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slushy2

Member
Aug 13, 2023
6
they keep adding more and more google results before the actual link to the site. i think there's like 4 things now you have to scroll past. i especially hate those corny pre generated text messages they suggest you send to a "loved one." i dont have anyone to talk to like that, thats why im googling this dumbass. they make me sad when i see them because i remember how alone i really am and am going to be
 
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froggirl9000

froggirl9000

9,000,000 LIVE FROGS
Feb 4, 2023
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That's mainstream internet for you. God forbid it ever just give you what you searched for. And if it's suicide-related, here's a phone number you've seen hundreds of times before that won't help whatsoever...
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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I use DuckDuckGo. This site was the top result.
 
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R_N

-Memento Mori-
Dec 3, 2019
1,442
Let me guess, Google? Google is like that in general when it comes to anything out of pocket. I think they are pushing certain narratives and hide or attempt to hide other stuff.

Just tried duck duck go and this place is top result.
 
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Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
1,654
Search engines in general work in a shitty way.
It's hard for me to find what I'm looking for.
I feel like it's getting worse.
The Internet is becoming an increasingly large garbage dump.
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Illuminated
Sep 9, 2018
3,181
Fun fact, I actually founded DuckDuckGo, so you have me to thank for Sasu's ranking. And I know what you're thinking. "But Dolan, you're an idiot, you couldn't have" but I was doing a lot of drugs at the time, and the name actually came from how productive I was while on speed. True story.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,360
The funny thing was, the police that did my IC SN welfare check seemed surprised that I knew these 'helplines' existed. Like- how could you possibly miss them?!!
 
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Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
1,873
I believe google intentionally lowered the rank of this site so it would be harder for people to find. Motherfuckers
 
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oneirataxia

Arcanist
Apr 22, 2024
485
I really hope that one day there will be a new search engine without all this Orwellian spyware SEO-abusing dead Internet theory crap, that does a better job than Google or Bing so I won't have to use them ever again.
 
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Username1359751

Enlightened
Mar 14, 2024
1,330
That's mainstream internet for you. God forbid it ever just give you what you searched for. And if it's suicide-related, here's a phone number you've seen hundreds of times before that won't help whatsoever...
--"Don't hurt yourself! Give us a random call for nothing!"

Google Douche #1:: "See, now we can say we took measures to help and we can keep our money even if they die and we're not liable!šŸ˜†"

Google Douche #2:: "A toast to money and having two-faces!šŸ„‚šŸŗšŸ¹!!"

I have the site book marked so I can just click it after type a couple of letters.
 
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pompompurin

pompompurin

girls like us are rotten to the core
Apr 27, 2023
155
I use duckduckgo and it is the first result

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froggirl9000

froggirl9000

9,000,000 LIVE FROGS
Feb 4, 2023
1,801
--"Don't hurt yourself! Give us a random call for nothing!"

Google Douche #1:: "See, now we can say we took measures to help and we can keep our money even if they die and we're not liable!šŸ˜†"

Google Douche #2:: "A toast to money and having two-faces!šŸ„‚šŸŗšŸ¹!!"

I have the site book marked so I can just click it after type a couple of letters.
My browser allows me to save all the tabs I have open as "sessions" and I usually keep the websites I frequent open anyway, so if I want to check anything I can just switch to its tab and refresh the page.
Also yeah, you describe google to a T, except for the part where they make their search engine unusable for anything. Hell, for over a year I used yandex (Russian search engine) over google images because it would honestly give better results (both more results and ACTUALLY THE RESULTS I WAS LOOKING FOR). The fucking Russian search engine that's certainly censored by their government gave me better results than what's supposed to be the leading search engine.
And for what it's worth, looking up sanctioned suicide on yandex lead to the mirror site as the first result (not the main URL, admittedly, but still better) with no suicide hotline bullshit.
 
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slushy2

Member
Aug 13, 2023
6
I believe google intentionally lowered the rank of this site so it would be harder for people to find. Motherfuckers
i dont think so. these same results come up when you search any keywords related to suicide. it's not a targeted attack on us it just triggers some automated filter
 
damienlerone03

damienlerone03

reject humanity, return to monke
May 5, 2024
1,245
i just type the letter s in the search bar and boom its the entire link to offtopics so i just click enter and im in
i use google btw
 
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slushy2

Member
Aug 13, 2023
6
i just type the letter s in the search bar and boom its the entire link to offtopics so i just click enter and im in
i use google btw
yeah but i have to clear my browser all the time bc family members use the device
 
rednights

rednights

Member
Jun 5, 2024
45
It's super aggrivating, it makes me feel ashamed somehow for trying to find any information.

I used the extension uBlock Origin to block the popup google gives you at the top of the page, and that helped.
 
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Orange Cat

Student
Oct 19, 2023
142
The site comes up as the 2nd or 3rd result on all of the search engines. It's not buried.

Why do you have to search for the site? You already have the address. If you type the address in the search bar it takes you directly here.
 
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oneirataxia

Arcanist
Apr 22, 2024
485
The web stopped being truly free a long time ago.
 
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damienlerone03

damienlerone03

reject humanity, return to monke
May 5, 2024
1,245
yeah but i have to clear my browser all the time bc family members use the device
i use a seperate google account itself for this kinda stuff
 
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Ah.ow

scared person
Mar 12, 2024
188
Fun fact, I actually founded DuckDuckGo, so you have me to thank for Sasu's ranking. And I know what you're thinking. "But Dolan, you're an idiot, you couldn't have" but I was doing a lot of drugs at the time, and the name actually came from how productive I was while on speed. True story.
I think I'd tried finding some duckduckgo answers, can I ask you or is there a place you'd recommend asking?
 
ninfanatic

ninfanatic

anorexic suicide messiah.
Jul 3, 2024
78
That's mainstream internet for you. God forbid it ever just give you what you searched for. And if it's suicide-related, here's a phone number you've seen hundreds of times before that won't help whatsoever...
That damned phone number. It used to just be a little annoyance and now it makes me angry.
 
Apathy79

Apathy79

Paragon
Oct 13, 2019
933
2nd result for me on both Google (behind Lifeline) and Duckduckgo (behind the wiki entry)
 
Edpal247

Edpal247

Experienced
Jul 9, 2024
220
Yes. But admittedly - how would someone know to search for it by name? I don't recall how I stumbled upon it.
 
Throwawayacc3

Throwawayacc3

Freedom
Mar 4, 2024
1,385
Fun fact, I actually founded DuckDuckGo, so you have me to thank for Sasu's ranking. And I know what you're thinking. "But Dolan, you're an idiot, you couldn't have" but I was doing a lot of drugs at the time, and the name actually came from how productive I was while on speed. True story.
Can you bring back DUCK TAILS WOOOO HOOO
duck tales television GIF
 
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3/4Dead

Peace, Love, Empathy
Feb 27, 2024
471
I just type out the domain and get to it that way.