Ironic that I want to CTB when I just got my mental disorders fixed

[Kriegsman]

So, funny that I was misdiagnosed with Depression and ADHD when I was OCD and Bipolar the whole time. The Bipolar went into complete remission last year after the day of swallowing a bunch of pills especially Benedryl. I feel really selfish for wanting to CTB when my life just started to get great but it's because I just don't want to be apart of this place anymore and feeling like I don't fit in. Also, because I feel like too much time has passed for me to accomplish anything.

 

[loser404badjoke]

Apparently it's usual for people who are recovering to be more at risk for suicide. I could never wrap my head around it until recently. Like you said, sometimes it feels like it's too late by the time you receive adequate care.