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HopefulSleep

HopefulSleep

Wants to sleep
Apr 24, 2023
888
I am planning on taking sn either in the attic or storage room near the attic on top of the house my apartment is in.
The storage room is empty so no one goes in there but the one attic room is used so I am afraid I am so unlucky that before I am dead someone goes there and hears the death rattle or vomiting.
I am dumb so I can't remember to which side the door opens so maybe I can block it from the inside with my body but if not others could open it.
It is on a floor where no apartments are but I have to go up 3 floors to be there and I am afraid that I will have unluck and someone is in the staircase the exact time I go up and I don't know what I should do then and I can't abort the attempt cause I don't have infinite meto and benzos.
The walls aren't the best in the apartment I can hear what other family members say and I can hear other family above when they scream.
It is better than just in my room or in a forest I think but I am still afraid they will find me.
I could also look for a cheap hotel near me but I really don't have much money now and I am scared of seeing my abuser when going there that could come in way of the ctb if he searches for me again.
 
juliano2001

juliano2001

sad
Feb 19, 2023
19
I am planning on taking sn either in the attic or storage room near the attic on top of the house my apartment is in.
The storage room is empty so no one goes in there but the one attic room is used so I am afraid I am so unlucky that before I am dead someone goes there and hears the death rattle or vomiting.
I am dumb so I can't remember to which side the door opens so maybe I can block it from the inside with my body but if not others could open it.
It is on a floor where no apartments are but I have to go up 3 floors to be there and I am afraid that I will have unluck and someone is in the staircase the exact time I go up and I don't know what I should do then and I can't abort the attempt cause I don't have infinite meto and benzos.
The walls aren't the best in the apartment I can hear what other family members say and I can hear other family above when they scream.
It is better than just in my room or in a forest I think but I am still afraid they will find me.
I could also look for a cheap hotel near me but I really don't have much money now and I am scared of seeing my abuser when going there that could come in way of the ctb if he searches for me again.
I'm not an expert at all on this matter however from my understanding it's best to ensure that when you go missing, they won't search the place you are for a long enough time. As long as someone won't look for you there when they need to find you for something, you should be okay. However since the attic room is accessed sometimes, you should evaluate how often people will need to go there or will go there, if it's usually unused for a while at time, I wouldn't worry too much as long as you're swift with your method.

My situation is very different from yours, but I will be using a forest nearby for myself since I won't be found for somewhere between 6-24 hours. Maybe even more if I'm lucky.
 
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HopefulSleep

HopefulSleep

Wants to sleep
Apr 24, 2023
888
I'm not an expert at all on this matter however from my understanding it's best to ensure that when you go missing, they won't search the place you are for a long enough time. As long as someone won't look for you there when they need to find you for something, you should be okay. However since the attic room is accessed sometimes, you should evaluate how often people will need to go there or will go there, if it's usually unused for a while at time, I wouldn't worry too much as long as you're swift with your method.

My situation is very different from yours, but I will be using a forest nearby for myself since I won't be found for somewhere between 6-24 hours. Maybe even more if I'm lucky.
I will be dead before they think I am missing, it only takes up to 4 hours.
One of the rooms is used I think but the room I want to do it in is empty.
I am just afraid they will hear me.
I also thought about doing it in my basement but next to my basement room someone else has a room in which they go more often and sleep in.
 
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