Story Ingested 1.6g of sn as a test and a form of self harm

[Enlightelemental]

The symptoms i experienced were very manageable, the headache wasn't that bad, the tachycardia symptoms felt interesting and weren't painful
Felt light headed when standing

Vomited 3 times hours after i ingested the sn

I know they say not to test sn because you might actually die before your ready, but I'd rather be pretty sure im not gonna die untill like 5 minutes before i pass out.
Less stress

Sn also tastes gross

38 hours after and im experiencing muscle soreness everywhere and limited mobility of some muscles
I dont quite know if its the sn or because i went rock climbing/bouldering for the first time hours before i ingested sn

neet how it made the nailbed visibly darker

 

[puppet_nihilist]

Is unexpected death the only danger though? I've seen it mentioned in the forum that brain damage could also be a risk but I'm not very sure. The results are interesting though. I think your nailbeds going purplish grey like that is because of cyanosis which is due to lack of oxygen in the blood (at least what Google says). Makes sense given how sn works I think.

 

[warriorofeld]

Interesting.. was it from ccs or?

 

[FuneralCry]

Thank you for sharing the experience, I hope that you don't suffer too much from what you did. I think that those who have SN right now are certainly very fortunate.

 

[stilhavinightmares]

Was the vomiting awful? Thanks for sharing. Hope you're okay.

 

[Source Energy]

Thank you for posting this. It's very comforting to know that it's not that bad. Did it make you sleep?

Also, no offense...but you need a manicure.

 

[SeenMoreThanEnough]

The symptoms i experienced were very manageable, the headache wasn't that bad, the tachycardia symptoms felt interesting and weren't painful
Felt light headed when standing

Vomited 3 times hours after i ingested the sn

I know they say not to test sn because you might actually die before your ready, but I'd rather be pretty sure im not gonna die untill like 5 minutes before i pass out.
Less stress

Sn also tastes gross

38 hours after and im experiencing muscle soreness everywhere and limited mobility of some muscles
I dont quite know if its the sn or because i went rock climbing/bouldering for the first time hours before i ingested sn

neet how it made the nailbed visibly darker
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That's really interesting. If I could get SN in Canada I'd go that route, but for now it looks like hanging will have to do. It's really weird how it changes the hue of your nail beds

 

[ge0rge]

Also, no offense...but you need a manicure.

 

[dimstar]

Thank you for posting this. It's very comforting to know that it's not that bad. Did it make you sleep?

Also, no offense...but you need a manicure.

Lol really they took near a potential lethal dose of sn and you think their worried about their nails? Unless your offering why? Personally havent cut my hair in 2 years because of anxiety. Wonder what youd say.. nails look fine to me OP.

 

[dimstar]

Please dont try this other members. It could put you in the hospital or possibly the ground. We really dont know how small doses react. What if it raises your tolerance? Do not take unless your fully prepared.

 

[Never Alive]

The symptoms i experienced were very manageable, the headache wasn't that bad, the tachycardia symptoms felt interesting and weren't painful
Felt light headed when standing

Vomited 3 times hours after i ingested the sn

I know they say not to test sn because you might actually die before your ready, but I'd rather be pretty sure im not gonna die untill like 5 minutes before i pass out.
Less stress

Sn also tastes gross

38 hours after and im experiencing muscle soreness everywhere and limited mobility of some muscles
I dont quite know if its the sn or because i went rock climbing/bouldering for the first time hours before i ingested sn

neet how it made the nailbed visibly darker
View attachment 109815

I didn't take nearly the amount you did but did by accident and noticeable shortness of breath, and nerve pain (burning sensation), so walking hurts, heart pain, fatigue, quite a bit of pain, and vision is a bit blurry sometimes. This gives me a positive outlook for when I plan to take it. As I'm getting more and more confident that it works pretty well. Knowing of people who died from it. I now just need to somehow acquire SN, as I lost mine thanks to the recent welfare check. Owning SN gives me the peace of mind to keep going until shit gets too bad.

 

[betternever2havbeen]

I can see why you'd wanna test it but it's really not recommended. Surely different amounts would give vastly different symptoms as well? So not really an accurate test anyway.

Is unexpected death the only danger though? I've seen it mentioned in the forum that brain damage could also be a risk but I'm not very sure. The results are interesting though. I think your nailbeds going purplish grey like that is because of cyanosis which is due to lack of oxygen in the blood (at least what Google says). Makes sense given how sn works I think.

I think part of the reason SN is so popular is that you mostly recover without any long-term side effects if you fail/back out. I think the brain is protected because of the way it works but don't quote me on that.

 

[TraumaEscapee:)]

Get well soon. Yes sn tastes very salty.

 

[gizzreid]

Lol really they took near a potential lethal dose of sn and you think their worried about their nails? Unless your offering why? Personally havent cut my hair in 2 years because of anxiety. Wonder what youd say.. nails look fine to me OP.

if they think OP needs a manicure, i don't even wanna know what they think of mine lol

 

[Source Energy]

Lol really they took near a potential lethal dose of sn and you think their worried about their nails? Unless your offering why? Personally havent cut my hair in 2 years because of anxiety. Wonder what youd say.. nails look fine to me OP.

Sorry. Just stated my opinion. Taking care of oneself is important even if suicidal. You're not dead yet...

Also I thanked them for sharing - the nails comment was a p.s. not the main thing.
As for the hair, I'd probably tell you to comb it - if needed. :)

 

[dimstar]

Sorry. Just stated my opinion. Taking care of oneself is important even if suicidal. You're not dead yet...

Also I thanked them for sharing the nails comment was a p.s. not the main thing.
As for the hair, I'd probably tell you to comb it - if needed. :)

Thank you and apologies. I just get self care can become hard. I give it the occasional brush but normally tie it up and call it good. Going to have a friend cut the rough ends then hopefully go to a real barber. When your thinking about ending it things like the look of your nails don't really matter any more. At least for me.

 

[Source Energy]

Thank you and apologies. I just get self care can become hard. I give it the occasional brush but normally tie it up and call it good. Going to have a friend cut the rough ends then hopefully go to a real barber. When your thinking about ending it things like the look of your nails don't really matter any more. At least for me.

I get it. It may not matter to you, but the world responds to you better if you look decent. You might even feel better, even if just by a little bit. Until ctb, one has to deal with a body and with the other humans.

Anyway. I'm glad OP is fine and that the SN method is not too unpleasant. I almost did it today too.

 

[Enlightelemental]

Interesting.. was it from ccs or?

Yes

Was the vomiting awful? Thanks for sharing. Hope you're okay.

It was unpleasant ig but not the worst iv ever experienced while sick

Thank you for posting this. It's very comforting to know that it's not that bad. Did it make you sleep?

Also, no offense...but you need a manicure.

It didn't make me sleep but i did sleep before vomiting the first time

I can see why you'd wanna test it but it's really not recommended. Surely different amounts would give vastly different symptoms as well? So not really an accurate test anyway.


I think part of the reason SN is so popular is that you mostly recover without any long-term side effects if you fail/back out. I think the brain is protected because of the way it works but don't quote me on that.

i tested .4 grams previously, very mild headache, faster heartbeat, slightly darker nailbed, nothing else

Get well soon. Yes sn tastes very salty.

Its definitely different than normal salt, it feels like the grossest part of the popcorn jellybeans +salt

 

[Justnotme]

I didn't take nearly the amount you did but did by accident and noticeable shortness of breath, and nerve pain (burning sensation), so walking hurts, heart pain, fatigue, quite a bit of pain, and vision is a bit blurry sometimes. This gives me a positive outlook for when I plan to take it. As I'm getting more and more confident that it works pretty well. Knowing of people who died from it. I now just need to somehow acquire SN, as I lost mine thanks to the recent welfare check. Owning SN gives me the peace of mind to keep going until shit gets too bad.

Such pain from small doses of sodium nitrite ..... What will happen from 25 grams? Now I'm very scared ((pain in the heart area, suffocation .... It will only get worse (

 

[11April]

Thanks for sharing your experience.

 

[endofafoxtwo]

All this nail talk is making me wish I still had pics of when I grew my middle finger nail to 1.2 inches and sharpened it as a joke. Now that's a knarly (although surprisingly useful) nail.

 

[unnormal9]

Next time wrap <spoilers tags> around those self harm photos.

 

[Never Alive]

Such pain from small doses of sodium nitrite ..... What will happen from 25 grams? Now I'm very scared ((pain in the heart area, suffocation .... It will only get worse (

yes, this is the price you pay

 

[whoevencares]

Does anyone have a new source in the US?