Discussion Insecurity/CTB

[bpdscared9]

Hello folks. Today I wanted to ask about related information when it comes to insecurity, how do you people deal with the intense feeling of dread when you face something that makes your heart and stomach drop?

In my case, everytime my partner, family or friends makes me feel insecure (innocently), I really just wanna end it all, maybe it may be just an impulse and I'm being dramatic but the dread feeling in my stomach hurts me awfully bad at the point of just wanting to grab a rope and hanging myself.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Hello. I'm sorry, could you possibly give examples to better understand?

 

[bpdscared9]

Hello. I'm sorry, could you possibly give examples to better understand?

It's very confusing if you don't have BPD!

One of the main symptoms of BPD is actually idealization; you fall in love with someone or you become really close to them (friends, family) and your brain creates this "version" of them in your head, in the moment they do something out of your "idea" of them, you feel very insecure, you go through this dread feeling I mentioned.

One example may be if you're in love with them and they do something that may trigger you as innocent as it could be and you start feeling very low, very insecure and basically, for me it's so strong that I just wanna end it all sometimes.