W
WaitingForTheBusInTh
Student
- Nov 18, 2020
- 174
Man it probably sounds really f-ed up to ask this but theres no where else to ask so...
People who self harm describe the physical pain as a relapse from the emotional pain, and I need something. Alcohol is too expensive and I cant risk buying weed online (it's legal where I live) because the package would likely be seen by my landlord. And it's also expensive.
I normally dont like pain but i need some form of relief. If I'm too scared to cut what oer things work? Or can you work yourself up to cutting? I also cant really starve myself because my blood sugar drops pretty quick and I have to work at a fairly physical job.
Again I know how this sounds and I know its controversial even here but, I'll try just about anything at this point.
People who self harm describe the physical pain as a relapse from the emotional pain, and I need something. Alcohol is too expensive and I cant risk buying weed online (it's legal where I live) because the package would likely be seen by my landlord. And it's also expensive.
I normally dont like pain but i need some form of relief. If I'm too scared to cut what oer things work? Or can you work yourself up to cutting? I also cant really starve myself because my blood sugar drops pretty quick and I have to work at a fairly physical job.
Again I know how this sounds and I know its controversial even here but, I'll try just about anything at this point.