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LosingTheBattle

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Dec 4, 2020
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New here...
Few weeks ago.. I had a genius idea. I'm not at the stage where I'm brave enough to actively end my life as I'm a chicken. But I feel like I'm getting there. Seriously.
But the idea.. was walking. Walking for 5km through bad areas in the dark hoping I was attacked or mugged to potentially get knifed to death. I'm in the UK so it happens regularly. No success yet but while I'm walking I feel at ease.. like there's a chance I won't make it home. Often though about starving myself too.. what would happen if I did? I'm 270+ pounds.

anyone else ever felt like this or done something similar? Let's call it wishful death.
 
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MMblackdemons

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Dec 4, 2020
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Yes I understand you! I was thinking about not drinking for few days
 
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Itsjustme21

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Dec 4, 2020
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I have read about more people that go to bad neighborhoods to get themselves killed. I think it won't be very successful.

Also, starving yourself will probably be a slow and painful death.
 
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0utsider

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Dec 9, 2020
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Starving is probably one of the worst ways to go, don't do that. Going to a bad neighborhood and hoping to get attacked may work if the conditions are perfect.
 
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suicidal257

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Nov 24, 2020
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New here...
Few weeks ago.. I had a genius idea. I'm not at the stage where I'm brave enough to actively end my life as I'm a chicken. But I feel like I'm getting there. Seriously.
But the idea.. was walking. Walking for 5km through bad areas in the dark hoping I was attacked or mugged to potentially get knifed to death. I'm in the UK so it happens regularly. No success yet but while I'm walking I feel at ease.. like there's a chance I won't make it home. Often though about starving myself too.. what would happen if I did? I'm 270+ pounds.

anyone else ever felt like this or done something similar? Let's call it wishful death.
The likelyhood can be increased if you taunt the muggers holding you at knifepoint. Still I personally would not go for the indirect method.
 
Wrennie

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I'm considering starving myself too. I suffered from anorexia when I was 12 and was hospitalized when I reached 90 pounds (I was tall for my age so it was a lot more significant than it sounds). I honestly didn't feel any negative effects from anorexia even though I was technically at death's doorstep. I wasn't vying for death the first time around, but the complete lack of pain almost makes me want to try it again (though it would be significantly more difficult to lose weight solely through restricting when I'm not going through an active growth spurt like I was as a child).
 
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Nymph

Nymph

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Jul 15, 2020
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Starving is a horrible method:(( and going through dangerous areas could work but it's also likely to be very painful and not peaceful obviously. I'd suggest looking for a different method but it's your choice
 
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Symbiote

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Oct 12, 2020
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Around here, we called that Forrest Gumpin in da Hood
 
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death137

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Jun 25, 2020
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My main plan is hanging but since I'm still not brave enough for it I've starvation/dehydration as a back up plan. I'm currently starving myself (about 30 hours). In few hours I will also start the dehydration process. I don't know if I will sustain this for long thought. If I don't then hanging is my realistic method. I'm thinking of ordering N but I doubt I will successfully get it.
 
Nymph

Nymph

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Jul 15, 2020
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My main plan is hanging but since I'm still not brave enough for it I've starvation/dehydration as a back up plan. I'm currently starving myself (about 30 hours). In few hours I will also start the dehydration process. I don't know if I will sustain this for long thought. If I don't then hanging is my realistic method. I'm thinking of ordering N but I doubt I will successfully get it.
Damn that must be so painful:(( sorry you felt like you had to do that
 
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Bazzinga

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Dec 25, 2020
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New here...
Few weeks ago.. I had a genius idea. I'm not at the stage where I'm brave enough to actively end my life as I'm a chicken. But I feel like I'm getting there. Seriously.
But the idea.. was walking. Walking for 5km through bad areas in the dark hoping I was attacked or mugged to potentially get knifed to death. I'm in the UK so it happens regularly. No success yet but while I'm walking I feel at ease.. like there's a chance I won't make it home. Often though about starving myself too.. what would happen if I did? I'm 270+ pounds.

anyone else ever felt like this or done something similar? Let's call it wishful death.
But what if you aren't killed at once and ur kidnapped and tortured or something that'll just make things worse?you'll never know what's going to happen there's a lot of possibilities considering the situation.
 
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Pravesh

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But what if you aren't killed at once and ur kidnapped and tortured or something that'll just make things worse?you'll never know what's going to happen there's a lot of possibilities considering the situation.
yeah he could just be stabbed/ beaten / shot but not die and end up with nerve damage and lifelong pain or paralyzed etc.
 

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