Inert Gas : liquified propane VIA exit bag

[LookingGlassOfSorrow]

Hello Family

I am glad to finally be here and after several attempts; in chronological order from age 12 to date age 24 (random pills overdose, scared hanging, scared 42 story jump, hydrocodone overdose, scared hanging, random psych med overdose, and now finally; PROPANE ASPHYXIATION via exit bag method.
Currently making my exit bag. I have a hose (Walmart in the washing machine isle), BLUE RHINO liquefied petroleum (Walmart), Char-boil standard propane tank regulator ( LOWE's isle 23 necessity : ALL propane tanks have a safety that won't allow propane to release without "this" OR a release valve which I couldn't find). Side note, liquified petroleum comes is a liquid but come out as a gas and has a pungent rotten egg smell.

I need a little encouragement. I'm currently drinking a lot of alcohol for courage and I plan on going today. I will seal my room off with duct tape at the door lines and go in my closet and hopefully never wake up. ACTIVE ACTIVE ACTIVE

 

[Lastsauce]

I will seal my room off with duct tape at the door lines and go in my closet

If you are not able to get inert gas and really plan to to use propane, you should absolutely do it outside or risk explosion and fire.
LPG is almost twice as heavy as air so it pools in the room and even open window doesn't help.
Also that hose has very large diameter so it will let the gas out easier out of the bag.
It's also very short so you could easily pull it out of the bag.

 

[Saddad]

Have you tried welding shops for an inert gas?

 

[LookingGlassOfSorrow]

If you are not able to get inert gas and really plan to to use propane, you should absolutely do it outside or risk explosion and fire.
LPG is almost twice as heavy as air so it pools in the room and even open window doesn't help.
Also that hose has very large diameter so it will let the gas out easier out of the bag.
It's also very short so you could easily pull it out of the bag.

I will search for a slimmer hose and I am securing the hose with tape inside the bag. My hands and legs will also be secured by some cloth cuffs. I'll post pictures. Hopefully I can stream it all live for you all. What platform shall I use?

Have you tried welding shops for an inert gas?

I have tried to purchase N2 : $280
Helium has some national shortage so it's cut with oxygen and 80% helium. I could purchase 99% helium online but it's also expensive.
Propane : $40

 

[Saddad]

I got a 9litre tank of nitrogen (hobby weld) at 2000 psi with reg and hose for £150 bag is Penny's elastic bands and some gaffer tape Penny's again.
Not sure about N2?

Have I got the right gear??
I would imagine the smell of propane may cause nausea/discomfort, you may possibly suffer head ache if you dont pass out quickly?
They put a chemical odour into the gas to alert someone to possible leaks. Can be overwhelming

 

[LookingGlassOfSorrow]

I got a 9litre tank of nitrogen (hobby weld) at 2000 psi with reg and hose for £150 bag is Penny's elastic bands and some gaffer tape Penny's again.
Not sure about N2?

Have I got the right gear??
I would imagine the smell of propane may cause nausea/discomfort, you may possibly suffer head ache if you dont pass out quickly?
They put a chemical odour into the gas to alert someone to possible leaks. Can be overwhelming

It seems like you have the right equipment. Continue to research and make sure that your N2 is at least 99% (some retailers lie). I am fully aware of the smell that will come out of this cooking grade liquified petroleum and I am sure I will handle it well. I am so ready to go that I'd jump into a pool of liquid N2 if I had the chance. I am drinking alcohol and searching for my anti nausea medication to help with any discomfort.

 

[Saddad]

It seems like you have the right equipment. Continue to research and make sure that your N2 is at least 99% (some retailers lie). I am fully aware of the smell that will come out of this cooking grade liquified petroleum and I am sure I will handle it well. I am so ready to go that I'd jump into a pool of liquid N2 if I had the chance. I am drinking alcohol and searching for my anti nausea medication to help with any discomfort.

I'd be worried about blowing innocent people up I think.

Lots of advice on here, it's a pretty big thing to rush into.
Better to take some time and consider all options

Good luck on whatever you decide to do, but I hope you dont put others at risk.

Peace

 

[LookingGlassOfSorrow]

I'd be worried about blowing innocent people up I think.

Lots of advice on here, it's a pretty big thing to rush into.
Better to take some time and consider all options

Good luck on whatever you decide to do, but I hope you dont put others at risk.

Peace

With N2 or Helium I believe that there is no risk of harming others. Again, please do extensive research on your own. I was advised by other site members of my INSIDE PROPANE attempt which could have been very dangerous; I knew this but my great pain and sadness caused me to ignore the valid facts at hand. I have now moved OUTSIDE and from my first FAILED attempt I know that no harm will come to other although I did release the propane at a very low release rate. next attempt will be full or complete high. If I don't reply to you...you will know that I succeeded and hopefully you will find my forum helpful to you. Peace and Love

 

[Sensei]

I don't know. Your method is apparantely not fully reliable, you seem to be very agitated, and you try to get drunk. Not the best of circumstances to end your life. Don't you think it would be better to wait and save up for some N2?

 

[LookingGlassOfSorrow]

I don't know. Your method is apparantely not fully reliable, you seem to be very agitated, and you try to get drunk. Not the best of circumstances to end your life. Don't you think it would be better to wait and save up for some N2?

True, I am slightly agitated from the failed attempt but I typed that straight out an attempt which may seem to you unreliable. Even with N2 (if you have researched) will have similar reactions with the body fighting death. THe body will always fight death (I know this from experience). I am also an alcoholic so I the drinking isn't new but I am doing it to try to calm myself.
I also had the propane pumping at a very low speed which may have made it last longer. I am about to attempt a second time. Less scared, more drunk and more prepared. I will post if I survive.

 

[Sensei]

True, I am slightly agitated from the failed attempt but I typed that straight out an attempt which may seem to you unreliable. Even with N2 (if you have researched) will have similar reactions with the body fighting death. THe body will always fight death (I know this from experience). I am also an alcoholic so I the drinking isn't new but I am doing it to try to calm myself.
I also had the propane pumping at a very low speed which may have made it last longer. I am about to attempt a second time. Less scared, more drunk and more prepared. I will post if I survive.

You know, there are many people here who can give you informed advice on how to exit in a reliable and painless manner. I see that you're new here and I think you should take the time to discuss this and, if you feel like it, other issues with other members of the forum. I can tell that you have suffered for a long time, so I'm sure you could stand a few more days.

 

[sepetuk4s]

You know, there are many people here who can give you informed advice on how to exit in a reliable and painless manner. I see that you're new here and I think you should take the time to discuss this and, if you feel like it, other issues with other members of the forum. I can tell that you have suffered for a long time, so I'm sure you could stand a few more days.

I'm about to try this...Did it work..I see you last seen DEC 9 on 2021 ...And this is from 2021...So i guess didn't work...?