hard on you all whether you stay or go. I wish I had better news I really do.
 
F

Flightlinek

Student
Aug 20, 2018
113
I'm planning far ahead... I'm not saving much for retirement because I'm pretty convinced I won't make it to that age, but I'm working very hard to pay down debts, keep all of my bills paid on time, excel in my job so I can advance, etc.

Still, I'm actively searching for a partner to CTB with, or someone who's willing to make it happen for me. I keep planning and expecting the future because I've had so many attempts fall through... people who said they would "help" me CTB but weren't able to (or who just wanted to scam me out of some $ for helping), partners who never showed up, etc. With all those failures, I have to assume that I'm going to keep going indefinitely, so I keep planning despite hoping I won't need it.
 
Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
I regret not killing my self already. I know I'm going to kill the fuck out of myself in the near future. I cannot fathom another year of this hell
Peace/hugs
 

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