Venting Inherent unhappy

[CTB Dream]

Not happy no mstter wat always disatisfy no want stay anymore . Ths all lose self lose previous self all even 1% joy now 0% all cuz them all cuz them awful ppl make injury damage, this not want stay anymore want leave ,ugly life ugly rvry inherent sad want leave awful life awful human want die ,.

 

[ClownMe]

Im sorry you're suffering so much. I can definetly relate to how you're feeling, it seems that no matter what happens in my life im always sad, it's just varying degrees of sadness.

 

[FuneralCry]

I doubt that such a thing as happiness really exists, I believe that the whole idea of it is just a delusion invented by people who wish to glorify the cruel and horrific reality of this existence. But anyway, at least to me it will always be so incredibly awful having to exist here, I simply despise existing and I want nothing to do with this hellish world. Only death could ever bring relief when the true problem lies in life itself.
I don't wish to age and inevitably suffer more, I don't see any value in risking experiencing even worse torture and there is no benefit to being trapped here for decades on end, such a thing could only harm us. No wonder so many choose not to delay their inevitable fate and I envy them very much.