Venting is anyone else mind numblingly bored all day

[AloeGarten]

youtube and video games used to fill the void somewhat but these days nothing can keep my interest for more than a few minutes. ive just been scrolling the youtube homepage all day, sitting outside and staring at the grass, pacing around. everything is so fucking boring, i feel like time is moving so slowly. i am constantly aware of the time passing, every minute feels like an hour, but still there is just nothing to do. its driving my mind crazy but i dont know what to do about it. usually i just resort to staring at the wall and trying to keep my head empty.

anyone else feel the same? what do you do to make the time pass? the only thing ive found to help is drugs/alcohol but dont have any atm, i feel like im going insane but just fucking nothing can keep my interest anymore

 

[NumbItAll]

I spend a large chunk of my time mindlessly cycling through the same bookmarks. Sometimes I will wake up and check things on the computer and then the day is pretty much already over after an hour. There is nothing to do and nothing to look forward to.

 

[FuneralCry]

I've never really had much interest in living at all. It's the way that I am and I've never been able to understand those who want to live. I see no point to all these endless days just trying to pass the time until I fall asleep. I guess that I do spend a lot of my time thinking about ctb. Time does pass slowly for me as well. It feels like I have been alive for such a long time even know I am only 21. It's so horrible the thought of existing for many more decades.

 

[Life_and_Death]

bpd = chronic boredom
im bored when im doing something lmfao

I spend a large chunk of my time mindlessly cycling through the same bookmarks. Sometimes I will wake up and check things on the computer and then the day is pretty much already over after an hour. There is nothing to do and nothing to look forward to.

this sounds like how i spend my day (outside of work)

 

[Shepherd's boy]

I have another person in my head. She is wonderful and the only bright piece in my life. I spend my time only with her and it passes on the contrary very quickly and I wish I could slow it down I wish I could freeze it to stay with her forever without bothering. I want to comprehend the technique of lucid dreaming to spend time with her in better world without pain and obligations. With her even this world isn't so cruel for me. I just don't pay attention on the outer world. It's not interesting for me. All these rat races are not for me. I do something only to be able spend one more day with her. I wish we could die together, SN and stuff is right here, but she is scared and doesn't allow me to do that.
We spend time watching boring YouTube videos but it's time we spent together and it's awesome.

 

[Zegers]

I struggle with trying to do few things but barely energy to get out of bed, sometimes i stare looking down my terrace and thinking about sliding, going through days like this is draining.

 

[Hollowman]

I'm so far gone I don't even get bored anymore. Decades of mental illness has fried my brain.

 

[jodes2]

I'm usually bored af, sleeping is my escape and during the day I play poker which is very very old and stale now. I can't focus on TV enough to follow plots but I have it on in the background anyway. So bored

 

[want2dienow]

then they say 'life is what you make of it'.

ok

 

[Molded foundation]

Whenever there's a thread like this I just think about this music video, lmao.

 

[PleaseTakeMeAway]

yep... always...

 

[FrozenMango]

I am so busy and so bored. I will lose my mind

 

[theboy]

Oh yeah. No one to go out with. No one to talk to. Sometimes I want to do things but then I say, why am I going to do this if I want to die? o What's the point of doing it if I'll feel bad later?
I hope you find peace and motivations to occupy your day

 

[Install-Gentoo]

I have another person in my head. She is wonderful and the only bright piece in my life. I spend my time only with her and it passes on the contrary very quickly and I wish I could slow it down I wish I could freeze it to stay with her forever without bothering. I want to comprehend the technique of lucid dreaming to spend time with her in better world without pain and obligations. With her even this world isn't so cruel for me. I just don't pay attention on the outer world. It's not interesting for me. All these rat races are not for me. I do something only to be able spend one more day with her. I wish we could die together, SN and stuff is right here, but she is scared and doesn't allow me to do that.
We spend time watching boring YouTube videos but it's time we spent together and it's awesome.

That sounds nice! I'm glad you are able to find a bit of enjoyment like that.

 

[jodes2]

I want drugs and alcohol!

 

[GasMonkey]

I play WoW (and I code addons for it), so I'm never bored.